I want to personally apologize to this boy right here because i don't feel like I can do anything right now like I'm wanting to interact with new people or do new interactions with my friends I already have but I also... have such a wierdly negative brainspace that makes even the two drafts I did today a chore and I honestly want to feel more creative in this space and in other spaces as well but that's another beast to conquer...
But it seems like this week especially, it's been a battle to simply place myself in a space that doesn't seem like I'm just a lost 5 year old who forgot how to social cues.
Anyway, I've been quiet and Souji wants to get out there, but I also have been in such a state that I worry about.... just about everything. I love being here and I love creating stories and interacting with everyone and even just reading other people's stuff... I just have been in a weird state and don't know what to do about it.











