Apr 12
Being a system has been interesting. Emotional shifts that were always there now defined.
Concentrated ideas and feelings given a clearer voice
Our system has been at odds before. Internally exhausting... on top of general stress. efforts exasperated waging away at our restless health battles.
But I think.. We are getting closer to being family. From help of friends it only gets lighter , the sure burden in the heart . Of which is the source.
I like being able to have furthered control to truly protect my head mates. Awareness to be able to fix what I can do wrong too.
We are lucky that we have someone with so much love and patience to tolerate. helping solve our inner conflicts .
Tired of trying , but still making progress.
