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end of the year meme
sorry it took me so long to get to this!!! but here, have a long-ass look back at 2022:
1. first things first, did you have a good year?
abso-fucking-lutely. i still can’t believe all the good things that happened this year. i did what i did last year for this meme and went through my google photos to bring you the highlights:
first things first, i finally got to leave my shit-ass job (and, more importantly, my shit-ass boss) for a job that actually pays me what i’m fucking worth, can i get a hell yeah.
the jujutsu kaisen 0 movie came out in the u.s. and it was really good and they added in nanami’s black flash record just for meeeee even though it wasn’t in the manga. 🥰
with my new income i have been able to get more serious about collecting figures (nendoroids in particular!), which is an interest/impulse of mine i haven’t really been able to indulge basically since i was collecting pokemon cards as a little kid. i have always had a collector’s heart (like my father before me, who was collecting baseball cards while he was enabling my pokemon card addiction and who this year got into collecting hot wheels to scratch that same itch), but i have always had to really hold it down and exercise a lot of restraint for financial reasons, and it has genuinely been really nice and fun to have the kind of disposable income that has allowed me to really go for it, to the point where my tiktok is now pretty solely devoted to nendoroid unboxings and i have a fucking google spreadsheet where i keep track of my figure collection, the status of my preorders, my wishlists etc.
for the first time since the start of the pandemic i got to hang out with two of my dearest friends (MULTIPLE times each)!!!
i fucking watched naruto??? after my college bestie spent ten human years trying to get me to???? it was good i would die for rock lee?????
finally got my hair looking the way i actually wanted after several attempts, lol.
my sisters and my college bestie came into town to see bastille, because of course it wouldn’t have been the best year ever if it hadn’t included a bastille concert. :)
i finished an october writing challenge for i am pretty sure the first time ever??? and i did it all for one fandom, which i’ve never done. and i feel really good about it!!!
i turned 30!!!
I ADOPTED A CAT, SOMETHING I HAVE WANTED TO DO LITERALLY MY ENTIRE LIFE, AND I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WHOLE WORLD
got caught up on the chainsaw man manga right before the show dropped, and both are EXTREMELY good.
in addition to my turning 30 in october my mom turned 60 in december, and as our birthday present to each other we went on a trip to nyc in november and went to see moulin rouge on broadway, and it was absolutely fantastic.
it hasn’t all been sunshine and rainbows, obviously; i think because everything else has been so good i’ve spent the year mentally and emotionally having a bit of a sexuality/romantic crisis. which, like, obviously it’s good that most of my life is going well enough that i have the bandwidth to start really digging into stuff like this, but i haven’t really hit upon any like closure or epiphany yet, and honestly stumbling back into fandom via jujutsu kaisen hasn’t helped this at all. i’ve felt worse about being ace this past year than i have since the “discourse” of 2016-2017, and genuinely i wish i could just, like, turn it off, lol. my therapist actually had to tell me a couple sessions ago that being ace isn’t a bad thing, because of the way i was talking about it/trying to find some kind of loophole where maybe i’m not ace, actually. in addition, my obgyn’s office has been giving me the runaround in a major way this year resulting in a lot of issues with my birth control which has affected me hormonally, so that’s been kind of a background thing, as well. but even with all that, this has definitely been one of the best years i’ve had in a long, long time.
10. what song sums up this year for you?
at the risk of making light of my last answer, “i love it when hot guys cry” by link lauren, lol.
11. what album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then?
probably the closest to qualifying for this title is give me the future, but idk if i’d say it’s been on heavy rotation. i’ve been listening to a lot of old music lately, unfortunately.
38. what was the best moment of the year for you?
bringing home yuji!!!!!!!
50. what do you wish for yourself?
i think what i want this year is to just continue detangling my sexuality/romantic orientation and its impact on my self-worth, and to find ways to engage with fandom that don’t make me feel like shit, lol. just really get my mental health under control so i can really enjoy all the good stuff i’ve got going on in my life while i’ve got it.















