loreee more lore! (sortof, idk its late and im struggling to actually sleep)
ok so basically, idk.. this post is just going to be rambling about valdis and cerebrum and a thing i picture in my head idk (i wish i could animate their story so bad lol)
basically uhm, cerebrum and valdis literally have a enemies to ''odd friends'' arc (in story continuation) idk how to describe what i mean by odd in particular, but they ain't rlly close. ig more like mutuals that are somehow also friends but ehhh?? valdis has a very detached personality, and cerebrum struggles to understand whatever emotions he can actually feel (that dont include sadness, empathy, sympathy but he can feel stuff like guilt and regret, it just tends to be selfish bc of how he was fragmented idk). Valdis can probably read cerebrum well but that doesnt matter too much bc valdis is the worst person you could go to for comfort bc they dont know how to comfort..
idk how to describe their relationship since they kinda just coexist and cerebrum refuses to be open (tho tbh, he doesnt try too hard to hide how he feels?? idk, i draw him looking nervous alot usually in story continuation and his antenna also just give him away, hes just not verbally honest and a very ''i can handle this myself'' type of person)
i was thinking up the reason to how they would even become ''friends'' / mutuals whatever or why valdis doesn't hate cerebrum's guts for uhm killing them in the main story and bad ending cycle and thats bc idk valdis sees cerebrum through the perspective of.. the fact both of them were just used by The Aether, cerebrum perhaps moreso being their grand ol weapon they'd use till cerebrum fulfilled his ''purpose'' and the aether declared themselves as gods.. and uhm, cerebrum finally realizes hes just a tool his whole identity was just being a tool. basically valdis kindof sees cerebrum as a victim of manipulation (at least to some extent idk its probably complicated.. since cerebrum did destroy everything on purpose in the bad ending cycle bc he had no purpose to exist anymore)
speaking of that, valdis in both main story and bad ending cycle does try reaching out to cerebrum, first to make him aware he was being used (which fails) and second to just.. try stopping him from destroying everything and everyone (tho idk if valdis knew that cerebrum was gonna kill himself too) which also fails.. idk, i imagine cerebrum did look at valdis before valdis got consumed fully by the aetherfold bc thats what cerebrum did, trigger the aetherfold which consumed everything and everyone but not cerebrum untill cerebrum did a blow to himself by squashing the only thing that'd kill him thats inside of him uh yeah. valdis still tried reaching out (both physically and verbally)
also both remembr all this shit!! so, idk theres probably alot of feelings that'll nver be expressed between them two tbh. cerebrum is very haunted by his own actions (whether they were influenced or not by the aether, esp since his 2nd act of destroying everything was actually his own choice) that why i kinda just say that cerebrum cant be rlly redeemed, or at least not in the traditional way at all?? redeeming him just feels off tbh, so i believe he can only change. but that is all. afterall no one but valdis remembers cerebrum's actions in metamorphosis and like imagine some dude tryna say sorry for killing you and shit like you dont even remember/or know this guy wtf is he on?? is that guy ok?? fucking crazy dude.. so obiv cerebrum cant rlly make it up to the victims of his mass murdering and universal destruction
srry this is all poorly written and explained tbh idgaf rn and just spewing bullshit out my mouth about these two. but yeah!! uh, everythin is still in development too.. tbh i wish i knw how to make main story more interesting since its kinda just bad guys win, world gets rborn, bad guys declare themselves as gods, their own weapon kills them, everyone and itself. then uhm.. the somewhat good ending happens because NO MORE THE AETHER!! tbh that may be the only good thing besides everyone being alive again along with the universe bc the aetherfold just recycled it. so it exists again.. also cerebrum starts suffering but rlly only in the somewhat good ending, its funny bc its suh slice of life energy like nothing bad is happenning (ignore the aetherfold IGNORE THE AETHERFOLD!!!! bc its dormant but can reset everyone and everything at any time tbh.. like cerebrum proved that but hes also just like heavily connected to the aetherfold so uh idk)
ok gn hopefully. i want sleep.