#paranoidoptimist

Tagged by the lovely bururaven

Write 15 things that make you happy and tag 15 followers.

Starry sky (and i'll be squealing incoherently if i see a shooting star ^-^)

Fall Out Boy (i have AB/AP album on repeat...)

Music in general.

Writing.

Dan and Phil 

Not only my dog.

My fav TV shows

Oh, and there is also David Tennant:

I mean.. look at that smile: 

I'm literally melting. And look at those crow's feet..! That's like the most adorable thing I have ever seen! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ (it's my weakness, I admit.. and i think i need a moment) ekhm.. so, onwards!

Reading.

Learning another langauge (like English and Japanese in my case... maybe also Spanish one day).

Welcome to Night Vale Podcast.

You know when in the spring the cherry blossoms and other fruit trees begin to bloom... i can sit in the garden and enjoy this magnificent smell in the sun that is warm and not yet scorching hot.

Singing along to my fav songs.

This gif: 

That moment when you lay down on bed and relax into the pillows and the only thing to do is close your eyes and dream.

Omg... i can't believe i managed to do this. I started running out of ideas way too quickly. *sigh* Now, for the people I tag: 

daintyrogers, apoosur, paranoidoptimist, her-majestys-watchdog, cielmatsuoka, hystericalxbunnies, spaghetti--warrior, asgardian-flesh, the-lost-companion-of-221b, emmygeer, pizzapig, lostgirlwithsleepyeyes, catmoronvevo, sherlockinnightvale, youtubers-are-my-life-gr8

NAME: Camille

AGE: 17

BIRTHDATE: 12th April ‘97

PRESENT ADDRESS: In Sydney, Australia on the Parramatta River

WHAT WAS YOUR…

1. last beverage : Lemonade

2. last phone call : My Grandfather

3. last text message : “Dinner, Bitch”

4. last song you listened to : Greener by Tally Hall

5. last time you cried : Monday night

6. dated someone twice : Yes…

7. been cheated on : I don’t think so.

8. kissed someone & regretted it : Yes Ma’am

9. lost someone special : Yes

10. been depressed : Yep

11. been drunk and threw up : Haven’t thrown up yet (knock on wood)

  LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12. Aqua, like Tiffany’s colour

13. Pastel Violet

14. The colour of a fully blooming red rose

  LAST YEAR (2014), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend : Yes! I’ve met a group of people who epitomize who I want to be as a person.

16. Fallen out of love :  Yes

17. Laughed until you cried : Once or twice

18. Met someone who changed you : Yes. She’s amazing!

19. Found out who your true friends were : YES it took a while but they’ve clicked into place and the people who weren’t right for me are slowly leaving my life

20. Found out someone was talking about you : Yes actually

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list : Indeed I have!

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life : Nearly everyone.

24. Do you have any pets Yep! I have a cat (Lucifer), two dogs (Loti and Poppi), two chickens (Rosita and Teegan) and a bunch of koi that I have not named due to the risks that come with that.

25. Do you want to change your name : I actually really like my name, along with my TWO middle names.

26. What did you do for your last birthday : My friends surprised me with a birthday party

27. What time did you wake up today : 8:30. My body has decided that around 8 is when it will wake up EVERY DAY

28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Watching Numb3rs

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Into The Woods, University and spending any time with my friends.

30. Last time you saw your Mother : When she walked into my room a few minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : Can I be cliché and say nothing? No? ok, I would change the way my mother views me. I am not lazy I simply lack the drive to get up and do things with my life. I want to spend all day sleeping but there seems to be a stigma against lacking the effort to get out of bed. I am not fat because I am not happy. I am not fat in general. I’m fucking stunning and I know that. Sometimes I forget but there are people who remind me constantly so I never doubt myself (that isn’t meant to sound pretentious)

32. What are you listening to right now : Take Me To Church, Hozier

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? Haven’t spoken to one, but there’s a homestay boy who’s coming to live with us called Tom J

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now : Mother.

35. Most visited webpage : YouTube

37. Nickname : Cam, Cammie, Millie, Chameleon, Camel, Chamomile, Jellybean (I don’t know either), Freak, Spaz (hence the url)

38. Relationship Status : Single… unless someone wants to change that. I’m extremely single.

39. Zodiac sign : Aries

40. He or She : She in the sense that I am a female (while I sometimes dress ambiguously) and in terms of what I like, anyone.

41. Elementary : Performing Arts School in Sydney

42. High School : Went to three… one in Queensland and then Two in Sydney when I moved back.

43. College : Hopefully Macquarie University in Sydney…acceptances come out next week (fingers crossed)

44. Hair color : Very Blonde

45. Long or short : Short

46. Height : 1.76 I think

47. Do you have a crush on someone? : Not really…

48. What do you like about yourself? I like my hair, eyes and hands… is that weird? My puns are pretty damn good, but don’t ask anyone else or they will tell you lies.

49. Piercings : Ears but I think I want to get my lip done… maybe

50. Tattoos : Want to get a few but I’m not 18 yet so there’s that problem.

51. Righty or lefty : Righty but I’m ambidextrous in most things

  FIRSTS :

52. First surgery : Never been in surgery J

53. First piercing : Ears at 7

54. First best friend : Ella, we met in preschool but it never lasted… turns out we might be going to the same uni though

55. First sport you joined : Sport?! Hahaha

56. First vacation : Fiji

58. First pair of trainers : uhhhh who knows that?

  RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating : Nothing

60. Drinking : nothing :P

61. I’m about to : watch more tv online

62. Listening to : Please Don’t Say You Love Me, Gabrielle Aplin

63. Waiting for : my life

  YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : Yep, whether that means adopting or having kids of my own I don’t know but I know I want to help make a child into the kind of person that will change the world and raise them in an environment where they will love themselves and the people around them.

65. Get Married? : Yeah, eventually

66. Career?: Gifted Education Primary Teacher

  WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes : Eyes but also lips

68. Hugs or kisses : HUGS

69. Shorter or taller : Taller generally, but I’m not opposed to a shorter person

70. Older or Younger : I have no clue… wisdom comes with age generally but imagination in common in the young

71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Don’t care

73. Sensitive or loud : both, both is good

74. Hook-up or relationship : relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Don’t really mind as long as you’re super rad and can give awesome cuddles

  HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger : nope

77. Drank hard liquor : yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts : YES

79. Sex on first date : nope

80. Broke someone’s heart : I hope not, but if I did then I hope it healed and they became the person I wouldn’t originally fallen for

81. Had your own heart broken : yep

82. Been arrested : Nope

83. Turned someone down : Not really :P

84. Cried when someone died : YES lots of that

85. Fallen for a friend : YES

  DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself : Nope.

87. Miracles: I guess so

88. Love at first sight : Sometimes.

89. Heaven : Nope

90. Santa Claus : Yes

91. God : Not really

92. Angels : I believe there are people watching over us and protecting us from things that bring us harm, but with all things there is free will and they cannot protect us from ourselves. Personally, I believe we are being watched over and guided through life by those we love that have left.

Lovely apoosur decided to spoil me once more. So here I am to share 5 facts about myself with all of you... or the void :) and then tag 10 of my amazing followers. 

I do love using gifs in responses and i try to use only the ones i make myself.

Sometimes I feel like my English is better than my Polish (and it's worth mentioning that the second one is my native language... *sigh*)

Music helps me deal with overwhelming emotions. I can't imagine my life without it. 

I'm thinking of gettin a tattoo on my left forearm. If it's ever gonna happen it'll be FOB lyrics: "I got troubled thoughts and a self-esteem to match... What a catch."

I had no idea how to braid hair until I was like 16-ish. And still i can only make a basic braid.

Now, I tag: muhza, bururaven, paranoidoptimist, foreverfallingfarbehind, pandainpanties, asgardian-flesh, cielmatsuoka, hystericalxbunnies, daintyrogers. her-majestys-watchdog

Thank you, paranoidoptimist, for tagging me ^-^ 

1. Favourite game a kid? Hmmm... everything that involved a ball ^-^ especially volleyball (it's still my fav) and i could spend HOURS playing tetris...  2. Favourite season? & why?  Spring :D because that's when cherry blossoms bloom and I love the smell.  3. Natural hair colour or a colour that you would really like to have. It's this weird brown, as you can see in my photo, which sometimes can be almost ginger... it all depends on the position of the sun ^-^  But because of its weirdness I'm not so keen on changing it completely. However I'd love to see if I could pull off black or ginger :D (hope that answers your question ^_^) 4. Weapon of choice in a post apocalyptic world? Well fuck... I can't believe you made me think about it... Uhmm... a machete? Can't I just try to do some science-y stuff as far away from this mess as possible? Pls...? Oh, God... I would die within seconds... ToT 5. Anime or Cartoons? Both ^-^ But lately I watch mostly anime.  6. Is there a food that triggers a happy memory of feeling? (I.e i love watermelon because it reminds me of summer, & i friggin love Summer) Sweet yeast dumplings with blueberry yogurt (≧▽≦) It's like the taste of my childhood. The best days in pre-school were when they were served for dessert :D 7. How do you like to express yourself? (e.g. art: drawing, performing, singing or others ect)  It's definitely music and writing. It's pretty easy to guess my mood from the music i listen to. 8. A fun fact not many people know about you? I still have a diary ^-^ lame, i know 9. A song you enjoy listening to at the moment? Ooooooohhhhh~! It's this one: (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧   I can't stop listening to it :D 10. Would you rather no social life for a whole year or no internet for 2 and a half years? A whole year of no social life, obviously ^-^ (i'm probably much too addicted to internet anyway, but hey... admittance is the first step to recovery... but it doesn't mean i will go any further n_~) 11. Are you having a good day? It's pretty decent now, thank you for asking, darling ^-^ ________________________________________________________

Now, as for my questions: 

Have you ever read a book because everyone talked about it, even though you knew it would be awful? Which one?

Do you celebrate your birthday?

How do you like your tea/coffee?

That one song you despise but can't stop humming once you heard it.

If you could become any supernatural/mythical creature, you would be...?

Leather jacket or leather trousers?

Imagine you've received a perfect gift. What is it?

Last time I cried because...?

What was the last thing you ate?

What was the last video on youtube you watched?

Okay... imagine making pancakes in the middle of the night with your favourite songs playing in the background. Cool... now, are you there alone or with somebody? Who is this somebody? 

Whoa... that was hard... ^-^ Anyway, let's see what those lovely people have to say: bururaven, earlgreyandco, pizzapig, ivoire-et-or, 09lupe23, apoosur, morguava, breakingthebarrier, and optionally paranoidoptimist (if you feel like it, of course ^-^)

I was tagged by youre-my-brotp 

1. What’s your favourite kind of weather? Rainy/stormy 

2. Who is your least favourite celebrity? Justin Bieber

3. Do you prefer to alone or around people when sad? Alone

4. Do you play any instruments? Guitar (acoustic) but my main focus is vocals 

5. Physical books or a kindle/e-reader? Physical books when possible

6. What was your favourite TV show as a child? Kim Possible

7. Favourite breakfast food? Bacon (sorry, vegans!)

8. Where’s the best place you've ever been? Morpeth, England - I visited my great-aunt there when I was little

9. Do you have any pets? Affirmative!  3 dogs - Ben, Jasper and Dusty 2 cats - Mitchie-Blue and Callie

10. Would you rather have the ability to fly or become invisible?  Become invisible... just vanish in awkward/uncomfortable/dangerous situations (bc I'm such a coward... could never be Dauntless)

11. Do you like cartoon? I freaking live for them

My questions!

1. Do you like music? 2. Are you a dog person or a cat person? 3. Favourite band/singer/musician? 4. Favourite movie?  5. Best childhood memory? 6. YouTube or Tumblr? 7. Would you survive a month without wifi? 8. Can you speak a foreign language? 9. Do you like jelly? 10. Best chat up line? (Pick up line) 11. Worst pick up line?

And finally, I tag:

sellingmysoultotyleroakley, panda-eyes-and-oreos, paranoidoptimist, alionis-notapet :)