seraphicistsā:
šššš Ā ššš Ā šššššš Ā ššš Ā šššš Ā šš Ā š Ā ššššš Ā šššššššš Ā šššš Ā šššššššĀ sheĀ thoughtĀ hadĀ longĀ disappearedĀ .Ā heĀ hadĀ beenĀ herĀ eyesĀ whenĀ sheĀ couldnātĀ seeĀ ,Ā herĀ earsĀ whenĀ sheĀ didnātĀ listenĀ ,Ā andĀ theĀ wordsĀ whenĀ sheĀ couldnātĀ speakĀ .Ā maybeĀ tomorrowĀ wasnātĀ guaranteedĀ ,Ā maybeĀ sheādĀ loseĀ himĀ inĀ twoĀ yearsĀ orĀ maybeĀ sheādĀ loseĀ himĀ inĀ twentyĀ ,Ā maybeĀ sheādĀ neverĀ loseĀ himĀ atĀ allĀ .Ā allĀ sheĀ knewĀ wasĀ thatĀ theĀ liamĀ inĀ frontĀ ofĀ herĀ rightĀ nowĀ wasĀ nervousĀ ,Ā quietĀ ,Ā waitingĀ forĀ theĀ sortĀ ofĀ reassuranceĀ heādĀ givenĀ herĀ forĀ monthsĀ .
withoutĀ anotherĀ wordĀ ,Ā sheĀ gentlyĀ movedĀ herĀ handsĀ toĀ hisĀ neckĀ andĀ pulledĀ himĀ towardsĀ herĀ ,Ā resistingĀ theĀ joltĀ herĀ entireĀ bodyĀ shookĀ withĀ onceĀ theirĀ lipsĀ touchedĀ .Ā sheĀ poursĀ everythingĀ sheĀ canĀ intoĀ thoseĀ preciousĀ fewĀ momentsĀ ,Ā everythingĀ sheādĀ seenĀ ,Ā heardĀ ,Ā feltĀ ,Ā andĀ soĀ desperatelyĀ wantedĀ toĀ sayĀ sinceĀ meetingĀ himĀ .Ā itĀ hadĀ beenĀ himĀ allĀ alongĀ ,Ā thereĀ wasnātĀ aĀ dayĀ sinceĀ theyādĀ laidĀ eyesĀ onĀ eachĀ otherĀ thatĀ itĀ hadnātĀ beenĀ himĀ ,Ā sheĀ justĀ neededĀ theĀ timeĀ toĀ understandĀ thatĀ .
secondsĀ laterĀ sheĀ pullsĀ backĀ ,Ā eyesĀ watchingĀ hisĀ carefullyĀ forĀ anĀ indicationĀ ofĀ anyĀ kindĀ ofĀ reactionĀ .Ā Ā Ā āĀ iĀ thinkĀ youĀ knowĀ himĀ aĀ littleĀ ,Ā yeahĀ .Ā āĀ Ā Ā isĀ allĀ sheĀ managesĀ toĀ sayĀ ,Ā laughingĀ awkwardlyĀ asĀ sheĀ feelsĀ theĀ internalĀ twistĀ ofĀ sheerĀ embarrassmentĀ .
his Ā eyes Ā go Ā wide Ā for Ā a Ā second Ā before Ā understanding Ā what Ā was Ā going Ā on, Ā easing Ā into Ā it Ā with Ā a Ā quickness Ā only Ā known Ā to Ā superheroes Ā in Ā their Ā comic Ā books. Ā his Ā hands Ā both Ā reach Ā for Ā her Ā waist, Ā bringing Ā her Ā body Ā even Ā close Ā to Ā his Ā and Ā showing Ā for Ā the Ā first Ā time Ā without Ā his Ā words Ā everything Ā that Ā he Ā wanted Ā and Ā needed Ā to Ā say. Ā finding Ā out Ā for Ā the Ā first Ā time Ā that Ā everyone Ā before Ā her Ā was Ā just Ā a Ā frivolous Ā dream Ā of Ā someone Ā wanting Ā to Ā be Ā in Ā love Ā and Ā this, Ā with Ā greer, Ā was Ā the Ā real Ā deal. Ā
she Ā pulls Ā back Ā but Ā he Ā stands Ā there Ā still Ā with Ā his Ā eyes Ā closed, Ā relishing Ā for Ā a Ā minute Ā longer Ā the Ā taste Ā of Ā strawberry Ā on Ā his Ā lips Ā and Ā a Ā smile Ā appears. Ā he Ā was Ā so Ā relaxed Ā that Ā it Ā almost Ā felt Ā like Ā he Ā had Ā figured Ā out Ā the Ā true Ā meaning Ā of Ā nirvana. Ā all Ā because Ā of Ā her. Ā he Ā opens Ā his Ā eyes Ā and Ā looks Ā lovingly Ā at Ā her Ā and Ā chuckles Ā at Ā her Ā words. Ā " Ā i Ā think Ā i Ā do, Ā " Ā he Ā says Ā while Ā his Ā hand Ā reaches Ā for Ā her Ā neck, Ā and Ā his Ā lips Ā go Ā for Ā a Ā small Ā peck Ā on Ā hers, Ā " Ā can Ā you Ā believe Ā i Ā see Ā him Ā every Ā day Ā in Ā a Ā mirror, Ā " Ā he Ā jokes Ā and Ā pecks Ā her Ā lips Ā again. Ā
" Ā if Ā you Ā only Ā knew Ā how Ā long Ā i Ā waited Ā for Ā this, Ā " Ā he Ā admits Ā through Ā a Ā chuckle, Ā not Ā being Ā able Ā to Ā stop Ā himself Ā from Ā pecking Ā on Ā her Ā lips Ā with Ā all Ā the Ā months Ā he Ā had Ā toĀ stop Ā himself Ā from Ā doing Ā so. Ā his Ā green Ā eyes Ā looks Ā down Ā at Ā hers, Ā and Ā hell Ā to Ā act Ā like Ā his Ā best Ā friend, Ā he Ā needed Ā to Ā ask Ā what Ā he Ā wanted Ā from Ā the Ā minute Ā he Ā had Ā seen Ā those Ā golden Ā locks. Ā
" Ā greer Ā ... Ā do Ā you Ā want Ā to Ā be Ā my Ā girlfriend Ā ? Ā "
