#org life

5:30am call time??? NAKNAMPUCHA ALAS TRES GISING KO NIYAN HAAAAAAAAAA

So I just came back from our org's planning and evaluation seminar. It was a really fruitful and worthwhile experience, esp when you're working with a group of passionate and competent people all working together to uphold and concretize the advocacies of this org (which I hope they fully believe in). The thing abt this PlEVSem is that not only do you plan and evaluate your org's projects, as you also get to evaluate your own performance in the org as well (and well, basically you as a person for the past few months). - I have noticed how preoccupied I was to my own work & circumstances too much that I forgot to look after the other ppl I work w. I should learn to balance this out as I have committed to this role of guiding them. - However, I should also learn to take care of myself better but not only for the sake of myself but for others as well. Gotta put mah shit together. - There are so many different ppl in this world with diff bg and thinking and work ethics so learn to adapt but at the same time assert yourself when you know you are right. Respect, yo! - I dont think this org will come this far if it didnt have a vision for the future and a mission to commit to. As long as this is clear and this clearly has good intentions, you just have to constantly remind yourself of these to reach what this org aims for. - Don't blame your current circumstances to anyone or anything as if every little thing in life is directed against you. Work with what you have and improve that shit. I have so much more things to say but this should do for now. I learned so many other things, but I have also learned that I should be more specific and concise instead of "painting with wide brushstrokes". Final words: if it's a job worth doing, it's a job worth doing well. But I don't see this as a job anymore.