#ouchwords

Even if it is broad, I want you all to know this is a sincere apology. I’m sorry for any pain or heartaches I’ve caused. I’m sorry for causing anyone anxiety or panics because I’ve overstepped boundaries in a rush of emotion. I’m sorry that I’m clingy and emotional and I never seem to get anything right, especially if I’m doing something new. My ignorance is no excuse for causing any of you discomfort and lasting, horrible memories. I’m sorry for being distant and having a lack of words, interest, and memory. Even with these sorrys, I know it won’t ever fix anything, but I need you all to know I regret everything I’ve done to hurt you. I’m sorry.

Loch: …I mean, with the world we were in, our dedication to soul huntin’ made our parents proud. Doesn’ mean I really agreed with their choices, especially with the whole ‘Controller of the underground’ thin’ on dad’s part. But I’ve changed, and that means I’d make sure I put dad in his rightful place down under.

Loch: huh? Why are ya askin’ somethin’ like that? I love them with my entire soul. At the best times, the worst times, the sad an happy times. I know I ain’ got much love to give due to years of abuse from other thin’s, but I give Red an Yan my absolute 100%, even if it doesn’ seem like it sometimes.

Loch: sniff, Red… *wipes eye* thank ya… I would never hurt either of ya. I love ya both too much…it doesn’t mean that I can’t still dream. I really do miss my baby boy, but I don’ want to change time. If I did, who knows if I’d ever meet ya or Yan? The present is where I wanna be.

Also to show that even while extremely sore, I had some Halloween spirit still!

Gasp! It’s Chucky! Doesn’t he look sooo happy in that there box?

Loch: … *turns away from everyone, cuddles into blanket, sad look*