#parents problems

Hufflepuff me. Is that so?

Slytherin hubby. Yes, when I’m with her I can’t help but being reminded of all of Slytherin virtues

Hufflepuff me. She’s a Gryffindor

Good morning.

Sometimes, I feel like a bad daughter, comparing to the things that my parents gave and give me. I feel like I’m not thankful enough, like I should also give away everything I can.

I have very difficult relationships with my parents, the kind of when I really can love them only when there are miles and miles between us. They are great – when we talk on the phone, or text each other, or when we don’t contact at all. I have a lot of issues with my family, but it’s a topic for a different time.

But despite my parents being hella far away from being perfect and supportive, they still can be very nice. Like that time, few days ago, I was whining in our that I really want to eat an Easter cake, but I’m broke and don’t have money to buy it, and my dad was making fun of it, but then, all of the sudden, I’ve got a notification that my dad has transformed some money to my bank account.

I’m always complaining that I don’t feel like my parents love me, but the thing is – they just don’t love me the way I want them to love me. And their way of showing me affection is different from what I expect. It makes me think – am I showing my love the way they want? Am I paying back what I receive? I’m not even sure that I say enough of “Thank you”.

After all of I’ve been with or without my parents, I’m still grateful for them. Not because they gave birth to me – I haven’t asked anyone for this crap, - but because they still haven’t abounded me and at least try to be normal. They’re not the only ones who aren’t perfect – I am not a definition of a perfect daughter or sister too.

Looking forward for showing how thankful I am in the future,

i don’t know if i should say something or if i should stay quiet

if i stayed quiet will i go to hell?

if i said something will they hate me ?

what if i think what their doing is none of my business ?

but what if what they told me is right is actually very wrong ?

is me doubting them wrong?

do they even relise what they’re doing ?

why can’t i do what he did ?