Hi~ I tried to translate the Para-selene Drama CD of Kou â€
Cv: Ryohei Kimura
Track 1: Our time together
Kou: Good job, I hope you like the new song. *gets out of the studio* I'm tired... Ah!... M-Neko-Chan! Hey, hey, did you see my recording? The new song was great, right? Really? Thank you! *hugs* Itâs fine, Iâm tired, let me hug you.* hugs you *
Ha⊠I knew it seeing you after a long day makes my tiredness disappear. My manager is very cruel, as soon as the new song came out makes us practice a lot of choreographies, some my schedule is full & I could not see you.
Kou (1:04): I know. Of course, my work as an idol is important to me, but my most important thing *Kisses* is you, M-Neko-Chan. Itâs okay, I told the manager that my girlfriend was coming today so I asked that no one come to my dressing room, that's why ... *Flops* Give me a reward for trying hard. That's right, will you give me your blood? Thatâs fine, as I said before, nobody is going to come in so they won't catch us and I can't endure it any longer.
Kou (2:01): Besides, I know that you're really dying for me to suck your blood. If you are obedient, it will feel good. Come on, I want to hear your pretty voice ~ say "I want you to drink my blood." Eh? I'm not being bad. Do you really think that? Come on; just say you want me to drink your blood, okay? *laughs* Well said, then as you wish, I will drink a lot *bites*.
Kou (3:04): *laughs*You look so happy, are you so glad Iâm drinking your blood? You are blushing to the neck; you have nothing to be ashamed of. Don't look away. Look at me properly or do you want me to punish you, huh? Did you want me to punish you? You smell great, how delicious. Hey, can I devour you completely? *laughs* Just kidding, if I did that I could no longer flirt with you. M-Neko-Chan, so in return I will drink more *bites*
Kou (4:12): Hey, don't look away, I told you that if you don't look at me I will punish you. Ah ... but you like to be punished, right? You donât? Then listen to what I tell you. Look at the area from which I suck your blood *bites*. This time it will be from here. Heh~ You can't hold it in anymore? For me it is still not enough. Whatâs wrong? Normally you want more.
Kou (5:09): Hey ... M-Neko-Chan ... you won't hate me, right? Well, we have not seen each other lately. So, Iâm becoming a little insecure. You may prefer someone to whom you can see more, not like me ... You might have actually forced yourself to see me today ... Just kidding, I'm sorry I made you hear something like that.
I see, what a relief ... I will also love you forever, forever. You are the one I love most in this world. *bites*
Kou (6:21): *Car door opens* Okay, M-Neko-Chan, go down first. *Kou speaking to the driver* Thank you very much for bringing us today too, I count on you for the next.
Kou (6:43): Let's go.
Kou (6:51): Huh? Is there something wrong? Eh...? The Moon? Oh youâre right, it seems that it had a kind of fog around it. Thatâs rare, it seems that there were two moons ... But it's scary, let's hurry up and get in ... M-Neko-Chan? What happened? Why do you stay there? * Kouâs head hurting * W-what is this? D-out of nowhere my head * faints *
Track 2: The value of memories
Kou: * waking up * This is⊠Is this my room? When did i get in? If I remember correctly, my head hurt in front of the house ... and then ... M-Neko-Chan! Did you call Ruki and the others to bring me here? MNeko-Chan? What happened? Why are you so distracted? * sigh * Hey what are you saying? Stop joking that you don't know me and that you don't remember this place. I am the super popular idol; Kou Mukami and this is our house. Today you went to see my recording and we came back together. Remember now?
Kou (1:07): Are you upset because I haven't been able to see you very often? Hm ... You're angry because I couldn't see you much because of work, right? That's why you pretend not to remember anything and make me feel bad, I'm so sorry M-Neko-Chan, I will strive not to feel lonely so forgive me. Won't you listen to me unless I try it with actions? So if I kiss you, will you remind me? *Kisses* Are you better yet? But I can kiss you again * you push him away *. Ah! Whatâs wrong? Hey are you still angry? Besides, I'm not "you," I'm "Kou-kun," don't call me like I'm a stranger.
Kou (2:08): I told you to stop. Even I would get mad if the girl I like calls me that way. O-hey, don't move so much. Why are you so scared? You act the same as when we met. If you continue with that joke then, I will give you a punishment, in this way-- What will I do? I'm a vampire so I'm going to suck your blood, isn't it obvious? What are you surprised about ...huh? That expression again ... Stop it already. Hurry up and say it's a lie!
Kou (3:00): Ah, Really? You still plan to continue with that, so you leave me no choice, I promised myself not to use my right eye again, but if you insist on saying that it is not a lie *Kou use his right eye to see the truth *. Hey...? What is this...? You really don't remember me? It can't be ... No way⊠Why?! We've
been together all this time and still ... you forgot it so easily. Don't joke with me! At this time, you really do not remember everything we have done. This does not make sense; just how little were our memories worth ?! To say you loved me, were those words and feelings so easy to forget?
Kou (4:01): I will not forgive you ... I will not forgive that! *bites*. I will definitely make you remember. *suck * The strongest memory you should have of us should be this pain, so if I make it hurt for sure you will soon-- * suck * what did you say? I'm making it hurt on purpose so that your memories come
back soon *sucks*. I already told you that it is no use resisting. Hurry up Hurry and remember me! *sucks and his head hurts * ...! W-what? Again? It hurts ... N-I won't let you act like nothing happened.
Kou (5:12): No matter what ... h-I'll make your memories come back ... no matter what ... I swear. *sucks*
Track 3: Rejection
Kou: * waking up * Eh? Where...? ...! The living room? When did I get here-? It is true! M-Neko-Chan, where are you?! Sheâs not here ... I really went overboard, I did not imagine that I would lose my patience in that way; but that wasnât an act. She really lost her memories; she forgot me and all our memories together ... Earlier in the dressing room laughing why? I must look for her; I must hurry up
and make her remember. Huh? The moon, there are still two moons ... it's really disgusting.
Kou (1:15): *door opens* At last I find you, so you were here. Wait! Do not runaway! Earlier, I lost my cool ... I'm really sorry. I calmed down so let's make peace; I don't want you to fear me forever ... okay? So ... have your memories come back? I see, not yet ... N-don't escape! I will not do anything to you. Although, after what I did, I know I don't sound convincing.
Kou (2:01): I know! How about we eat together, M-Neko-Chan? As a way to reconcile I would like to eat your vongole bianco. I see, you don't remember. The vongole bianco is my favorite food, you used to prepare it often, if I were Ruki-kun I would ask him ... now that I think about it, where did everyone go? I
don't remember them saying something about going out ... Oh well, anyway, if you forgot how to do it you can see a recipe out there, you might remember something while you prepare it, please?
Kou (2:45): That look on your face ... you're obeying me so as not to make me angry ... *sighs* For now, it doesn't matter, you may understand it once we eat together ... If I remember correctly Ruki-kun left the recipe in ... Found it! Here you go. Hey can i look? I wonât be in the way. Thanks, then please prepare a
delicious vongole bianco * you start cooking *. I haven't seen you cooking for a while, since I go home late and by then dinner was already ready. Ah, if there is anything I can help you tell me, at least I can beat the ingredients. Oh none? Then, It's okay...
Kou (3:56): Hey ... M-Neko-Chan, did you remember anything? Not yet ...hmmm then ... * hugs you from behind * Don't be so surprised, I'm just hugging you a little. I'm not interfering while cooking, I just wanted to hug you. Hey, your hands have stopped, you have to move them to cook, you know? That is not true, I think if you can cook in this state. Ah⊠Is me hugging you making you nervous? M-NekoChan, you are so cute. But we have already done this hundreds of times so you should not be so tense. Hey, you liked me hugging you, right? Do you not remember?
Kou (4:58): Does this not work either? As I thought, if it is not some strong memory it will not work ... Hey, as the pain did not work maybe we should try something else, this time I will gently suck your blood *kiss on the neck* Here. Itâs okay, I will make it pleasant, that way you might remember everything. *bites and sucks* The taste of your blood has not changed in the least and your blushing face is the same as always, so why only your memories are gone? Hey, why did you forget it?
Kou (5:57): I see, you also don't know why, well, once you remember everything, it won't matter anymore. Hey, before I suck a lot from your neck, so what if this time I do it from another area? For example, your shoulder *bites* O-hey, don't move, you don't want it to hurt, do you? *bites* I want you to feel good too, don't you remember? Youâd always love this. Hmmm⊠You're crying M-Neko-Chan,
how good does it feel?
Kou (6:55): No? How strange ... I'm sucking gently ... Your body is tense, maybe that's why it hurts, come on relax, you just have to feel pleasure, right? T-I told you not to make a fuss! *bites and you push him* Why ...? I'm giving you your longed for sweet pain and still, why doesn't it work? *you push him* Ah! It
hurt...
Kou (7:37): I twisted my hand ... I don't need you to heal me since it will heal soon. M-Neko-Chan, do you really dislike that kind of touch? Youâre that afraid? Well, that's normal ... because for you right now I'm a stranger. *gets up* You're not the one who fell in love with me *Kouâs head hurts* Again?* You
walk close to him* Stay away! In your current state you shouldnât care about me. W-what is this ?! Mdamn *faints*.
Track 4: Unchangeable
Kou: *waking up* Eh? My room? Did the place change again? Why? I already said it was cold, the window is open. There are still two moons and it has been quite a while it doesn't seem like the time moved ... I want to hurry up and see the blue sky ... if all this was just a dream. *close the window* Why did this have to happen? I didn't think it would affect me so much to be forgotten.Â
Kou (1:03): What should I do to get her memories back? If they never came back ... if they always rejected me ... I will only suffer carrying these feelings forever ... in that case maybe ... I should give up ...
Kou (1:41): *you knock on the door* who is it? Ruki-kun? *opens* M-Neko-Chan? What are you doing here? Hey? Were you looking for me? Why? You were very afraid of me earlier. Oh the wound from before? Are you still worrying about it? You do not have to apologize, I told you before, I am a vampire so my wounds heal quickly, so I am fine ... Plus my body is already full of wounds ... I see, you do not remember, right? ... Absolutely nothing? N-it's nothing, it's something you shouldnât care about. It's really nothing, I give up.
Kou (2:47): No matter how hard I try, you won't remember anything; just trying over and over will be a waste of time. You don't love me anymore so there's no need for us to be together. Hey ... I'm telling you that you can run away, why arenât you moving? Itâs okay, I don't care about you anymore, come on,
hurry up and leave. ...hm! Why? After rejecting me all the time, why do you say you can't leave me alone now? Do I pitiful to you? If not thatâs not it, then what? W-why? If you have no memories ... how can you say that I am sad? I'm supposed to give up ... AhhâŠ
Kou (4:00): Why is this happening? If I get so close to you I could suck your blood again, you don't want that, do you? Thatâs okay? Now you want to know about me? What do you mean? That's right ... you and I were a couple, although it seems you have forgotten. Well, anyone would be sad if the person they
love forgets about their lover ... but right now I am a stranger to you, so you shouldn't worry about hurting me, It doesnât have anything to do with you...! M-Neko-Chan ... You're really selfless.
Kou (5:01): You don't want to see me hurt ... A normal person wouldn't want to recover their memories just so that a stranger didn't feel bad, but that's enough, you don't have to remember anything ... I already told you , Iâm giving up, nothing assures me that I can give you back your memories. Besides, for
you, it could be the opportunity to fall in love again, since I am a vampire that nobody wanted to raise ... Wouldn't you be happier if you were going out with someone very kind? Why? Before you were very scared about the cruel things I did to you, remember? What is that? If you have amnesia, how can you
say that I am not a bad person? If you don't know anything, I don't need you to comfort me.
Kou (6:05): Ah Really? If you insist so much then I will tell you, how I have lived so far ... I am now a vampire, but I used to be a human, I had no parents and before I knew it I lived in a sewer. That's right; it was a dirty and stinky place, I had no money to buy food and I used to settle for garbage. Even if I sometimes found bread or some money, there was nothing that satisfied me more than food ... Well, I always lived like that, I thought I would die that way too.
Kou (6:57): But one day the army found me and took me to an orphanage. That orphanage was also a horrible place, the sewer was even better ... There, they used the most beautiful orphans as objects and the nobles paid for them. Since I had a good appearance, I was very popular, every day they beat me ...
Then, I couldnât stand it anymore, I ripped my right eye thinking that when I became uglier they would leave me alone and I could run away, but it was useless. Since the beginning my life was already hell. But after that I met Ruki-kun and the others at the orphanage and after many things I am here. Do you
already understand what kind of person I am?
Kou (7:56): I didn't have an ordinary life and I do cruel things to you and to top it off I'm a vampire ... Even if you remember me, if you didn't have any good memories. Would you regret it ... A-Are you? Hey,lift your face. It's the same as back then ... even if you don't have your memories, youâre crying for me.
Those tears ... are not out of pity right? I knew it *you hug him* W-what's up? Hey? I'm not going to cry, I can't cry because of that, it's enough for you to cry in my place.
Kou (9:10): Your eyes are red, if you cry too much your face will turn red and it will be ugly. I don't hate you crying, but at times like this I don't like it. Eh? Tears? It's true ... huh? I'm crying? Looks like, when I am with you, it seems that I become able to cry ... N-not that I wanted to cry, but ... but ... I'm glad ...
Kou (10:08): As I thought ... even without memories you are still the person I fell in love with. Selfless enough to cry for others, and very kind ...
Kou (10:32): Mmmm⊠Iâve decided, I will stop forcing you to recover your memories. It's fine, because even though you've forgotten everything; I like you. Let's start from scratch, the two together, okay? Yes, I'm counting on you from now on, M-Neko-Chan. Hey, can i kiss you? Thank you. *kiss* I love you.
Kou (11:37): The morning doesn't come ... No, it's not that I hate the night, but you know, I want to see the blue sky. Yes, that's right, I like the blue sky. It should be time for dawn, but the sky does not change, so I thought I would also like to see a beautiful blue sky with you. G-Thanks, it makes me happy that we
feel the same. Oh ... this rose ... *picks it up* Take it, Iâm giving it to you. Of course, I think it would fit you well, accept it.
Kou (12:40): You're welcome *laughs* I finally made you laugh. Hey ... I'm sorry I said so many cruel things ... I couldn't believe, that the girl I love forgot m, so it made me frustrated... But I won't force you to remember anymore! Let's build our memories once again. Thank you *hugs you*. I love you, I love you, M-Neko-Chan. Hey ... This won't hurt ... so, will you let me suck your blood? *bites*
Kou (13:50): It's sweet and hot, give me more. *sucks*Does your body twist because it feels good? Then I will give you more *sucks*. This time, from here. *bites* You used to dislike me a lot, aren't you going to resist anymore? Hm? What? Hey, why do you stay silent? Tell me, do you dislike the one who sucks
your blood?
Kou (14:55): So what do you think about that? Say it. You don't have to be ashamed, I'm just here. You just have to say âIt feels niceâ, easy, right? Hey, please ... Hm? What? If you don't say it louder I won't hear you *laughs*. Well said, as a reward, I will make you feel better. *bites*
Kou (15:50): I also want it from this arm. I can do that, right? *bites* I'm starting to get dizzy ... but it's still not enough, you also think that, don't you? It shows on your face that you want more of my fangs. That expression is very cute. *Kisses* If you want it, I will bite you as much as you want so trust me with
everything *Kouâs head aches*
Kou (16:45): E-right now? Again? I'm fine ... it's not the big deal ... Then let me hold your hand and I'll be fine ... Thank you ... * faints *
Track 5: The end of the night
Kou: *waking up* Eh? M-Neko-Chan, are you alright? Ah? What? Does it hurt you somewhere? Hey? Did you remember ... hm! Truly?! Did you remember everything? Iâm so happy! I said I didn't care if you didn't recover your memories, but I'm really glad they came back. You don't have to apologize, I don't think of it as a nuisance. It is enough for you to remember me.Â
Kou (1:03): Eh? What? It finally dawned ... the dark sky is starting to turn blue. Yes, it is very beautiful;our wish may have reached it. Hey, let's take a closer look, I'll take you in my arms while flying. *picks you up *Hold tight. *flies* It's the first time I've seen such a beautiful blue sky. You too? I see, being able to see this sky with you makes me the happiest person in the world *Kisses*.
Kou (2:02): I love you.
Kou (2:29): *sighs* I am so exhausted, today. This is not fair, just when your memories have returned my work increases and because of that I could not spend almost any time with you. âWe canât help itâ?You accept this too well; couldn't you pretend that at least feel lonely? It's my job ... Aah ... if my girlfriend doesn't feel lonely without me then I'll stop being an idol. I know, I'm just kidding, but I don't want to stop seeing you. Do you feel different from me? What a relief. Then, from now on let me know if you feel lonely and in case you feel that way, I will stay by your side.Â
Kou (3:23): Of course, if you want something better than that, I can satisfy you *laughs*. You're blushing, how cute~ the sky? It's true that the stars are pretty, but you said it just to change the conversation, right? You are very obvious M-Neko-Chan. The blue sky we saw the other day was more beautiful. I saw the night sky until I got bored when you lost your memories so I would like to take a break from it, the moon was very unpleasant. Ah, now that I remember, after that I asked Ruki about the amnesia, I thought the cause didn't matter, but it would be a problem that would happen again.Â
Kou (4:15): Yes, Ruki-kun said that it could be `` the Paraselene syndrome '', with that refers to the paraselene phenomenon do you remember that before you lost your memories we saw that the moon had a kind of fog around it, right? It is said that when non-humans see it, they are affected by the paraselene syndrome. This gives you hallucinations and this also affects the people around you. You are human, but you may have been included because you have special blood. I am surprised that this moon was the cause of all that. But I'm glad that everything has returned to normal. It was very painful for me that you forgot me...
Kou (5:09): That's why at that time I thought it would be better to separate and said things about moving away ... but as I thought, no matter what, I don't want to separate from you. I love you more than anyone so I want us to be always together. You too? I see. Thatâs a relief. I won't let go of you against let's live together from now on *Kisses*.
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Diabolik lovers [Subaruâs para selene CD drama - vol. 5] ~translation|traducciĂłn~
[KINO] - [SHIN] - [SUBARU]
Thank you so much to @dialoverthai!!
Summary: The heroine loses her memories, and the boy tries to bring them back.
TRACK 1 ''Oblivion''
Subaru: Oi
Subaru: Oi! *He shakes her* Wake up!
*Yui wakes up*
Subaru: ...! *Relieved* You finally woke up. I'm glad you're safe.
Subaru: You're not hurt, are you? Other than that, what the hell is going on?
Subaru: A moment ago we were in the house's yard, right? I remember I suddenly got dizzy... and when I woke up the two of us were in this room-
Subaru: H-haa? Who I am, you ask... Are you still half asleep?
Subaru: ''I'm not'' you say. Then, what kind of joke is this? Don't tell me you really don't know who I am-...
Subaru: ...!? What does that mean... I don't get it. What are you talking about?! What happened to you while you were unconscious? Could it be that... the guys that brought us here did something to you!?
Subaru: You... don't remember anything...?
Subaro: C'mon, look at me! Look straight at my face and remember! We've been together all this time...!
Subaru: ... ...
Subaru: Really... you are telling me that you forgot everything...? So, this room too!? Or that bed, or any other thing, if you have any memory of them then...!
Subaru: Fuck...! I won't let such a thing happen! If so... *grabs her arm* If I drink your blood then...
Subaru: And now? Did you remember something?
Subaru: !! Why do you react like that? *Laughs nervous* Hah, I see... you've forgotten that I'm a vampire, uh...
Subaru: So... I'll make you remember everything with my fangs
Subaru: Endure it a bit... *bites* Mn ... nnmm ... haa. Don't resist! Haa, don't be noisy I'm making it hurt. You have felt this pain many times, right?
Subaru: But usually you aren't satisfied with so little. I have to... sink my fangs much deeper...! *bites her* Mnn.. nm...
Subaru: Haa, see? It's starting to feel better, right? I'll make you remember everything.
Subaru: !! Haa? There's no way I stop, right! I'll keep doing this until you remember everything...! *Yui pushes him away*
Subaru: Woh!? ... ...So... this is useless? Why did this suddenly happen? You had been normal until now...
Subaru: And a moment ago you told me something unnecessary without knowing my feelings...! You almost caught me... I planned to keep it a secret until it blooms... that flower...
*... ...*
*Memory starts*
[4:24]
Subaru: Damn Reiji. He complains about everything...! Doesn't come out of his mouth any other
thing than sarcasm?
Subaru: *Yui ask he something* Aaah?! Nothing... it's nothing. By the way, what are you doing?
Whatâs with that bouquet? A souvenir?
Subaru: Ahh... come to think of it, Reiji was talking very proudly about how the flowers that
bloomed recently have a very nice colour.
Subaru; I don't care how, just arrange with them the way you want. And then tell Reiji that "I don't
want them".
Subaru: Anyway, even if you don't arrange them... ugh... if it's for the scent of the flowers... you
too smell like them...
Subaru: Eh? I've told you before!... You smell just like the "Queen of the night"...
SUbaru: So what! I don't care if it's another flower!- Got it?
Subaru: Eh, what's wrong? ... Go to see them alone. "Queen of the night" surely are in any flower
shop.
Subaru: I don't think it important to see them together.
Subaru: *Now he feels guilty* ... ... Well.. ... IF I change my mind I'll go to see them with you...
Subaru: Just so you know, but only IF I change my mind. Well... ...
Subaru: "Queen of night", eh... How do you plant them...? ... Tch, it can't be helped. Perhaps I
should ask Reiji.
SUbaru: Eh-AHH, nothing, I didn't say anything! More important, let's go back to the room.
Subaru: *In her ear* Because of your scent my throat feels dry. Today I won't let you go until I'm
satisfied, so brace yourself?
*... ...*
[6:58]
Subaru: It seems like it'll happen before time. Damn it, finally! It was a pain in the ass to water it
every day.
Subaru: Mm? The moon... *He walks to look at it* ?! It was you.
Subaru: It's not unusual that I am here. There're times where I come to the garden too, you know.
Subaru: But, what are you here for?
Subaru: *chuckles* You're exaggerating. Don't panic just for seeing me a few seconds.
*Yui comes close*
Subaru: ?! Ahh-! D-Don't come here!
*Yui comes closer*
Subaru: I said that there's nothing here!... Hurry up and go back to your room!
Subaru: N-No... What just happened was because you were a bit stubborn, so... I-I was just here
because... e-eh... I was looking at the moon. I just came to see it
Subaru: Yes. Look there. You can see two moons, right? It's the first time this happens. It's
disgusting.
Subaru: Ah? Are you listening? Oi, what's wrong?
*astonishing noise*
Subaru: ?! Ugh...! Agh... My vision... ag... *He faints*
*End of the memory*
Subaru: Now that I remember, you were strange when you saw those disgusting two moons.
When I woke up we were here... As I supposed, I can't stop thinking that there was something in
the garden.
Subaru: Oi, let's go there once more. Maybe we'll find something connected with your memories
*He takes her hand and they leave*
TRACK 2: The memory of the flower.
*Footsteps*
Subaru: We were here watching the moons. Then I said something like ''how unpleasant'' ...You
were looking up and then you started to act strange.
Subaru: Instead of being distracted... it was as if the moon had absorbed you. And after that I
began to get dizzy.
Subaru: Anyway... it's the same creepy moon as always. Something like you've lost your memories
because of that moon is... *laughs* impossible.
Subaru: I never heard anything of the sort. At that time you were looking for me. And I was...!?
*He turns around*
Subaru: ...It's not here. The pot with the flowers that was here now itâs gone.
Subaru: ... ...Ahh, some time ago I had planted flowers in a pot.
Subaru: ...Hey, you liked flowers, didn't you? What was that flower? Umm, that one that is white
and has a very good scent.
Subaru: Yeah, that one! You told me you wanted to go and watch it with me.
Subaru: ...! As I thought, you don't remember it...*Raising his voice* If thatâs the case!! *He grabs
her*
Subaru: Remember it right now! Haa, haa... you know, that flower has the same scent as you... In
other words, it's this same scent *bites her*
Subaru: Mn... haa, haa, hey, you get it, right? The air is full of your scent, as much as that flowerâs.
Subaru: *She doesn't understand* ! Then... I'll drink until you remember! This is the only way to
make your memories come back! *bites her*
Subaru: Mmn, mnh... mn...! Be obedient! Do you hate so much that I drink your blood!?
Subaru: *She agrees* !! ... ...Why... are you rejecting me...? ...You said we would be together...
Weren't living together here all this time...?!
*Yui pushes him away*
Subaru: !!... ...
Subaru: ... ...
Subaru: I get it. Do what you want... I'll reject you until you can forget me completely.
Subaru: ...If you're going to do it, then you should run away. I don't want this...! You were the only
one who I didn't want to become like my mother!
Subaru: Why did this happen? Who the hell is to blame for!?
Subaru: Hurry up and go away. Get out of my sight right now. ... ...Whatâs with you now? Didn't
you want to run away from me!?
Subaru: SHUT UP! Are you feeling sympathy for me? You forgot me! There's no way for you to
understand now how I feel!
Subaru: I donât hope for you to understand... *The pain returns* Ugh... agh... uhg... again... what is
this, why at this moment... ahg... AGH!! *He faints*
TRACK 3 ''Hope of loneliness''
Subaru: Uggh... *Awaking* ...? This place...? Is it her room this time...?
Subaru: Ugh! It happened again! What the hell is going on? *Yui is next to him*
Subaru: O-oĂ! *gets close to her* Are you okay? [T/N: I didnât understand what he said]
*Yui moves away*
Subaru: !!... Just to tell you... it wasn't me who brought you here.
Subaru: It's the same thing that happened before. A moment ago we were in the garden...
Suddenly I got dizzy, and then we both appeared in this room.
Subaru: Haa *He stands up* Iâll leave. You should do whatever you want. *He leaves*
[1:33]
Subaru: What will... she do from now on?
Subaru: Even if she leaves this mansion, she surely has nowhere to go.
Subaru: More important, she doesnât even have memories.
Subaru: ... ...
Subaru: Ha, even in this condition her best option is to be with me, eh.
Subaru: Now that she lost her memories... to her I must be just a vampire who craves her blood,
eh.
Subaru: She.... looked at me with frightened eyes...
Subaru: Those same eyes my mother had when she went crazy, and each time she saw me she
thought I was that old man.
Subaru: As long as Iâm by her side, she surely will be more and more scared.
Subaru: Besides, she may become just like as my mother.
Subaru: Really... why did this happen?
Subaru: ... ... Two moons. Since we saw those moons strange things are happening. Does that
disgusting moon have anything to do with the fact that she lost her memory?
Subaru: I have begun to suspect it.
*Yui arrives*
Subaru: Âż! YouâŠ
Subaru: What are you here for? Do you have any business here?
Subaru: Wherever I am is not of your business. Why did you come looking for me? If you have
enough time for that, then you have enough time to run away.
Subaru: Worried? Is this the time to worry about other people? After all you havenât remembered
anything! More important, a moment ago you were very scared of me!
Subaru: I scare you, right? Ha, bullâs eye. Then donât try to be around me. Hurry up and go
elsewhere.
Subaru: I want to be alone.
Subaru: Of course those are my true feelings. Itâs what I feel from the bottom of my heart.
Subaru: ?! Sad? Me? Of course not. I was always alone, and from now on itâll still be that way. It
was my mistake to think that I could live with someone.
Subaru: And the fact that I have to get away from you this way, ITâS BECOMING REALLY
ANNOYING! *He breaks the wall*
Subaru: Itâs good that the wall is whatâs broken, right⊠What do you think would have happened if
I had punched you?
Subaru: Iâm a vampire. A monster that can easily kill humans, you know?
Subaru: *Laughs* Youâre pretty scared. Your legs are shaking, you know?
Subaru: You finally get it, donât you? Now, quit being so perseverant⊠and get out of my sight.
*Yui refuses*
Subaru: YOU WANT SOMEHING ELSE?!
Subaru: ⊠Wrong idea? Of meâŠ? Whatâs that supposed to mean⊠You donât even remember
anything⊠WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?! *He grabs her*
Subaru: You donât know my feelings⊠really⊠What the hell is wrong with you?! Iâll tell you, Iâm
not the one whoâll regret this.
Subaru: YOU will be. *He comes close* âWhy didnât I run at that moment?â, I donât care if you cry
thinking that later *He rips Yuiâs clothes*
Subaru: Ha⊠Iâll destroy you. Ugh⊠Donât resist! You are the one who came to me! Donât resist
now! Haa, haa. Iâll drink all of your blood, itâs something you yourself provoked *He bites her*
Subaru: Mng⊠haa, haa⊠more, give me more⊠*He bites her* Mng⊠mn⊠*laughs* are you at
your limit? I told you I have no intentions to st-- -
Subaru: Whatâs with those eyes⊠donât⊠look at me with those eyes⊠Are you feeling sorry for
me⊠donât fuck with me, I told you, right. Itâs bothersome that you feel sympathy for me.
Subaru: When you look at me with those eyes⊠It annoys me. *He rips Yuiâs clothes* Haa⊠oi, lift
your face.
Subaru: HURRY UP! Shut up and do as I say! *He blindfolds her* Ha, with this nothing unnecessary
will catch your attention.
Subaru: *Squeezing her* Ha, are you scared? Of course you are, because you canât see anything.
Even if I bite you all of a sudden you wonât see it. And the pain will be worst in that place *He bites
her*
Subaru: *Laughs* Why are you silent? It hurts, doesnât it? You can scream if you want. Iâm
planning to make a mess out of you. I donât care if you die⊠*He bites her*
Subaru: What a stubborn woman⊠Even if Iâm rough you donât scream nor resist. Iâm really going
to drink from you until you die!
*Yui tells him he wonât do it*
Subaru: How do you know? You donât remember anything about me! Could it be that you are
underestimating me? If thatâs the case, Iâll prove to you right here and now⊠Iâll⊠reallyâŠ!
Subaru: ! SHUT UP! You talk as if you knew anything⊠however, what would I gain by lying to you
and avoiding you?
Subaru: *Laughs* Why should I⊠For the you who has forgotten absolutely everything⊠It has
nothing to do with me.
Subaru: Iâll make you understand how conceited you have been *He bites her and Yui faints*
Subaru: ?! Oi! Fuck, I went too far⊠What the hell am I doing? *He punches the wall*
[11:30]
*Subaru puts Yui on the bed*
Subaru: GoodâŠ
Subaru: In this state, it doesnât seem sheâll be waking up any time soonâŠ
Subaru: She has a bad color on her face⊠Why did she remain silent and let me suck so much of
her blood?
Subaru: Her memories⊠havenât come back and even soâŠ! âŠBut⊠somehow she understood my
feelings.
Subaru: Despite she has no memories, as I thought, sheâs still her.
Subaru: And even so, I⊠do everything thinking itâs for her own sake, but itâs completely the
opposite.
Subaru: As I thought, perhaps she canât be happy being with me⊠and so, Iâve hurt her this wayâŠ
*Knife sounds*
TRACK 4: Someday it will break.
Subaru: It seems you finally wake up.
*Yui is surprised*
Subaru: As expected, you have a terrible color on your face. Itâs as if you were dead.
Subaru: Did you remember something? If this goes on you wonât last even a day. Well, Iâve told
you to run away but you donât. So it canât be helped.
Subaru: But⊠thereâs something I want to ask you before you die. Yes, thatâs right. Here, take it
*He hand her the knife*
Subaru: Itâs a silver knife. If you use it, you can kill a vampire or anything else. Use this to kill me.
Subaru: âWhy?â. You ask very strange things. Ahh, right. You have no memories. I had forgotten. It
canât be helped, Iâll tell you once more.
Subaru: For us vampires, death is reason for celebration. So itâs obvious for me to want death,
right. Subaru: Killing me itâs not so difficult. You should just stab my heart with that knife, thatâs all. I can help you if you want. Â
Subaru: ? âWhyâ you ask⊠well⊠Because thereâs nobody here except for you, so it canât be
helped. Thatâs why.
Subaru: Anyway, do it, do it now.
Subaru: Why you canât do it? I do want it, so thereâs no problem, right.
Subaru: I havenât asked for your opinion! Hurry up and stab me with the knife. Come on! *She
starts to resist*
Subaru: Ugh, if you donât obey me Iâll go rough on you like I did before! Donât you care?! *She still
resists*
Subaru: Quick!! âŠJust push in this wayâŠ
Subaru: ?! Be careful-- *She drops the knife* Oi, what the hell are you thinking! Just a bit more and
it would have cut you.
Subaru: Itâs a knife to kill vampires, you know?! You are a human, with just a cut you would die-- !
Subaru: âŠ?!... No, I hadnât that intention⊠⊠âYou tricked meâ, what are you talking about?
Subaru: Ha, that Iâm nice? There must be something wrong with you. I donât care about you.
Avoiding you and wanting to die are things I do for my own sake.
Subaru: Iâm not nice, Iâm just running away. If I stay by your side⊠the day where Iâll break you will
come eventually.
Subaru: It doesnât matter how much I try, I canât do any other thing but to hurt you.
Subaru: thatâs why I wanted you to kill me, before I dirty you with my hands-- *Yui hugs him*
Subaru: âŠ?! ⊠⊠⊠What are you doingâŠ
Subaru: Thereâs no way you can understand what Iâm talking about because you have no
memories. However, why you do thisâŠ
Subaru: Haha⊠⊠what about it. You canât leave me alone⊠Youâre still saying unnecessary thingsâŠ
Subaru: Quit it. If you do this, itâll only confuse me. Itâll make me think your memories are backâŠ
Subaru: ⊠âŠ
Subaru: But⊠even if you have no memories it doesnât matetr⊠as I thought, youâre still you *He
hugs her too*
Subaru: ⊠âŠ
Subaru: Are you not⊠scared of me anymore?
Subaru: *Laughs* I see. Then I wonât say again that Iâll get away from you. I wonât run away
anymore.
Subaru: It doesnât matter if you have forgotten everything. The memories we had together⊠Iâll
make them all over again.
Subaru: Iâll make you remember how much I love you⊠*he kisses her* NnâŠ
Subaru: Stay by my side. Now and forever.
Subaru: *the pain comes back* ?! Agh⊠Again, this dizziness⊠is just like that time⊠that moon
stillâŠ!
Subaru: You⊠are you alright? ⊠Haa, haa⊠good⊠then, come closer⊠*He hugs her from behind*
you will⊠be with me forever, isnât it⊠Ugh!!
TRACK 5: My only flower.
*Subaru is waking up*
Subaru: ugh⊠mn⊠again in my room, eh⊠really, what the hell is this?
Subaru: Oh, you⊠you were dragged along with me again.
Subaru: EhâWhatâs wrong? Donât you tell me again your memories⊠No? Then what is it?
Subaru: Ah? You remembered⊠EH, could it be that your memories are back?
*YES*
Subaru: *relieved* Ahh, Iâm so happy⊠umm, so⊠that means you remembered everything that
happened?
Subaru: Umm⊠what happened when you lost your memoriesâŠ
*Yes*
Subaru: I-I see⊠Itâs not as if⊠Itâs me the one who should apologizeâŠ
Subaru: ⊠âŠ
Subaru: Iâm sorry⊠for what I did.. andâŠ
Subaru: ? W-w- well⊠I was desperate! I thought your memories wouldnât come back! And alsoâŠ!
*Yui gets close*
Subaru: No⊠Iâm not saying that⊠*Blushes* UGH! Donât be laughing! Now shut up *He kisses her*
NnâŠ
*Footsteps*
Subaru: Come this way. Follow me.
Subaru: âWhereâ, you ask⊠To the garden. Here was where we saw the lunar eclipse.
Subaru: Ahh, I havenât told you about that yet. Those strange moons, you were trapped in that
eclipse.
Subaru: Itâs called the âPara Selene Syndromeâ. The ones who get caught in it start to see
hallucinations.
Subaru: And the moons seem to be two
Subaru: Although I read all that in a book
Subaru: What is it, is it so weird for me to read a book?
Subaru: Hmph, even I like sometimes to get information about things.
Subaru: Why are you thanking me⊠I didnât do it for you. I just investigated because I was curious.
Subaru: And by the way, you understand? You were sick because of looking at the moon.
Subaru: Oh, yes⊠be carefulâŠ
Subaru: You donât have to apologizeâŠ
Subaru: Eh, i-itâs nothing! More important, we are here.
Subaru: Just as Reiji said, tonight is a full moon night. I brought you here to show you this.
Subaru: âQueen of the nightâ. Just where you told me that you wanted to watch it with me.
Subaru: So after that I bought some seeds and planted them. Do you like it? I see. Good *He hgs
her*
Subaru: Eh, of course I took care of it. Well, I also asked Reiji though⊠but just a few things.
Subaru: I planted it! I wanted to surprise you so I kept it a secret.
Subaru: Well, I was scared when it disappeared. Yeah, thatâs right. In that moment I was
hallucinating, the moon, our rooms, everything was an illusion.
Subaru: So this flower hadnât really disappeared.
Subaru: Look very well at this flower. Because in this moment the hallucinations could come back.
*Wind blows*
Subaru: Mm? Sure. Itâs beautiful and has a nice perfumeâŠ
Subaru: Certainly. But⊠*he hugs her* as I thought, I prefer you. My queen of the night is you.
Subaru: ?! Oi, Why are you looking this way? I planted this flower, so just look at it!
Subaru: Just let me embrace you this way. Hmph, you are obedient
Subaru: Mm? What is it?
*Yui says she loves him*
Subaru; ! Whatâs with it all of a sudden⊠he, you just felt like saying itâŠ
Subaru: You are not tempting me, are you?
Subaru: Ah, itâs useless to deny it now. You said it so assume the responsibility.
Subaru: Ah? The flower? Do it later, you are the one who said that Iâm enough for you, right?
Subaru: And more important, you know what day is today? Tonight is a full moon. For a vampire itâs the day where our thirst is stronger.
Subaru: And I⊠all this time have been thinking that I really want it.
Subaru: Thatâs why youâll let me suck your blood, give it to me *he bites her* Nm⊠mmnâŠ
Subaru: As I thought, it makes me want more. But donât worry, I wonât just drink. Iâll make you feelgood too.
Subaru: Hey, where do you want it now? Iâll drink from where you want. Come on, say it.
Subaru: Whatâs wrong, canât you decide? If thatâs the case, Iâll choose. You always make such a
nice voice when I drink from⊠here, right *bites*
Subaru: Mn⊠nn⊠see, as I thought. Whenever I hear it, it tempts me all the more. Thanks to that I
wonât let you go tonightâŠ
Subaru: Well, it canât be helped so just give up. Because I⊠love you so much that I canât help it
*Kiss*
Subaru: *Aliviado* Ahh, que alegrĂa... em, y... eso significa que te acuerdas de todo lo que pasĂł?
Subaru: Em... lo que pasĂł cuando perdiste tus recuerdos...
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Story:
You were spending your sweet, happy days with Laito. But one day, because of Para-Selene - a phenomenon which created light around the moon - you lost all your memories of Laito. Reason for your amnesia is a Para-Selene illness, but he noticed that your memories will eventually come back, so he enjoys your condition and repeats over and over again your former pleasure - sucking blood. And in this act you notice your feeling for him⊠Memories of love awakened by pain. In the end, will you be able to remember your beloved one�
TRACK 1: Crushed strawberries
*Laito walks in*
Bitch-chan~ Nfu. You donât have to be so surprised. How cruel~ Iâm just worried about you. Yes. Because you looked sick before. And since youâre already in the bed, it looks like my guess was right. Are you okay, Bitch-chan? Oh! Nfu~ Oops. Why do you try to run away? Are you hiding something from me? You canât have secrets from your lover.  Hmm~ Okay. Even without being told your kind Laito-kun can consider your feelings, you know? Nfu. Donât worry. You can just leave everything to me. Okay, first you should sleep in your bed again. I understand that youâre sick. But it doesnât look like a cold. Maybe youâre just longing for someone? Nfufu~  Looks like my guess wasnât bad. Well, but Iâm a vampire - person you want the most to be by your side. Nfufu~ Bitch-chan, you became quite useful. But what a shame. Iâm not going to do weird things to you. I only want to make you feel good. *sucking blood* Hmm? Today your blood is different than usual. It feels like halfway crushed strawberries. Iâve never tasted such flavour before.  Hmm~ Itâs not so bad from time to time. *sucking* Nfu~ Mm. Are you feeling good? I donât hate it when you give in to your desires. Just the opposite, it becomes unbearable. Whatâs wrong? It almost looks like you are begging me. Is it a sign that you want me to suck your blood again, Bitch-chan? Nfu~ Bitch-chan, your pale shoulder is really beautiful. When I think about your blood flowing down there, Iâm getting aroused. *sucking* How is it? You like being sucked from this place, right? Nfu~ You suddenly became quiet. Youâre so easy to understand itâs getting awkward. You have such a nice scent, youâre so bitchy. But I love this side of you. Nfufu~ Youâre disgusted. How cruel. Those were my true feelings. A girl like you needs⊠Ah~ *sucking*  You donât want from your ear? Liar. I know you like it. Come on, letâs enjoy it more. Iâm really aroused right now. *sucking* You became a lot better at it too. Your face is all red. And youâre sweating a little. Ah, you became my ideal Bitch-chan. It sounds like a lie, since itâs a huge change from our first meeting. You remember it, right? Only thrusting my fangs was enough to make you cry and complain of pain. Ah, right. You didnât show me such face for a long time. Hey, if I suck you hard, will you cry for me? Hmm, well, youâre right. Bitch-chan likes pain, so you would just enjoy it. Itâs okay with me, but⊠I guess Iâll stop here. You know, it will be bad if you become anemic. Also, being forced to wait for something you really want will just make your expectation bigger, so itâs not a bad thing. Hey, will you move a little to the left? I want to sleep with you. *Laito lies down next to you* You want someone to be by your side, right? Thatâs why Iâll sleep with you. How is it? Snuggling up to your heart and body like this. Donât you think Iâm nice? Oh? Thatâs a quite honest thanks. Nfu~ You became happy, just because I was worried about you? Oh, geez, youâre such a simple girl. Just kidding. Letâs sleep. Come closer. Hey, do you feel at ease when Iâm embracing you closely like this? Or maybe youâre getting excited and canât sleep? Thatâs no good. Close your eyes. Otherwise, Iâll continue what we were doing before. Nfufu~ Oh? Youâre honestly obeying me? What a shame. I wanted to mess around with you a little. Well, I can do this when you fall asleep. Just kidding. Nfu~ Your body is so hot. Even my cold chest is getting warm. Goodnight, Bitch-chan. I wish you the most exciting dreams. *kiss*
Did you fall asleep? Ah, youâre completely relaxed. This sleeping face isnât bad, but⊠itâs unsatisfying. Recently, your behavior shows that you got used to me. Itâs so boring.
Hmm⊠*yawn* Bitch-chan? âŠWhatâs wrong? Did you wake up? Then I can help you completely lose your consciousness-⊠Bitch-chan? Is there something outside the window? Ah, that moon is kinda mysterious. Itâs so hazy, it almost looks like there are two moons. I know itâs interesting to look at. But Iâll get jealous, if you look at it too eagerly. Instead of the moon, look at me-⊠Ah⊠What is it? My headâŠ! Bitch-chan⊠*collapse*
TRACK 2: Â Dripping drops
 Why am I in the bathroom? Ouch! My head still hurts⊠Ah. Bitch-chan? Are you okay? Why are we here? For now, letâs go back to the room... Whatâs wrong? Why are you running away? Huh?! What are you saying so suddenly?  Iâm your really important and precious lover, Laito-kun of course. Are you half awake or something? Or maybe youâre spacing out because I drank too much of your blood? Nfufu~ Why are you so surprised? You know it very well. That Iâm a vampire who is driven crazy by your blood. Oops. Where are you going? Hey, hey. Itâs not like you to struggle like this just because I grabbed your arm, Bitch-chan... Eeh?! Youâre bothered by it only now?! But before going to bed, I called you âBitch-chanâ plenty of times. Hmm⊠Your reactions are really weird after all. After I fainted, did someone do something to you? You donât know anything? What do you mean? Ah! Donât tell me⊠You lost your memories?! You really donât remember anything? About what we did before? And even my name? Impossible⊠But why? Everything was normal just a while ago... Ah. Maybe itâs because of those two moons⊠A Para-Selene illness? I see. Thatâs why⊠Ahaha! I like it~ How interesting! I shouldnât have worried so much. Everything will go back to normal after some time. So we have to enjoy this situation for now. âPara-Selene illnessâ is the name of your disease. Thatâs why you were feeling bad tonight. Because you have demonic blood in your veins, you caught that illness. We are inside an illusion youâre seeing right now. It looks like I got dragged into this too. Tonight is going to be really fun. Because youâre acting just like when we first met, Bitch-chan. Well, well, details can wait. The most important thing is that you have an amnesia, so we have to bring your memories back. As far as I know, the only way to retrieve memories it to revive a memory that left a strong impact on you and make you remember it again. So we should try different things until you remember something. Different things mean different things, for example⊠making you feel extremely good. I like that reaction! I havenât seen it for so long. Bitch-chan who hates it is the cutest. But stay still for a second. Ah, Iâm sorry. Did it hurt? I got too carried away. Empty bathtub is hard like a rock. Wait a minute. Iâll fill it with water. Yes, yes. The same reaction as at that time. I remember it clearly now. At that time I did the same thing. I cornered you in the bathroom and, with our clothes still on, I poured water⊠How is it? I did the same thing. Did your memories come back? Nfufu~ Then I have to do more. What to do you say? Do you feel good?  Maybe water pressure is too strong and you canât breathe? But your painful expression is wonderful.  And you enjoy getting hurt, right? I love this face so much itâs unbearable. Show me more. Ah~ So cold⊠Thatâs why youâre trembling so much. But donât worry, Iâm going to warm you up now. Nfu~ Donât be so scared. If you treat me like this, I will want to tease you more. To tell the truth, I wanted to start it more dramatically, but when I saw your face, I couldnât help but want your blood. *sucking* Ah~ Bitch-chan, your blood is so hot. This taste makes me lose my mind. Hey, this is your first bloodsucking after memory loss, I wonder if you already feel good?  Why are you resisting? It will get even more fun from now. You can still experience a lot of pain⊠Pain and extraordinary pleasure. For example, if I bite your ear⊠Hey, it hurt more that before, right? But, donât worry, it will feel good soon. Let me hear you scream more.  In return, Iâll pierce you with my fangs once again⊠You know, Bitch-chan, you canât say things like that. If you want me to stop, you have to say: âPlease, continue~!â You sure you donât want to say anything? At this rate, I may just eat your ear. I get it. Iâll listen to your wish and con-ti-nue~ *sucking* *laughing* What a blunder, Bitch-chan! You are naturally so easy to deceive, right? Or maybe youâre just good at tempting? You possess a natural instinct to instigate people. This part of you is cute too~ Clothes are sticking to your skin, it looks so lascivious. Your shoulders look so good. Ah, donât move. Come on, blood is dripping. What a waste. *licking* Ah, I can smell your blood - that luscious scent which always drives me crazy. *laughing* You are scared after all. I wonder how do you see me now, Bitch-chan? Iâm curious~ Iâm enjoying you and things we do. You have to enjoy this situation too. If you donât, itâs a big harm. Even if I say so, I know youâre going to cry, struggle and hate it. Thatâs okay. Resist as much as you wish. Iâm going to enjoy it together with your Para-Selene illness. Hmm? Because when moon returns to normal, your memories will come back too. Before that I want to enjoy the Bitch-chan who hated me. Nfu~ Eh? Thatâs right. Iâm your true lover. You probably donât remember it now, but you normally enjoy this kind of erotic play. I only want to make you feel extremely good. In that way I can enjoy it too. Itâs give & take. Donât be so disgusted by it. Is it still not enough? Then I have to make you feel even better. Like in a dream that disappears when you wake up. Letâs enjoy the best pleasure. *sucking*
TRACK 3: The thing reflected in the mirror isâŠ
 Bitch-chan~ Bitch-chan! Wake up! Wake. Up! Are you still sleepy? Good morning, Bitch-chan. I didnât think you would faint like this. Well, not like I'm one to talk, since I got dizzy myself and when I noticed, I was already here. It looks like a mirror house. Look. Your anxious face is reflected on walls and ceiling. Donât you think itâs pretty? Come on, donât struggle. Iâm especially hugging you after all. Be happier about it. Hmm, I can let you go, but wherever you go, there is no exit. Nfu~ Your desperate expression is arousing too. Hey, Bitch-chan. We were sent here because of an illusion created by your Para-Selene illness. Which means, the real you wants to be loved by me here. You think so? Then letâs try it out. Hey, look in the mirror. There is anxious and full of contradictions face of a girl who was pushed down by me and now expects what will happen with her. In the end, you just pursue pleasure. Itâs just like you. *sucking* You canât run away. You have to properly look at⊠*sucking* yourself â being pleased by my fangs. *sucking* Oh? You were screaming so much a moment ago, and now youâre so quiet. Youâre feeling good after all. Youâre such a simple girl. Nfu~ Iâm not wrong. Because youâre the Bitch-chan who loves feeling good. Hmm⊠Are you still going to deny it? Okay, I give up. Iâm tired of this argue. So⊠admit it already. *sucking* Loosen your body. Take a deep breath and feel only my fangs. *sucking* See? You canât oppose me anymore. Even though you lost your memories, your body remembers it well. But itâs convenient for you, right? Look at your melted face. Hey, Bitch-chan, itâs cruel to close your eyes like that. Jeez. *kiss* Come on, open your eyes, since you have such a good expression right now. Look in the mirror. Otherwise Iâll pierce your body in a more dangerous place. Hmm~ Good girl. Lift you head, Bitch-chan. What can you see with your eyes? Nfufu~ Youâre embarrassed, but you like it. Iâm enjoying it too. Itâs laughable. Your reactions are the same like at that time. Hey, be happier about it. You love it after all, donât you? Hmm⊠Bitch-chan, enough with your innocent act. Enjoy it with me already. I guess itâs obvious that your old self hated it. But you know what? Thatâs enough. Iâm already satisfied. I had a feeling that we lacked stimulation lately, so I was excited about you hating it, but Iâm done now. After all, if youâre not my normal Bitch-chan, I canât sincerely enjoy it. How long will that illusion last? Isnât it too long already⊠Huh? What happened so suddenly? Why do you say I look sad? Donât look at me with those eyes. Usually youâre really slow, so why only at times like this you become so perceptive? Youâre right. Iâm probably lonely. Because you easily forgot about me. It might be not like me, but I really donât know what to do. If my old self saw me now, he would be disappointed. Iâm kidding. But saying it to this you, Bitch-chan, is meaningless. Youâve finally called me âLaito-kunâ.  Iâm happy. Enough of this depressing talk. Your memories havenât come back yet, so we donât have other choice but to enjoy this situation. If we revive a memory that left a strong impact on you, this illusion will end. So we have to make you remember a really vivid memory. From where should I suck now? Hey, where do you want? I guess you wonât tell me. Then I have to make you melt, until you will beg for more without thinking. Bitch-chan, you like from your ear, right? AhâŠ! My head⊠again⊠as if itâs making fun of us. Where⊠will it take us⊠this time? I hope⊠it will be far more interesting place than this one.
TRACK 4: Something that can be believed
 Where are we? A guest room in a certain castle in the Demonâs World. Right. You donât know anything. About words that you gave me here and things I wished⊠And that I was able to start a new life here. You canât remember it, right? Even though itâs such a strong memory. Maybe for you I meant only that much. Just kidding. Itâs not a phrase which should be told by a guy who enjoyed himself a moment ago. I was swayed by your memories and now my own memories swayed me. What a joke. Iâm in the mood to play a jester. Hey, your Para-Selene illness can be cured, right? A Para-Selene illness, in other words Para-Selene Syndrome, thatâs the name of your illness. As far as I know, only when this strange moon is in the sky, people who caught this illness will lost their memory. Lost memories become illusions and imprison people around in hallucinations. Thatâs why when you regain your memories, illusion will vanish. But I forgot about one important thing. What if your memories wonât come back? There is always such possibility. No one can say otherwise. You may forget our time together for good. And we will forever live in the past. Itâs hilarious. We didnât even notice our dangerous situation, because we were preoccupied with momentary pleasure. What I want is not a miserable play. Whatâs wrong? You even sat next to me. Do you pity me? I canât understand you. Why are you worried about me? You shouldnât want me to get close to you, you know? Unlike you, I remember everything. How much you hated me at first. But then you held onto me after all and melted my heart little by little. Itâs funny. Really laughable. Eventually you even said you âlove meâ. And I also⊠I also⊠finally noticed that I love you⊠But itâs not this you.  Itâs no use if itâs not Bitch-chan. Hmm⊠I wonder if your great effort will be enough to bring back memories. If you want to go so far just for me, then⊠even if I try to kill you, you will cooperate, right? To make you remember a selected memory - itâs a trigger to bring back your memories. Hey, do you understand? It means that if I do something horrible to you, your memories may come back. You are so frightened, do you think you can trust me? âŠWhy? Thatâs a hypocrisy. Youâre just pitying me. Don't be so conceited. You donât have any memories, so how dare you even say something like that? Youâre just affected by your good nature. Such lip service⊠when your life is in danger, all this will obviously become unsightly and dubious. You have a beautiful neck⊠It looks like it can be tighten with ease. Just like that. You poor thing. Your mouth is flapping open and closed. Does it hurt? I donât intend to kill you. Iâm just waiting until you show your unsightly true character. Ah, it must be painful. Oops, that was close. You canât lose your consciousness. Nfufu~ Thatâs right. You should breathe in some air while you have time. Since you wonât be able to catch your breath now.  *kiss* Itâs dried up inside your mouth. Should I wet it with your blood? Sucking from your tongue is also pleasant. *sucking* Itâs mixed with your saliva, so delicious... *sucking* Hey, being sucked while you canât breathe feels good, right? And your head is all hazy. Donât you feel pleasure slowly filling up your whole body?  Youâre completely exhausted. You wonât say that youâre giving up now, right? Since youâll regain your memories for this poor me, right? You have to accompany me till the end. Or maybe you want to run away after all? Why⊠are you so stubborn? You donât remember me. And youâre shaking so much. Youâre just a hypocrite. Thatâs the only reason youâre doing something like that. Or maybe that wasnât enough for you? Then try tasting it for dear life... this pleasure I give you... Then maybe this time Iâll suck from your chest⊠Aah. Whatâs with that face? Itâs so sluttish. Try to resist like before. Come on, hurry up. Tsk. Why? Why are you trying to accept me? You lost all your memories, so why do you act like you can see through everything? âŠWhy do you eat your heart out? There is no reason for you to suffer. Iâm the one⊠who is suffering. Thatâs right. Iâm suffering. It hurts so much. I want you to love me⊠from the bottom of your heart. Ah! Bitch-chanâŠ? Are you sure itâs okay⊠to do something like this? If you embrace me like this, I donât know what I will do to youâŠ. Thatâs⊠a clincher. Even without memories, you said you will accept me. It makes me want to believe you⊠Hey, can I believe you? Will you say that you truly love me? Me too⊠Bitch-chan, you really are a strange girl. Youâre the only one who can throw me off like that. *kiss* Does your neck⊠hurt? Iâm sorry. I grabbed it too hard. Let me apologize. Iâll make you feel better with all my might. *sucking* Do you feel better now? I was drinking your blood really gently. What a cute face. Bitch-chan, you like being sucked from here, right? *sucking* Nfu~ Just like I thought. I can tell how much you enjoy this just by looking at your twitching fingers. Because we did it so often. *sucking*  Bitch-chan, letâs⊠hold hands.  Iâll pour my feelings into you. You too, give me⊠your feelings. Yeah. Thank you. *sucking*
TRACK 5: Honeymoon time
 This time itâs Bitch-chanâs room, huh? Jeez. How long will it last? Ah, hey, Bitch-chan, donât get up so suddenly! Eh? You remember? Everything? Do you remember everything?! Really?! Iâm so glad! Then itâs not the illusion anymore. We finally came back to reality. That last bloodsucking must have become a trigger. But I didnât do anything special. So why? I see. Because my feelings reached you. I guess itâs an honor that it was your most important memory. Anyway, Iâm so glad. Iâm already fed up with that Para-Selene. It made me feel so lonely. Oh, right. I canât sleep because of these unpleasant feelings. Heey, I still canât believe that your memories really came back. Will you let me make sure? A question for you. Where is the place I lately really like sucking from? Nfu~ The true Bitch-chan should know it. Okay, you have 5 seconds left to answer. Do your best. Boo-poo. Wrong answer. Thatâs your favorite spot, right? Correct answer is your whole-bo-dy â„. Ahh~ What a shame, Bitch-chan. Youâre a bad girl, lying about your memories like that. I have to punish you~ *kiss* Nfu~ Looking blankly like that⊠my kisses werenât a good punishment? You want me to be rougher? Ah, Bitch-chan will always be Bitch-chan. Oh, nfufu~ You got mad at me. But you love that me too, right? Nfu~ Of course you do. Now I can believe your words. Nfufu~ Is this supposed to be a vow? Then donât break it for your whole life. I never want to be forgotten again. You can dominate me in other ways, okay? *kiss*
Ah, Bitch-chan, found you! You werenât in your room. So you came to the living room. What are you doing? Eh? Really? Donât tell me you donât feel well and youâre resting? Did Para-Selene illness⊠Ah, donât scary me like that. Then itâs anemia? Maybe I drank a little too much of your blood yesterday. Itâs because you were tempting me so much. Nfu~ Bitch-chan must be like that after all. Your face is getting red. Hey, Bitch-chan, I wonder if you forget me again, will you be able to remember me once again? Nfu~ Youâre pretty confident about it. Ah, you must love me so much. I have to properly answer to your love. So⊠we can make out on a sofa after a long time, right? Ah, wait. You donât have to reply. I only have to ask your body. Hey, what play will we do today? Iâll make-you-feel an unforgettable, amazing pleasure â„~
Paraselene - it is the forgetting of all the love that has come so far, and the beginning of tragedy.
On a night when two moons hang in the sky, you suddenly lose all your memories. The man you have forgotten, the strongest presence among all your sleeping memories, tries to get you to remember... by thrusting his fangs into you. The memories of your beloved will be awakened by a love bite... or will they?
Memories: sent into confusion by a paraselene, awoken by a vampire's bite of love.
Volumes 1-5 are out now, and 6-12 are available for pre-order!