#ot14

It’s been weeks, yet the heaviness in your chest never fades.Tears fall quietly whenever you're alone.The meals in front of you remain untouched—either given away or thrown out.You try to fight whatever this feeling is, but your focus slips.Problems pile up.Until one argument breaks you completely.And the next thing you know… you’re in a hospital bed, barely holding on.

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It had been weeks since the fight.

And still, your heart felt like it was carrying bricks.

The kind of weight no one else could see.

Your days blurred into one another. You smiled at the right times, laughed when you were expected to, and nodded when spoken to. You played your part well. So well, in fact, that no one noticed.

No one noticed that your smiles no longer reached your eyes.That your laughter had a strange hollowness to it.That your voice—always so full of energy—was quieter now, duller. Slightly cracked at the edges.You still showed up. Still trained. Still talked.

But you didn’t eat.

Not really. You picked at food during meals. Passed your portions to others with a joke.You told them you “ate earlier,” or that you “weren’t hungry,” and they believed you.

Why wouldn’t they?

You were Y/N—strong, cheerful, unshakable.

But behind closed doors, you were slowly falling apart.You cried at night. Quietly, into your pillow.Your body ached from exhaustion.Your thoughts screamed constantly.

And you? You said nothing.

Because everyone was busy.Because there was a comeback coming.Because you didn’t want to be a burden.

The practice room was hot. Air thick with sweat, frustration, and exhaustion.Everyone had pushed beyond their limits, shirts soaked, knees weak, water bottles long emptied.

But still, they pushed on.

The music blasted again.Eight-counts. Sharp steps. Repeat. Again. Again. Again.Your body was slower today.

Sluggish. Limp.

The world was tilting slightly with every turn.Your limbs were like weights dragging you down, and your chest felt tight. But you danced anyway.

Because this was SEVENTEEN. Because no one had time for weakness.

From across the room, Hoshi scanned the group with critical eyes. He was tired too—his shirt clung to his back, and sweat dripped from his temples. Still, his voice remained focused, commanding.

“Y/N,” he said loudly, eyes narrowing on you. “More energy please. Everyone else is in sync—only you’re behind. Please, cooperate.”

You flinched.

You nodded quickly. “Yes, sorry.” The music started again. You pushed harder. Ignored the way your vision swam. The tightness in your chest. The pain in your stomach from not eating for two days.

But then—

A wrong step.

Another mistake.

Another one.

Another.

And then someone shouted.

“Y/N, seriously—what’s wrong with you?” one of them snapped, his voice sharp with frustration. “We’re all tired too! We want to go home! You keep messing up! It’s like you don’t even care!”

You stood there, stunned.

Every pair of eyes turned toward you, drenched in sweat and anger and fatigue.

You opened your mouth. Nothing came out. You bowed your head. “Sorry.” You took one step back. Then another. And then—

Darkness.

Your body collapsed onto the floor, limbs twisted beneath you, unmoving.

“Y/N?!”

“Y/N!”

“Someone call someone!”

“Get help—NOW!”

You woke up to the cold sterility of a hospital room. A monitor beeped softly beside your head. Your arms were hooked up to IV drips. Your lips were cracked. Your throat burned. You blinked—and were met with the quiet sound of someone breathing beside you.

Jeonghan was there, holding your hand gently. His eyes were red. “You’re awake,” he whispered. You looked around.

Seungcheol was pacing by the door, jaw tight, eyes dark with worry.

Joshua sat beside your bed, wiping your forehead with a damp towel.

Woozi stood silently near the corner, staring at the IV drip like he wanted to break something.

Mingyu was at your feet, gripping your blanket like a lifeline.

Hoshi sat on the floor, head buried in his arms.

Vernon stared at you like he didn’t believe you were real.

And the member who had yelled at you earlier?

He sat against the wall, face hidden in his hands, his voice a wreck as he whispered:

“I didn’t know. I thought you were just tired. I didn’t know it was like this…”

The room was silent.

Tense. Guilty.

Broken.

You tried to speak—but your voice cracked. “I didn’t want to be a burden,” you whispered. Seungcheol walked over. Sat beside you. Placed his hand gently on top of yours.

“You’re not a burden, Y/N. You’re our family.”

“You’re the reason we don’t fall apart on days like these.”

“And we… we didn’t see you falling.”

Joshua looked down. His voice was low. “You always made sure we ate… and we never asked if you had.”

Minghao finally spoke from the corner, voice flat and tight. “I swear, if anyone ever makes you feel like you have to hide your pain again… I’ll make sure they regret it.”

You laughed weakly—and the tears came fast after that.

Because for the first time in weeks,

You weren’t invisible. You weren’t alone.

They took turns staying with you. Feeding you. Brushing your hair. Rebraiding your bracelet.

Mingyu brought soup in a thermos with your name drawn on the lid.

Seungkwan made playlists to cheer you up.

Jun bought new pajamas because “the hospital gowns were ugly.”

Dokyeom held your hand through every blood test.

And Woozi sat beside you all night, quietly adjusting your IV drip even though he didn’t know how.

They didn’t treat you like glass.

They treated you like royalty.

Because to SEVENTEEN…

You weren’t just a trainee.

You weren’t just a teammate.

You were their little sister.

Their light.

The glue that held thirteen pieces together.

And they promised, in the silence of that hospital room,

Ice Cream | Yoon Jeonghan x oc! Seoyun

A/N: comedy, fluff, and a bit of cursing <3 Also Jeonghan is a a total menace. This is a one-shot.

Not proofread so excuse any grammatical errors and such!

Fumbling with her tote bag, seemingly looking for her wallet, Jeonghan stood by and waited for Seoyun while clearly annoyed. “Don’t tell me you forgot it again…” He sighs heavily. This hadn’t been the first time Seoyun had “forgot” her wallet, but she clearly remembered bringing it this time though, she had thrown it in her bag right when they left the dorm. 

“No, I didn’t forget it this time! You saw me throw it in my bag earlier.” She huffs, a few more minutes of rummaging and as if she had been blessed, there she pulls out her wallet, money sticking out and all. She really needed a better wallet. 

“Oh finally. Give it to me, I don't trust you to pay.” He snatches her wallet before making his way to the front counter. Geez, he never failed to annoy Seoyun when she’s struggling to make ends meet. Following Jeonghan, she looks at the menu alongside him. “So what did Woozi and DK want again? They just yelled at me and pushed us out the door…” Seoyun says with an unsatisfied tone. “Woozi wants a plain vanilla ice cream, and dokyeom wants a strawberry banana one. How did you not hear them?” He grins, playfully nudging her. “And you called yourself a ‘great listener’, where did that go?” 

“Yeah, cuz yelling in my face then pushing us out, apparently I should’ve heard whatever the hell they said.” She rolls her eyes. Jeonghan could only chuckle at her reaction. He loved to tease Seoyun, getting on her nerves until she had to forcibly kick him out of her room or having the members hold her back from almost strangling him. Browsing the menu a bit more, an employee suddenly walks out from the back doors, quickly going over to the pair and taking their orders.

Watching the woman scoop their ordered ice cream, Jeonghan pulls out his phone, snapping some pictures. “They all look so good…wah.” The woman finishes up their ice creams before handing them to Jeonghan and Seoyun. “This is actually a big scoop, for ice cream…” Seoyun is stunned at the size. “Mhm, not really, a lot of ice cream means a lot more for me.” They both walk out the shop.

“But you didn’t even order anything…? Actually, don't tell me…” She has a look of annoyance while glancing at him. “You’re really gonna eat at Dokyeom’s ice cream…? You’re so shameless…”

“What? He’s not gonna know. I’ll take small licks and if it looks small then i’ll just say that you licked it cuz it was melting.” Seoyun kicks his leg while walking. “You’re not gonna blame it on me, you dingbat!” In the process of kicking him, she stumbles over her foot, but she quickly makes another step back to stop her from basically face planting with Woozi’s ice cream. Glaring up at Jeonghan, she licks off the ice cream that smeared on her fingers. “I swear, I’m gonna punch you when we get back. You almost made me eat shit!” She groans, walking ahead of him. 

Jeonghan, being annoying, laughs behind her. She hoped he would choke while laughing just for a bit of karma. “Wait for me!” He continues to laugh, walking beside her. “You looked dumb back there, tripping over your own foot.” Jeonghan laughs out more, mocking the way Seoyun sounded when she almost fell. “If only you actually fell, Woozi would be mad. He’d probably yell at you when we get back.”

“Shut up, he’s not gonna get mad over something stupid like that… it's just ice cream, you idiot.” Her tone sounded irked. “Just ice cream? I’m offended. How can you live with yourself???” Okay, now he’s just being too dramatic for her taste. “Uh, cuz… did you forget? I can’t stand sweets… and ice cream is something I'll eat when I'm in desperate need to get away from the heat, not a daily thing.”

“Of course you can’t eat ice cream daily, you dingus.” He throws back. “And no, I know your bad taste in sweets, I just wanted to waste your time.” He sends her a playful wink. The walk is silent for a moment until Seoyun speaks up. “Gosh, you’re lucky i'm holding my ice cream and bag right now or else I would’ve already kicked you in the-”

“Yah! Where were you guys?” They both look to see Woozi walking towards them, of course he had his complementary slippers, nothing out of the ordinary. “Oh. You actually left the dorm.” Jeonghan comments, a dumb grin plastered on his face again. “Give me my ice cream, you two are so slow.” Woozi says, taking the ice cream from Seoyun’s hands. Sure, Seoyun was awkwardly smiling and all but deep inside she was dreading Woozi noticing the somewhat melted ice cream and parts of the cracked cone after she squeezed it to prevent it from dropping. The least he could do was thank her and be on his way or wherever the heck he was heading. 

Apparently, Jeonghan couldn’t be any more irritable because he puts his hand out, blocking Woozi from walking past. “Where are you heading? I know you’re not going to the store, you usually don’t take this way.” Just as Seoyun, Woozi is annoyed as well, but he’s actually good at hiding it. “I’m just going to pick up ice cream for Scoups… and because you both take so damn long, I didn’t want to wait. I also don’t wanna be present for his whining.” Just like that, hes brushing past Jeonghan and walking in the direction of the ice cream shop. 

“But what about Dokyeom’s ice cream? It’s gonna melt when we come back, and at the pace Seoyun is walking, its gonna be completely gone by then!” She slaps his arm. “Then run back! I just wanted my ice cream.” Woozi yells. Not surprised, they just turn back. “I guess we should run huh?” A laugh leaves her lips, “There’s no we. I think you should be the one running, I gave Woozi his already.” Seoyun smirks at him. Suddenly she feels like teasing Jeonghan back. “You can run back and I follow, I promise.” She nods innocently. 

“What? Why…? You’re supposed to help me remember? I might fall and Dokyeom will be-” 

“Yeah, you might fall, so be careful. And the ice cream is almost already melting… so might as well hurry, hm?” Hopefully he would get the message, to leave her alone and give her some time to collect herself before she actually tackles Jeonghan down later.

Like Yoon Jeonghan would, he whines. “Ah… but I need someone to help me unlock the door...” 

“Ugh, just go! Its really gonna melt soon!” Seoyun pushes him forward, gesturing him to just hurry the fuck up. 

“Hehe, okay okay. You look funny right now.” Jeonghan chuckles, giving her one last cocky smile before dashing up the road to the dorms.

Giggling to herself, she pulls out her phone from her tote bag. Scrolling through it as she walked back. Now that she thinks about it, suddenly ice cream doesn’t sound all that bad today… shit. “Ah, but we already came-” Cutting her sentence off, she sighs heavily before deciding that the ice cream could wait until later, when the sun is setting and its less hot out. 

Typing in the dorm code on the door, it unlocks before her. Entering, she spots Jeonghan with a plastic spoon in his mouth and a clearly upset Dokyeom. “Ah… this guy made my ice cream melt! Now I have to eat it in a bowl…” He says settling down next to Jeonghan on the couch. Jeonghan pulls the spoon out. Yeah, he’s definitely gonna make a stupid excuse again. As expected he places a hand on the others shoulder. “But it wasn’t me. Seoyun was slow-” Bingo. “Aish! Shut up. You were the one bugging me so it took longer.” She defends herself. Hanging her bag up, she goes into her room. Dokyeom whines at Jeonghan over his melted ice cream. As he should cuz all that wait for some melted ice cream, and not even in the cone? She can’t blame the man. 

Changing out of her clothes and into her “I'm lazy and don’t wanna leave the dorm” outfit, she excitedly jumps onto her bed. Listening in on the two’s conversation, Seoyun can’t help but giggle to herself at the exchange of whining from Dokyeom and pathetic excuses from Jeonghan. Now that she thought of it, maybe carats would find this situation funny. Seoyun grabs her phone, opening the weverse app, already typing out the funny exchange (and the annoying one with Jeonghan) before hitting send. 

Already, the post is being interacted with. Scrolling through the large amount of comments from fans, she giggles and replies back to a few of the most liked comments.

Cupidcoups: Wah, shameless jeonghan is also savage yet a scaredy cat? Dokyeom fighting!! ⚔️

Seounilikesbread: Definitely!! Yoon Jeonghan I’m waiting for the apology 😊 don't make me more angry okay?

Jinnies13: It's okay to throw ice cream too Seouni <3 Jeonghan lets be honest from now on! Jihoon, teach jeonghan a lesson, he’ll understand 

Seounilikesbread: 🥺 you understand carat… thank you💕

And just as quick as she had posted, Joenghan was just as quick to barge into her room, yeah, totally uninvited too, but when was a closed door ever enough to keep Joenghan out of her room? “You can’t lie to carats like that! Wah… carats are really taking your side too…” He looks at his phone screen, running his hands through his hair.

“But I didn’t lie? You’re the reason I almost face planted on the road, were you not?” Seoyun throws him a smirk. 

“Whatever, I’ll explain my side and carats will back me up too!” If Jeonghan couldn’t get any more childish, he points directly at her. “Wait for your phone to ring soon.”

She giggles, not taking anything he said seriously. “Mhm, scary.” I mean when has she ever? “I’ll be waiting then.” She waves him off.

Five hours pass after the ice cream incident, and the notifications keep coming in one after the other. To think that carats even trended, "melted ice cream crime" on twitter has her laughing. "Ah, carats are so cute."

And just like that, another day passes with Seoyun and Jeonghan’s shenanigans. It had been hectic, sure, but the amount of entertainment she got out of all of it was another chapter in her life she’d go back to. Seoyun can be blunt but she loves her members regardless of whether they annoy her or they blame her for something she didn’t even do and-

Okay, calm down. Today was another good day. Now it’s time to catch up on a lot of sleep before their schedules tomorrow. She’ll thank Jeonghan in the morning for genuinely making her day. Maybe a small appreciation post on weverse would be a start…

Thank you!!! ❤

Xemnas – Xemnas’kisses would always be very deep and meaningful, and he’d always be the one whoinitiates the kisses, generally taking the lead. They’d be very romantic andfull of passion, and his hands would cup the sides of his s/o’s jawline,holding them as close as possible. I reckon he’d also be partial to tenderlykissing his s/o’s forehead as a way of showing affection. Would not kiss hiss/o in public however as he isn’t into PDA, he has a reputation to uphold.

Xigbar – Xiggy’skisses would always be rough and dominating af, plus he has wandering hands, soone minute he’d have his fingers tangled in his s/o’s hair, and then the nextthey’re gonna be grabbing and squeezing at their ass. His kisses turn heatedvery quickly, like once he’s started to kiss and suck on his s/o’s neck itsgame over for them. He also has no qualms about snogging his s/o’s face off inpublic.

Xaldin – A totalprude. Kissing in public will not happen ever. In fact I don’t think he’d kisshis s/o that often tbh, but when he does it’s fucking mind-blowing. His kisseswould also be very dominating, but not rough. They’d be more slow, passionate and forceful. His hands would probablybe buried in his s/o’s hair, or gripping their waist tightly, pulling them asclose as possible.

Vexen – Okay soVexen and his s/o are gonna act like a sweet, old married couple. His kisseswould be short yet sweet, like he’d just give them cute lil pecks to the lipsor cheek, and he wouldn’t be afraid to kiss them in public since his kisses areso simple.  He’d probably kiss his s/o alot, like when waking up, saying goodbye or goodnight, and just throughout variouspoints of the day tbh. His kisses would only get more passionate when it’s sexytime, and even then it would be more sweet and romantic.

Lexaeus – His kisseswould be so gentle omg. Also kissing him would be quite hard since he’s sotall, so he would probs have to initiate the kiss, or his s/o would pretty muchhave to ask for one. Lex’s kisses would be very tender and sweet, and he’dpretty much treat his s/o as if their fragile, since he’d be conscious of gettingcarried away and hurting them due to his strength. He wouldn’t be a massive fanof PDA, so kisses would be saved for a more private setting.

Zexion – This needyboy. Zexion is a little more on the shy side so his s/o would probs initiatemost of the kisses, however, when he’s feeling needy or horny he’d have noproblem kissing his s/o first, gently grabbing them by the chin and anglingtheir face towards him so that he can capture their lips. Would always be ablushy mess. His kisses would always be more gentle and tender, but wouldslowly turn more needy and forceful if things begin to get heated. He isn’t afan of PDA either, but if his s/o were to kiss him in public he would turn beetred and just stare down at the ground, attempting to hide his bashfulness.

Saїx – Hooooo boy. Saix’s  kisseswill always, always, ALWAYS befucking intense. He would always start out slow and gentle but you just know itain’t gonna last long. His kisses would always turn very hungry and domineering.Honestly, he’d be so dominant, with his hands gripping his s/o’s hair, neck orass. It would be hot af and always leave the two breathless. However, he wouldn’tbe into PDA at all, and kissing him in public would always leave him slightlyblushy and a lil grumpy.

Axel – This bitchwould be full of surprises. Honestly, his kisses can range from gentle andtender, to rough and dominant within seconds. He likes to switch it up. Axel would be a spectacular kisser tbh, andwould almost always leave his s/o breathless and craving more.  He’d also have no qualms about giving his s/oa kiss in public, however, it wouldn’t be anything too heated or extreme.

Demyx – This cutie.He’d be so affectionate, and his kisses would always be fun, playful and a lilgoofy. When things get heated however, this guy would be a moaning mess. He’djust be so vocal, groaning and whimpering with pleasure, especially when hiss/o’s lips begin to travel down his neck. This is when his kisses would turnmore desperate and needy and I’m now v turned on. Would be very casualabout kissing his s/o in public and wouldn’t see it as a big deal.

Luxord – Luxord’skisses would mostly be very light hearted and teasing, like just imagine himkissing his s/o and then pulling away with that cocky af smirk of his, becausehe knows he’s amazing. When things get more heated tho his kisses would turnvery slow and intense, with his hands tightly gripping his s/o’s hips or waist.I don’t think he’d have any problems with kissing his s/o in public, but itwould be cute lil pecks because he’s a gentleman ofc. Also, just a side note,his beard would probs tickle a little.

Marluxia –Prepare to be romanced bitch. Marluxia’s kisses would be so passionate andintense. He’d probably be partial to resting his forehead against his s/o’safter an intense make-out session, just staring intensely into their eyes as hecatches his breath.  If he wanted thekissing to go further tho he’d just slowly begin to nip and suck down thesensitive skin on his s/o’s neck, revelling at the sound of their quiet moansand whimpers. When kissing his s/o in public it would always be very tastefuland conservative, unless he’s jealous.

Larxene – Always initiatesthe kisses and always is the more dominant of the two. Larxene’s kisses wouldbe rough yet playful, and she’d always have this kinda wicked glint in her eyesafter a hot make-out session.  I reckonshe’d enjoy covering her s/o in hickeys, as well as nibbling and biting theirears and neck. Probably wouldn’t kiss her s/o in public, or show any forms ofPDA tbh, she wouldn’t want to ruin her reputation of being a badass bitch.

Roxas – Too shyto initiate kisses. His s/o would have to take control because Roxas is prettyclueless tbh. His kisses would always be rather gentle and timid.

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