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everyone's favorite ringed planet, and in astrology it becomes more like everyone's favorite to hate and misunderstand.
ive been reading a lot of questions on the astrology subreddit today and my mercury seemed to be incredibly stuck in the gravitational pull of saturn as a topic- i saw Multiple takes that i did Not agree with whatsoever and decided to make a post like this to debunk a whole lot of them and give you my take on what Saturn really is in astrology
saturn is most commonly associated with the physical plane of being, the material, money, finances, business, etc, all because it rules an earth sign and saturn, the god, was a god of abundance, wealth and agriculture.
bc of saturn's association with money and the material, capricorn as a sign also got a bad rap for being overly concerned with the material, money, work, and while this isn't a Bad rap, being good at managing finances as well.
if u know my blog well enough by this point, it shouldn't be a surprise that i IMMENSELY disagree with this 😵💫😵💫
to me, saturn is the first of the outer planets, and jupiter is not the last of the inner planets, jupiter is the bridge between the inner and outer planets.
where jupiter invites us to cross over to and be made aware of the higher realms of existence, saturn is the first step into those same higher realms.
jupiter is the beckoning, saturn is the answering.
as such, saturn represents ultimately the dissolution of our egos, but in this lifetime, the balance between the two.
that seems like a huge jump from what it's traditionally associated with right? well let's look at the sciency stuff real quick.
saturn's rings are an incredible phenomenon, they require just enough gravitational pull from the planet to hold them in place, and they need to be far enough away in order for the planet not to suck them in completely.
but ultimately this is a losing battle, saturn's rings will eventually dissipate within about 100 million years saturn will go bald 💔
the rings are a perfect representation of balance, and their inevitable fate is a perfect representation of what will eventually and always end.
you cannot always have balance, saturn is perfectly aware of this, but you have to have balance for as long as you must.
you have to balance your ego with your soul for as long as you live, and then when you return to the nothing, your ego will completely dissolve.
saturn is about inevitable transcendance.
the ego is a purely human concept, but it still manages to be sorely misunderstood.
your ego is not you, it's your titles, your labels, what you are to other people, etc. the ego is saying "I am a mother", "I am a CEO", "I work for [thing]", "I do [thing]", "I am a husband", etc.
your ego is what you can offer to other people.
your Soul doesn't care about any of that, your soul says "I am me", "I am a person", that's it. your soul is you, your ego is essentially your human identity.
saturn reminds us that none of us are people, none of us are CEOs or mothers or anything, we are all spiritual beings undergoing a physical experience. but it doesn't rip us away from that physical experience, it just encourages the awareness that there's more to it than what we can see.
this is why saturn demands balance.
we have to be aware that we are not our bodies, we are not our statuses, we have to be aware that we are beings of pure energy, constantly learning what it means to be alive in as many different formats as possible.
but we can't let that awareness detach us completely from what we're experiencing, because then we won't learn the lessons we signed up for.
what's ironic is that the planet all about dissolution of the ego is the same planet that got a very egoic interpretation. we said saturn is the material, the physical plane of being, money, status, etc, those are all extremely grounded concepts in the sense that they're all human-made. they're all made for the ego.
since saturn is so about dissolution of the ego, this also ties into the fact that, to me, saturn rules over drive and the willpower.
saturn is driven and motivated to hell and back to evolve, this is why capricorns are so often painted as ambitious. they're ambitious, absolutely, but only toward evolution into their highest self.
this is gonna sound like an oxymoron but i honestly believe saturn is exalted in aries instead of libra.
saturn's motto (to me) is "I define who I become", right, think about it- Aries' mantra is literally "I am."
aries seeks the self, it defines itself to know what it is and what it isn't- that's exactly what saturn does.
saturn also therefore is accidentally exalted in the 1st house and feels very comfortable in fire signs.
take me for example- my saturn is in leo in my 1st house and my midheaven is in aries (10th house is saturn's domicile), so my saturn is in trine with the house of its rulership that's in its exaltation (to me) and it's in the house of its exaltation too (1st house has an aries connotation).
the last few months i have actually been going through a HUGE saturn lesson and it dragged my chiron in with it too, and it's been fucking Rough. last night i felt the worst i have felt in years, feeling like i just wanted to give up on life.
today, i am back on my bullshit like nothing ever happened because my saturn in 1st house makes me REFUSE to give up no matter how much life hurts. i have literally fuck it we ball-ed myself out of this shit.
im still working through the lesson, but it was an extremely saturn in leo 1st house lesson.
i forgot how to be comfortable being alone and then when i got comfortable again, i got scared of people ruining it, and im Still scared of people ruining it because i feel like i have no space in my life for anyone else right now.
and before this, i felt like i had no space for myself in my life.
saturn's lessons can be extremely painful, yes, but they're not malefic in any way. they're literally there for us to achieve balance and evolve into what we need to be before we inevitably die and lose our egos completely.
it's a balancing act now, but it'll be a funeral later, for your body and your ego.
ANYWAY- im gonna leave you with some links to further reading and stuff if you're at all interested in more abt this kinda topic-
i just wanted to yap abt this for a minute bc i thought it was rly interesting- that's abt it. see ya 😵💫
- links for further info :) -
what ego really is ("Why Most Men Feel Broken & Lonely - Dr K HealthyGamer - Chris Williamson" timestamp: 1:54:54)
more on this take of saturn ("The Drive of Saturn, Part 1 - Mel Flagg")
saturn & unwavering resolve ("The Power of Saturn - Sam Flagg" that's me!!)
jupiter being the bridge planet ("Jupiter's Unseen Significance - Sam Flagg")
link to a comment i made abt saturn on reddit that inspired this whole post ("What drives Capricorn?" on reddit)