#paradisals

“-i didn’t expect to find you here, these kind of parties..i don’t know they just don’t seem like your kind of thing.” he said looking over at the girl he had grown up with. the two of them had lived next door to the other for as long as they had been alive, even being close friends until the age of twelve. twelve was the age he had began playing sports and the two of them kind of went their separate ways. he was thrusted into the popular scene and luna, well, she wasn’t. once he started winning swimming mets, and the praise came from every direction, it kind of went to his head. deep below the now shallow, kind of arrogant guy, the sweet soft spoken reader type guy he was when he was a boy still remained. “what are you doing here anyway?” he asked raising an eyebrow, a red solo cup in his hand, pushing his backwards cap a little further as he waited on her response. 

their first impression of your muse:

i don’t have a first impression on him since we were kids when we first met. father dearest turned to me when i was three and told me to go and play with him while he talked to landon’s father. and that’s what i did.

current impression:  

hard-working on things that interest him, for example, his body. fun to be around if you need an outrageous story. he has enough baggage to turn him into an interesting character. cares deeply for his sister, his loyalty probably only rely on her. smart, but needs to control his impulses. overall, right in my league.

are they attracted to your muse?

he is not a bad sight to the eyes, i’ll give him that. 

something they find frightening about your muse:

his reckless behavior provoked by his exacerbated feelings. he rarely can keep his composure. too many feelings can put anything in jeopardy.

something they find adorable about your muse:  

he drools while he sleeps.

would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?

to sacrifice myself for something i have to be certain that the outcome would be favorable to me in the short or long term, so i would say it depends on the situation. generally, no.

 would my muse go on a date with yours?  platonic/romantic:

i married the guy. i think that answers the question. 

one word my muse would use to describe yours:

perceptive. at least of things he cares about. though i wouldn’t be surprised if he said he doesn’t care about anything, other than his sister.

would my muse slap yours if they could?

can’t say i haven’t thought of it, probably only do it if the situation asked for it.

would my muse hug/kiss yours?

it’s one of the requirements that comes with marriage, no? though, i prefer to keep it on minimal or when needed.

their first impression of your muse:

i thought he was a prince out of a fairytale! not to be cheesy, but it was as if my soul had just snapped and said “oh, there you are. i have been looking for you”. he was so nice, polite, and once his goofiness shined through i knew I had to keep him in my life.

current impression:  

everything still stands from my first impression of him! he is nice, polite, charming though his goofiness it’s still my favorite trait of him. of course now i know more about the down and dirty, but i can’t even complain about his flaws. all of them make who he is and I love him despite all of them.

are they attracted to your muse?

well, aren’t we all a little attracted to our friends? but yes, i am.

something they find frightening about your muse: 

it’s not about him entirely and I know he would never do it, but i’m scared that he will grow bored with me and leave. i don’t think i could ever recover if i lost him.

something they find adorable about your muse:

so many things! how his eyes glisten when he finds a book in the antique shop or his sleepy eyes when he just woke up and didn’t have his coffee yet.

would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?

most definitely. i did sacrifice a project in measure drawing because he wasn’t in his best mood and that’s not acceptable in my books, so i had to cheer him up! don’t tell him that, though. he will probably get upset that i did that, even though it all worked out in the end.

would my muse go on a date with yours?  platonic/romantic:  

we’ve gone on a few platonic dates, especially when i notice when he is in low spirits. If we were both single and he asked me on one, i would go on a romantic date with him. that’s not the case, though, so we will keep on with the platonic dates!

one word my muse would use to describe yours:  

soulmate, i guess. he knows me better than anyone else and accepts my flaws like no one before and i hope he also knows that i accept and believe in him no matter what. he also inspires me to be a better person, and to me that’s what a soulmate is all about. 

would my muse slap yours if they could?

never! well… only playfully.

would my muse hug/kiss yours?

of course! what is a friendship if you can’t kiss or hug your friends? especially your best guy friend!

it was not too late, but not the earliest, it was around ten pm on a friday night and billie found herself once again at her best friend’s nik’s place. however, in true billie fashion she didn’t necessarily announce to anyone that she was on her way over. to be honest, there was a very good chance that her best friend had a female friend over and when she walked into his place a sock on the door her assumptions were right. tip toeing back downstairs she found another one of her friend’s, finn, on the couch. well friends was a nice way of putting it, billie couldn’t help but feel like every time she was around the male he seemed a little tense around her. plopping down on the couch next to the boy she scooted close to him and tried to grab the remote. “what are we watching?” she said basically inviting herself to sit and watch something with him. 

their  first  impression  of  your  muse  :

❛  he  was  the  hottest  guy  at  the  party  and  the  only  one  worthy  of  any  of  my  time.  he  wasn’t  scared  of  me,  and  that  turned  me  on.  guess  at  heart  my  needs  are  simple.  ❜

current  impression  :  

❛  i  hate  him.  i  hate  him  so  much.  but  i  don’t.  and  that’s  what  makes  it  even  worse.  it’s  despicable  the  way  he’s  made  me  feel.  the  things  he’s  done  to  me.  i’ve  fucking  killed  and  here  i  am,  reduced  to  ashes  because  of  a  man  ?  maybe  i  love  him,  i  don’t  know,  i’m  not  sure  i  even  know  what  that  is.  ❜

are  they  attracted  to  your  muse  ?  :  

❛  wildly.  ❜

something  they  find  frightening  about  your  muse  :

❛  he  makes  me  feel  like  a  stupid,  idiotic  girl  in  love.  and  i  despise  it.  he  makes  me  weak.  that’s  horrifying.  ❜

something  they  find  adorable  about  your  muse  :  

❛  when  no  one  else  is  around,  he’s  soft.  not  even  in  the  typical  way,  just  his  movements,  his  tone.  i  don’t  always  get  to  see  it,  of  course,  but  there’s  brief  moments.  when  things  almost  seem  normal.  ❜

would  my  muse  sacrifice  themselves  for  yours  ?  :  

❛  i  don’t  know.  the  awful  reality  is  i  probably  would.  ❜

would  my  muse  go  on  a  date  with  yours  ?  platonic  /  romantic  :  

❛  ha  !  if  only  he’d  fucking  ask  like  a  normal  human  being.  ❜

one  word  my  muse  would  use  to  describe  yours  :  

❛  disorienting.  ❜

would  my  muse  slap  yours  if  they  could  ?  :

❛  well  it’s  not  like  he  wouldn’t  like  it.  ❜

would  my  muse  hug  /  kiss  yours  ?  :

❛  yes.  ❜