#paradoxiii

LOL thank you.......

THANKS GUYS!! I HOPE U HAD A MERRY CRIMSIS TOO!! ;A;

I tried to draw my farmer in your style plz enjoy

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tw for a lot of mental illness related things

oh yeah this is gonna sound super weird, but i kinda did. at least for a lil while??? i’ve been seeing her for three-ish years and she’s a really good therapist and freakin godsend and everything. but in my third year of uni, i kinda crashed and burned? it was a pretty draining semester and we had final exams and entrance exams around the corner. my health took a turn for the worst, my meds weren’t exactly working, and i was going through a very bad relapse, and shit was terrible. i was very very suicidal and she was very worried about me doing something because therapy wasn’t exactly going well either. there was one particular session where i had a breakdown halfway through and i hadn’t done that in a long while and it kinda made her very anxious about sending me back to my dorm. anyhoo we like had a talk and she said that she’s been very anxious because of my downward spiral, but like i said, she’s a good doc so like once we both calmed down, we decided to start from scratch and drew up a plan on how to go from there. it helped cause i did make it to my exams and made it through final year. i still see her even now (tho i haven’t been making appointments cause of quarantine and i’m not so hot with skype sessions) and i gotta say i’m glad my friend referred me to her cause i honestly wouldn’t have made it through had it not been for her.