#pandakitten

It was a throwaway line but ewron saying he won't tell tina everything (for now at least) because she'd see a monster in him . He's worried about how she perceives him :( she's one of the only islanders who defends him and maybe the only islander who really really believes hes good and tells him such; that hes kind and good and he should be more assured of that fact . :((( and like considering what we know of qewrons past, hes an assassin--a tool used by those in power, always. Even moreso does it explain his habit of lying and how he values survival above all else and the means he'll use to get it . Why it's so easy for him to say whatever he needs to without shame or without pride, things he doesnt mean in the slightest. But suddenly you meet someone whos kind and caring and who defends and fully believes in you and the good within you. And you trust them and want to and plan to tell them everything but just not now, because you can't risk losing that . MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

old draft from june 12th - people like to downplay certain character relationships to make their favored more impactful and like i understand it but its good to acknowledge how it reflects a character; qjuan and qash, even though their interactions were limited, cared for each other and shared a deep fondness . I think it came from a mutual understanding of the burden of keeping everything together for their respective groups and it made them both respect and understand the other; the stresses and worries . Neither wanted the other to crumble under that weight, maybe as a mirrored hope . I think they were very very cute friends :< OR LIKE obvi ewron and ash have a mutually depend bond but !!! contrary to popular belief ewron does have people he wishes well; yes hes still a liar and a cockroach but he hopes for their happiness and tries his best to help them get it, ie tina !! Its confusing and strange to the other islanders but ewron and tina have a kind relationship and care for each other; have defended the other repeatedly and shared secrets they maybe weren't supposed to. Yes he looks for his best interests but where was his best interest in warning aldo about being nice to tina ? Where's his best interest in sharing with a member of the north, a person far removed and unrelated at the time about the alter ? The uranium under the church ?

Qtina asking softly what happens to people who are neutral, and qewron replying without hesitation, "You cannot be neutral." A beat. "But you will be safe." </3 WAHHHH WAH WAH WAH PANDAKITTEN FOREVER IN MY HEART THEYRE FAMILY THEYRE FAMILY

thinking abt tina ewron again SIIIIGHHHHH she always defends him :< and ppl try telling her oh hes a liar and a cockroach but like . She knows hes a liar and she teases him about it !!! She brings up the żabka shelf thing bc she knows he had lied to her BUT SHE CARES ABT HIM ANYWAYS WAHHHHHH I know he doesnt know how often she defends him but its even sweeter :< the only time hes seen it firsthand was against qroier who she LIVED W at that time and she still defended and sided with him i feel like that was really like a point in their friendship that let things develop like . They are cutiepies him bringing her to prawdziwa polska and letting her get the waystone :>>>> I think its cute how just days prior hed told ash that ash would be the only one to have it hopefully and yet he couldn't help but take foolish and tina :> I think foolish def has a healthy weariness about ewron but still its so . WRAH tina ewron ILY !!!!!

I hope tina ewron stay a duo forever and hes always good to her and she trusts in him forever bc I am so so so tired of ppl trying to say hes awful and hes gonna turn on her and I JUST . CAN WE HAVE ONE(1) THING . NO HE DOESNT HAVE TO BE A GOOD PERSON BUT EVEN BAD PEOPLE CAN DO GOOD !!!!!! LOOK AT MULTI W QUACKITY AND NACHO AND EVEN KATIE . IM TIRED ykw it is its that one scene from i think the good place where the lady is upset and unable to move on bc her mom couldn't be good for her but was for someone else . Like yea him and Katie might not ever have a good relationship that doesnt make him incapable of HAVING good relationships .

qAsh calling qEwron a liar as qDon and qKatie threaten his life, for him to turn and lie directly to qTinas FACE when she asks him what happened. SURE MAN. SURE. NO AND THEN HE ASKS IF SHE KNOWS ABOUT THE HEART SITUATION AND SAYS SURELY YOU DON'T qash knows nothing about qewron truly . He thinks him a liar for fun and a thief for greed; sees him lonely without bonds, has no clue of who qEwron loves and who loves him. To the face of the one person who represents the truth of qewron, of what lies in his heart. To qTina. A person who qEwron hasn't lied to since quite possibly their first interaction. Who hes confided in about everything he possibly could, who hes shared his home with, his time and his blood and promises with.

Ewron asking with such gentle sincerity if tina will go with him and foolish to his meeting w DC SOBBING him speaking honestly and saying it's because shes family,,,, he knows she doesnt agree with their plans and he knows she doesnt like DC but they're family and he loves her and hes going to die so he wants her there and maybe it's a selfish ask but he asks anyways WRAHHHH please please please ik qtina avoids the nether like the plague for personal demon reasons but PLEASEEE i hope she commits to going even into the nether just for this PLEASE i know there's a huge chance she'll refuse and qewron will probably not push much but GOD PLEASE