#pacemakerproblems

Me, making usual progress with my dissertation writing.

Bedtime after my good day in months…. chances of tomorrow being good too increase with good sleep but falling asleep ends a good day without a guarantee for tomorrow. So hard to let it go, so many things I still want to do…..

Yesterday was able to write, not walk, run, dance or even leave my second floor apartment but I wrote. I reassessed my goal to create a new writing schedule. I felt such relief. With a reasonable extension my dissertation proposal draft could still meet the deadline. I'd just need to stay focused until I finished. Today, I can't stay conscious again. :(

New friends when you tell them "fainting is okay, it's just my heart."

The conflict you feel after being annoyed that your icd constantly saving your life has interrupted your schedule.