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tbh i wish i could sketch or draw things without ideas, but then im usually winging it and it usually doesnt come out as i like because theres no plan. rn i still wanna draw (despite my mistakes with my latest art, but i will coexist begrudgingly with my flawed art bc its always been flawed tbf) but i got no ideas so im kinda forced to do nothing till i got an idea on smthing i wanna make
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MY ANIMATION DREAMS MAY NO LONGER BE A PIPEDREAM
idk im lowk hyped. once i get the money (hopefully) i should be able to get a animation app and a better art program!! (though i'd have to learn both.. which will be a journey for me surely, I've been drawing on ibis paint for like 4 yrs on my phone ever since i lost my art tablet in 2023)
I've been wanting/trying to learn animation since I was a child so this is just, idk hype for me. I'll have to practice alot though before I go being more ambitious. I'll need alot of patience since animation can be tedious and stuff but I am hopeful. Maybe because I've been drawing since I was like 5-6 yrs old even though animation takes more skill than just art. (Idk?? maybe im just idealistic haha) idk feels good to at least be confident?
With animation I think I can learn better consistency with my art and style, so I'm looking forward to it tbh. I think it can teach me alot about how things should look and flow as I gain more experience? Like I could notice when things may look off the more I practice. I can get better at my anatomy and visualizing how to fix mistakes. Maybe I'm expecting too much out of this i'm unsure but I am hyped to see if my pipe dream becomes a reality finally !!
pov: you've pictured too many animations in ur head since you were a child and ur dream of making it real has possibly finally came true YIPPIEEE
Trying to develop Valdis more and the unnamed protagonists
Won't be putting everything here, though I might share the lore/and or ideas as I have been doing. (I have no one to directly ramble to about Metamorphosis's story..) but been adding on to Valdis.
I have given the Nedrian people blood magic which I'll have to develop further. And the other protagonists though normal people do have important roles (i think) on Nedrian. (They just ain't the core of the story, Cerebrum and Valdis are.) One protagonist is the prince to the kingdom of Nedrian, the other is an astronomer (linking them to research of the void/The Aetherfold from afar) and the last protagonist is a apprentice still learning the culture and power of blood magic.
Spoilers: Valdis meets the prince first, than the others who are connected to the prince. I still got to develop and name the other protagonists themselves and Nedrian so it ain't just some random world that's going to die.
Uhh, don't feel like rambling though about Valdis yet though.. I'll eventually put out the lore/ideas, it's kinda how I document the story as I go when developing it. Idk when I'll make another post regarding the story + Valdis.
i wanna draw but strugglig to excecute some ideas atm..
and uh!! i need to figure out how i'd even include rune in the story again, I may have to scrap Rune's character returning and Cerebrum feeling unexplained guilt/unease around him.. This is simply because Rune ain't from Nedrian. (The world the main story takes focus on due to Valdis running away and finding themself on Nedrian) It sucks that I'll probably have to scrap the idea of Cerebrum and Rune meeting again but yeah uh.. Trying to place Rune in Nedrian would not work because Rune's world was getting consumed by The Aetherfold and attacked by Cerebrum.
Idk, the other worlds are probably back but in some ruins themselves because of The Aether sending Cerebrum to attack every world as The Aetherfold expanded.. I might redesign Rune slightly, but I don't think I'll go the extra mile to make his two diff extra bodies since he ain't involved with Nedrian. Space travel probably doesn't exist yet (The Aether just used uhm, Cerebrum as a transporter who knows to travel further while The Aetherfold expanded) and Rune would have no reason to be on Nedrian. So I guess he'll be remaining mostly a background character/minor character that got pulled into a shitty situation because The Aether wanted Cerebrum to have some slight?? regeneration to make Cerebrum even more annoying since Cerebrum is already durable in most situations. Idk bit sad about scrapping it but u gotta do what u gotta do to keep shit consistent!! so yeah
random af ideas sortof? (metamorphosis related)
ok so, since Kieran is based off a butterfly (simply no particular butterfly though) and the universe the story I've been working on ideas + lore for is called Metamorphosis (fancy word for change, ig? since the whole story with cerebrum + valdis and others is all about inevitable change + reincarnation and consumption idk) i was thinking i could also base the rest of metamorphosis's gods after insects?? with wings in particular maybe. but idk how many insects exist with wings and it'd be cool if the insects go through the lil butterfly thing where they go through metamorphosis.. but im uneducated and assume only moths and butterflies go through that
also i have the idea that Kieran's personality was much more positive until they unintentionally created The Aetherfold and got abandoned and outcasted by the other gods. However Kieran's original personality is fractured when they where prematurely reincarnated and became Cerebrum and Valdis. Bc Kieran mostly had good traits (i do wanna try giving them flaws bc i struggle with giving ocs with mostly good traits flaws..) Kieran was basically well-liked amongst the other gods till they ''ruined'' everything.
I say ruined in quotes because none of the gods, including Kieran knew The Aetherfold after consuming (and recycling) Metamorphosis would lead to basically a infinite life cycle. pretty much.. Also, Kieran didn't know their abilities (havent developed why they wouldnt, but i have a thought that the gods took turns creating a world and people to inhabit it. simply it wasnt Kieran's turn yet so Kieran did not use their powers.)
Kieran unknowingly ig is also the god of death and rebirth?? Since all the other gods only created, Metamorphosis needed a god of death basically for the most part. Something to destroy life but give way to new life technically? idk, the explanation may be a lil weird because The Aetherfold doesn't create new life, it recycles old life and gives it new bodies. (People particularly) and it's imperfect too, the past is not suddenly erased during the universe's ''rebirths'' so ruins still exist. Just no ''new''/reincarnated people will remember what in the world they meant due to being stripped of memory.
uhh, brain's going blank again.. OH WAIT i forgot to mention.
The other gods never get rebirthed because like in my other universe (Quidvispirat, completely unrelated to Metamorphosis but same rule applies in Metamorphosis pretty much) when gods die they have no ''afterlives''. Kieran's reincarnations technically not even a afterlife, just a result of letting themself get consumed and die by The Aetherfold then end up getting prematurely recycled due to The Aether.. Also it's still not developed yet, but the other gods died basicaly bc they ended up fighting eachother. (I tbh think that Kieran probably was the one that kept everyone together ironically?? bc Kieran was observant of the others emotions/things in general, a playful and confident person -maybe even charmastic unintentionally bc of it??- and empathetic) i havent developed why they basically went to war though soo.. But they don't exist anymore bc they didn't die in the manner Kieran did..
I think that's all. congrats if u read any of this.. yes I will say congrats every time because no one really is probably fond of reading paragraphs esp paragraphs like this since I sometimes don't refine how I type.. it depends on how i feel ngl amd i dont feel like typing in a normal manner or whatever you call it.. Rn idc about being uhh?? idk the word but i dont feel like being the word so theres alot of imperfections im not fixing and some grammar mistakes i dont feel like correcting!! yippie
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tbh if i somehow end up drawing more today, it wont be starting a new wip or finishing the current wip i have.. probably just something silly and simple idk!! cuz sometims i get bored so i draw
i wll say that i got ANOTHER idea with myson (aka fave oc) though that i may try attempting at some point bc it'l prob be ambitious and hard for me to execute ngl bc im no pro artist at all (i draw for fun pretty much, have never seriously studied so i suck in some places, maybe alot of places who knows i dont ngl) idk itl be a cool idea if i can gt it out bc it'll be of cerebrum in his hostile form thats all ill say ok gn or good day im signing off or smthin byebyee
when u should focus on other ocs but one oc is selfishly hogging all ur braincells
AHEM. yknow who atp i keep drawing him and barely anybody else.. But maybe i'll learn the power of consistency if I draw him a million times (ok maybe not that many times, i will certainly not enjoy drawing him if i drew him a million times)
im srry to the ppl who are bored of him i dont blame u however im also not stopping till im bored of him or hyperfixate on a diff or new oc..
random thought: I think Cerebrum is the most complicated antagonist I've ever made. (In the past, my antagonists/or villains weren't complicated morally because even if I gave them technical reasons behind their choices their whole identity wasn't ''being bad''. The reason I see Cerebrum as complicated in this case is because he was created as a weapon in particular, ever since he was ''born'', The Aether molded him into what they wanted, a weapon. And what do weapons do? Kill people.)
Cerebrum only really has his own choice to his actions in the ''2nd Act'' as I call it during the ''Bad Ending'' cycle, after he kills The Aether, his creators. (This is because The Aether slowly discards Cerebrum after his purpose is fulfilled, they still keep him around so he doesn't go rogue, but frame him as a ''devoted follower'' for their other followers to follow as an example.) But otherwise, outside of the 2nd Act, all his actions were not fully dictated by him. It's complicated because of his purpose/actions not just being his own, but heavily influenced and manipulated by another force (The Aether/his creators).
