#originofrumors

Sad headcanon

♣: Any headcanons about your muse? 

Oh boy do I have headcanons for Harook, heck, there's so many things I have to headcanon because literally every canon material with my version of him is seen from Takane's viewpoint and what even is canon information on his background? I think the Harukas I have the most headcanons for is his pre-Konoha self due to RPing him and his STR version because I have a huge bias for STR!Haruka, not gonna lie.

✫: Why you began RPing.

It all began in the year of our lord 2009 when I was a wee 15 year old casually cruising the mangafox forums. I stumbled across one certain subforum, wondered what on earth this 'roleplaying' thing could be, and now five years later here we are and I'm still just as addicted. It literally began purely on a whim.

●: If you could say just one thing to your Muse, what would it be?

Please don't die...

☁: Favorite part of RPing. 

*Whispers* the angst-- I live and die for making people hurt and preferably hurt a lot, can't even deny that--

originofrumors said:[whispers and sends you this as well though not sure if you'll be willing to do it--] ♬:

♬: Sing or say something! Post the link to it.

What’s one thing you dislike about your Muse?

…..sTARES AT SMILE

HOW COULD I EVER DISLIKE HIM…??? Anything of him??

Kiiinda same with Yamashina tbh tho I’m not too fond of his backstory or at very least the way it was handled (Yamashina’ reactions and behaviour in Tesla arc was pretty interesting though). It’s not so much about Yamashina himself than just plot thingsfld

oh and i rly hate hOW HE DOESN'T HAVE A GODDAMN FIRST NAME, or well he doesn't say it

Favorite moment from your Muse’s canon, and why. (If your Muse is an OC, then favorite aspect of their story.)

Wow ping pong is literally one good Smile moment but haha, I like that Christmas ep the best really. The scene where Smile runs from Koizumi because he’s upset over Akuma and all that and when the ‘Hitoribocchi no Christmas Eve’ plays and Smile’s all alone in his room. ALSO the scenes where he just hangs out with peco.

With Yamashina uhh, I think I liked Honjou Island a lot for some reason? I don’t know it was interesting to see Tetsuo and him interacting, I guess? But uh, I also like that scene where he tries to hide Amano from Marube pfft. And of course his speech about the country was pretty nice I guess eh. 

Why you began RPing.

What’s something they do for fun that might be surprising?

Yamashina's so centered to his work, I can't imagine him honestly having any sort of hobbies or having fun in any other way than spending time with colleagues and friends. He's often busy with some sort of case anyway so maybe he also enjoys his work haha.

What’s their sleeping schedule like? Snorer? Sound sleeper?

Tries to sleep regular hours, fails, wakes up slowly but somehow is usually early at job anyway. Snores occasionally, drools but is somewhat light sleeper - also can't sleep sometimes with odd cases that haven't been properly investigated in his mind.

Are they connected to the people? How much do they reach out to others?

He does say he has to pretend (speaking of building a country where everyone can be themselves without having to experience violence etc.)- he's talking about his sexuality ofc because Shôwa Period Japan. So, obviously he does have some distanc from his colleagues and friends because it bothers him (they aren't really introduced but I do assume he has those haha) It's all before meeting Tetsuo and Amano though.

Send ♕ for a CHILDHOOD headcanon.

As a child B-ko was often transferring from school without her parents considering the effects on their own daughter. Due to switching schools as frequently as she did B-ko was often isolated, treated as if she were some creature by the other students. They never accepted her. Seeing as she never fit in, of course other students often used her as a target of mistreatment. The other children were quite cruel, never so little as giving B-ko the chance to make friends. When she moved schools again the cycle only repeated, until she realized by creating an ideal girl or becoming someone she wasn't perhaps she would have less enemies and more allies. 

Send ␛ for an ANGER headcanon.

Anyone who know's B-ko as the perfect girl who was good in every aspect could never imagine the anger she is constantly concealing. Only a select few are aware of the real B-ko who happens to be ragging with emotions every moment. Only when her mask is broken are these feelings exposed. One may see her as the perfect girl, a modest girl who could never hurt a fly could never imagine the anger B-ko is often keeping hidden under a kind face. Reality is she is one to loose her temper with others due to their poorly thought actions, she could even call them morons. Just knowing not a single person would ever know these ragging emotions inside irritated her. Of course they wouldn't know that. After all no one knew the real B-ko anyways.

Send ♆ for a BODY headcanon.

When B-ko was younger her appearance meant little to her, however following certain incidence and after realizing to be accepted she must change who she was B-ko began changing how she looked at that. To become the perfect B-ko she had to have an appealing appearance as well, right? Little things like taking care of her hair, styling it, staying active, dressing a certain way etc. By presenting in a way that made other students view her as the ideal girl in both appearance and personality she was now accepted by her peers.

Send ϡ for a MENTAL STATE headcanon.

Though she seems like a very capable and confident girl, true be told she is very unstable. Simply knowing there isn't a single person who will ever know the real her has a huge impact on this. It is as if she has two personalities, the way she wants to be seen and how she really is. Trying to keep this two personalities in order causes outbursts of emotion where she can't control them. She takes out her aggression on certain people or objects using violence. If one day more people were to discover this dual nature of hers she would undoubtedly snap.

Send ☂ for a FOOD headcanon.

Of course as the perfect girl she could never be seen stuffing her face like some kind of animal, right? B-ko eats small portions, and chooses healthy foods over baked goods or any thing that may affect how she is seen by others. Whether her diet was of healthy portions or not wasn't something B-ko really cared about, as long as whatever she was eating kept the perfect mask she had created in tact.

‽: An unpopular/unusual ship with my character that I love 

I don’t really ship too many people with Cas. I guess I ship Sam and Castiel platonic? I haven’t seen that very much so I’m assuming those BFFs are not too popular„, ; m ;

✄: Something about my portrayal that differs from others

I haven’t seen too many other portrayals but? I like to think I wrap his whole character up in a little package while others tend to stick to one point in time. I’m not too sure though!

✔: What got me into roleplaying

Send ␛ for an ANGER headcanon.

When Ruki loses his temper, he loses it completely. It doesn't happen often - he's fairly good at keeping a lid on his emotions and hiding those that might cause him trouble - but when it does it's explosive and he becomes harder to control and even harder to predict. A Ruki spited is a Ruki one should do their utmost to avoid.

Send ϡ for a MENTAL STATE headcanon.