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I have survived 6 days of trauma month, and dear sweet baby jesus I can't wait for it to be over. But, at the very least, I'm doing my best to make more positive memories in this month. To hopefully win back this month from my PTSD. Someday, hopefully, my birthday can be a celebration again. Rather than the anniversary of the time someone thought I was 'ripe for the picking'.

So thank you all for your patience while life pulls me through the wringer a lil extra than usual.

#oxyvents #I had something compound EXTRA trauma on two years ago #But I'm slowly working through it.#I'm around better and kinder people than I was back then #And though my finances are still in ruin #I'm at least not being taken advantage of anymore.

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I'm almost out of money. My cat Mina who i have loved and has been with me through thick and thin is sick and could die. My family is in turmoil, my younger brother is in dire emotional straits. I'm almost out of my meds. My nightmares are getting worse. My E: drive is still not fixed despite my best efforts. And the rotten carrot man has won the hellcircus that is our election system.

And it's only the 5th.

And people wonder why I hate this month.

#oxyvents #Life sucks rn #i feel like no matter how much i struggle i can't do anything right #This month is a curse #Every november i just want to sleep and not wake up until december #And I've got at least 19 days before it gets anything resembling better.#I just wish the nightmares would stop.#Happy miserable birthmonth to me #I just wish i wouldnt have to be afraid of HIM any more #its been 15 years dammit FIFTEEN YEARS why do i still have nightmares???