#oyea

I love to make detailed outfits so hey Dirk you got a new hoodie ⊂(・▽・⊂)

Dirk best boi. He's so cool I want to protect him from himself ahh

Also doing a fist pump with his totally-not-boyfriend- haha joking he is his boyfriend case closed.

“h”

it speaks for itself.

Ig it doesn rlly matter

If it woul b more painful for them to hear us... ig is good they look out for themself . I wan them to do tha

Maybe affr i finish talk w toni i will nap until is Time

Sleep is v hard bc

I keep thinkin

Abt why they did

And abt... fantasies tha fhey didnt

Or abt future where somehow... hhh does no matter

Also am think abt ... on small chance they r willing to do th work to get us back

How we coul make sure, best we can, they arent lie anymlre

Think abt many thing

Also we r think abt... on server, someone talked abt them n their partner makin stew an dancin

It

Obviously made me think of mate

Tha i want tha

Hurt, but, in a sweet way

Bc... at leas' i am able to imagine me n mate happy together

Even if may nevr be

Hhh i am sad

I think probably will be for v v long time

I dont like sad

Bu

If this sad is price i pay for having known mate... ig am okay w that. Would rather hav done everything we did, evn tho, for us, i think was far more pain than good in the end. Would rather all of tha than Not.

Hh bodie pillo is in closet

On day we found everything out we made a nest in closet when was time to call mate

Bc we wantes to be able to talk an sing as comfortable as we cld w kelly home

And closet is extea barrier