tags: classmate!reader, wholesome fluff, slowburn romance, oblivious!ryuji x oblivious!reader, idiots to lovers, accidental confession (in a way) + actual confession
ryuji has been crushing on you for quite a bit! he never had the guts to really approach you, but he's been watching you for the longest time, daydreaming about you during all of his classes…
he first noticed you during art class, when he complimented one of your drawings! it was the first time he talked to you and seeing you get all shy at his praise not only made him fall for you, but also made him too flustered to talk to you again–
since then, ryuji always watched you from afar, sketching away into your sketchbook! he wanted to get another glance at your art, but now he was too much in his head to approach you again, like he did the first time…
it wasn't until you ended up losing your sketchbook and ryuji overheard that you were searching for it, that you two would finally grow closer!
ryuji decided it would be the perfect excuse to talk to you! if he'd end up finding it, he could give it back to you and maybe sneak a glance inside, to find out what you like to draw the most! then he'd just have to talk to you about that!
well, his plan almost worked flawlessly! ryuji ended up searching the entire school, until he eventually found your sketchbook! but he wasn't prepared to see what was inside…
his face flushed red in an instance as he realized that half of the pages were filled with drawings… of him!
ryuji did end up returning the sketchbook to you, but by how red his face was, you knew immediately that he had seen what was inside. there was no more hiding it…
it was a lot of trying to stutter out explanations on both sides, but eventually you two ended up confessing your mutual interest in each other, that all started with that one interaction during art class back then…
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Ryuji Sakamoto x Reader
♯ Cabo - Ricky Montgomery
Synopsis: you show up after a difficult day at home. Bruises forming and blood weeping. He suggests you run away together.
Genre: hurt/comfort. Comfort. Angst.
Cw: mentions of abuse. Nothing too descriptive. Running away. Takes place before the events of Persona 5. Black hair Ryuji.
Wc: 2.7k
Everything hurt.
Every inch of your body was begging you to stop. To sit down and catch your breath. Your legs were burning, the wind was hitting the bruises on your face. You looked back from where you were running, wincing at the way your neck strained. The cuts were fading, but they were still there.
Where can you even go during a time like this? Who do you turn to when your life is in shambles? When you've been beaten silly by the funny grasps of life.
The heavy drops of rain landed on your jacket, barely hanging onto your torso with how the wind was practically blowing it off.
You were running. You ran like your life depended on it. Because it was. You looked over your shoulder every once in a while. Worried that they might be following you. That at any point, you'll turn a corner and be met with the very person that hurt you.
You tried your best to even out your breathing. Focus more on the trail in front of you rather than the fears behind you.
You didn't want to keep on running. You didn't even plan to run. Like any other night, you were forced to. Backed up into a situation that gave you no choice but to run.
You were born to be your parent's child, and that seemed to be a fate worse than hell. Truly, you were already there. Days blending into one as you followed the same routine. Waking up to a house that was hollow. It was full of people, but if you lived there for long enough, then it would be as empty as the deep ocean. And you were like an air pocket, struggling to even keep yourself alive for long enough to grow into that successful person that many 'rags to riches' stories said you'll turn to.
Where were you running to? You debated between the shelter that you frequented to on nights like this, or the abandoned building that you turned into your hideout a long while ago.
As you ran, as you felt the sides of your stomach form into a painful stitch, you spotted the warm lights of someone's house. You stopped, placing your hands on your knees as you caught your breath. You looked up, taking in the small humble home, the bricks of the walls, and the wooden fence around it. A lie. A disguise. A nice, welcoming house that contrasted drastically to the life inside it.
The house of Ryuji Sakamoto. Your dear friend.
You met him when you were younger, maybe around when you were in kindergarten. You didn't like him at first, hated him, actually. But when two people of the same environment meet, they form a connection. Whether they wanted to or not.
You reached into your pocket, fishing out your phone and fumbling the screen on. Opening your iMessage app, you click on the contact at the very top. Pinned. Ryuji.
Y/n: you at home?
In an instant, three dots appeared. And a message bubble form his side.
Ryuji: yeah, you okay?
He wasn't unfamiliar to nights like these. This has happened before, unfortunately so. You looked up, peering through the curtains of his window. You held your breath as you saw the shadows moving with the light, moving to the curtain and moving it only an inch to the side. You saw a tuft of his black, spiky hair.
You shifted your attention back to the phone in your hand.
Ryuji: I made a makeshift route to my window.
You looked up once again. Spotting the big oak tree right next to his window. A steady, thick branch was right in front of the glass pane. You looked down, rocks. Rocks positioned perfectly to make something that resembled a staircase. Three rocks, each of them resembling a mountain, the first one was shorter, the second one was longer, and the next was the longest of the three.
Y/n: are you kidding me? I'll die if I climb that.
You let out an exasperated sigh, clutching your chest to try and calm your beating pulse.
Ryuji: well-- I can't go down and open the door. My dad's down there.
Blinking once, twice, three times. You placed your phone back in your pant pocket, zipping the pocket close. Ever since you ran out of your house for the first time months ago, you almost lost your phone down in an alleyway. From then on, you made sure to stock pile on pants with zippers, jackets with zippers, anything that would lessen the chances of your losing your belongings.
From the corner of your eye, you could see how Ryuji opened the window fully now. His face contorting into a grimace at the sound of the rain. He leaned back, reaching for something, before placing it out his window. A rope ladder. Something you'd only see in an action film, hanging out from a helicopter. How he managed to get that-- who the hell knows at this point. Ryuji's a man of many surprises.
You walked towards the first rock, taking in a deep breath, a silent prayer, and you made your way up. Your legs shaking, bending down to clutch on the rough material, trying not to focus on the way the rain was making everything slippery. You took another deep breath. Jumping onto the next, longer stone that was a few inches away. Catching yourself on the bark of the tree as you nearly slipped. You could feel his eyes on you. Worried. He wanted to yell encouragements at you, but he knew that if he did, then his dad would come in. And really, you saw him being beaten again and again by his father even worse than you slipping and falling.
Eventually, you landed closer to his window. You stretched out your arm, trying to grasp a hold on the ladder. After a few struggles, you finally got a good hold on it. Placing your foot on the first wooden slab. You climbed a few more, before you felt your wrists being gripped, tightly. So tight it almost cut off circulation. You didn't look up, didn't move, just squeezed your eyes shut as you felt yourself get pulled up into his window.
You landed on his futon, catching your breath once again. In an instant, you felt him throw a towel onto your figure, wrapping you up and leading you to the heater at the other corner of his room. Just as fast, he shut his window closed. The room was silent now. The sound of your ragged breaths filling in the room.
You felt his hands gently cup your face, opening your eyes slowly, you looked up at him. You were sitting on the floor, right in front of the heater, and he was crouching down in front of you. His rough hands hovering over the cuts on your face. Brushing ever so slightly against your bruises. You flinched. Sucking in a breath of pain.
"Sorry." He whispers. Eyebrows laced together in concern. In regret. "Sorry I couldn't open the door for you." He points down to the floor, signalling that his father was downstairs.
You shook your head. "It's okay." You whispered back, too worried to raise your voice any higher. A habit you started to pick up living in your house for too long; being to scared to even speak.
"What did they do to you." He murmurs, reaching for a piece of cloth to dab onto your forehead, before moving to your cheek. Drying the rain from your face.
"Don't worry about it," you cut him off when you saw him about to speak. "I'm here now, everything's fine." You smile, try to at least. You winced at the bruise beneath your eye, at the sting of the cut on the corner of your lip.
He sighs, sitting down on the bamboo floor of his room. "Need me to patch you up?" He asked, pointing to the blood that was on your face. Dripping down onto your chin. "I think you're bleeding."
You roll your eyes. "Oh wow, am I now?" You ask sarcastically. He laughs lightly. More like a breath through his nose.
"Sure." You slumped your shoulders down. Trying your best to focus on the warmth in your bones.
He nodded, scrambling up to open his closet, reaching deep inside and pulling out his first aid kit. Setting it down between the both of you, he opens it, reaching for the bandages and disinfectant. He nudges your chin up to face him.
"Hey." He calls out softly, noticing the way you were zoning out already. If you don't think about it enough, you might just not feel the stings of your cuts.
"Wanna stay the night?" He asks you. Trying his best to move his eyebrows in an attempt to lighten up the mood. As if he were insinuating something. You stare at him. Mind whirring as you thought of today. Of what fate awaits you when you go back home.
"I don't know." You said. To which he nodded in understanding.
"That's all good." He smiles.
It takes him a little while longer to finally finish placing the final bandage on your face.
He leans back, putting his items into the first aid kit, and ultimately back in his closet.
He pulls you up with him, guiding you back to the cushions of his futon. Bringing the heater right next to it, as far as the cord could stretch.
He sat criss crossed in front of you.
For a few minutes, you just stayed there. Not saying anything. Finding comfort in the silence, the white noise of your breathing. The only sound that you know to tolerate. Alongside his voice.. and maybe his heartbeat.. and maybe, everything about him.
To be quite honest, you were scared of your relationship with him. On the grounds that it was built on. The both of you only grew closer because you saw how much he reminds you of, well, you. And how much you hated that. Because you didn't like the thought of someone else going through the same things you do.
You were worried that your relationship was too codependent. That one day, if something were to ever happen. If either of your parents go too far, then you'll lose everything. Literally everything. You're each other's only friend, only partner, only person that understands the other.
"Tokyo." He says, his face lightening up as he said it. You looked at him confused, repeating the word.
"Tokyo?"
He nods enthusiastically. "What do you think of Tokyo?"
You pondered, unsure as to where this was going. "Uhm.. I think it's cool..?" Your voice was full of uncertainty. You were used to his random ramblings in an attempt to cheer you up. But this seemed to be much more different.
"Isn't it?" He smiles. "It's like, the city of all cities."
You stared at him, still confused. "I don't get it, what's your point?"
He blinks a few times, looking around him, as if to make sure that the room was clear. Despite there only being the two of you. He brings his chair in front of his door, acting as a lock, since his father bashed the lock broken a few months ago.
He returns back to his closet once again. Parting the mountain of clothes to retrieve something else.
A luggage.
He brings it out, trying his best to settle it softly on the floor. He opens it up.
Inside, was a pamphlet, a map, a compass, a bunch of other clothes, snacks. Your eyes darted form one item to the next. You could take aguess as to what this was for. You just didn't want to face it.
"Y/n.." His voice drops to a whisper once again.
"Ryuji.." You call back.
"Please, let's just run away together."
You didn't flinch, didn't shoot up to yell at him, or lunge forward to accept in a grand hug. You just brought up the questions in your mind and threw it out.
"We don't really have Tokyo money." You tell him, he shakes his head.
"We don't, but my mom does." He nods, digging through the clothes in his luggage.
"You're stealing form your mom?" You asked in disbelief, remembering not to raise your voice.
"What? No!." He shouted in a whisper. "We're staying at my mom's."
You paused. Thinking. "But it--" your breath got caught in your throat. A sick, acidic feeling bubbling up in your stomach. "But it's impossible for me to run away without my parents putting a hit-list on me."
He scratches the back of his neck. "Yeah.. I thought so too." He finally, finally, gets his notebook out.
From the look of it, it looked full. The pages were so written in and over-filled that it was practically making the book itself grow bigger in size.
"I have a couple plans." He opens it, flipping through the pages, before landing on one in the middle of the book. He turns it towards you.
Filling two pages were step by step plans on how you would successfully run away from your home. It had his drawings (silly doodles). And glued in pictures of things that you assumed he did just because he couldn't draw it himself.
"I know it's scary-- really scary, but I just need you to trust me." He places both hands on your own. Clutching tightly so that you could feel his warmth. "I really don't want to see you like this anymore."
You felt yourself tearing up. You didn't know someone could care so much like this. No, you didn't know you could be cared for like this. No one really bothered to think about you, so now that he does, it really fucks up with your head.
"I don't want to see you like this either." You let out a whimper. Sure, you were someone that could periodically stand up to your abusers from time to time. You found the courage to begin hitting your father back whenever he would throw you down to the floor. But you're still a child. And you're still fucking scared.
"I know. But I promise, you'll be fine. My mom'll take care 'f the both of us." His grip was tightening in anticipation.
You paused once more.
It would be nice. Really, really fucking nice. To escape somewhere, the big city, away from all of the isolation that you were forced into. To live a regular school life, maybe get a part time job, join a club. Maybe get a fun group of friends that you could hang out with whenever you wanted to.
But most importantly. Ryuji. The boy who would stand up for you any chance he could get. You'd watch the many teen dramas whenever the beatings were too much for you to bear. When thinking about them made you sick to your fucking stomach. That you didn't know what else to do, but distract yourself with your silly TV shows.
You'd live through them vicariously. Projecting yourself into the main character, and whichever drama you'd watch, Ryuji would be right by your side. It was your ultimate wish. Your fantasy that would never happen.
Or so you thought.
If you were to run away, then those dreams might actually come true. But you didn't know what the future would promise you. If it would be kind to you. If it wasn't done toying with the both of you.
But then again, you couldn't stand to be in that house for a second longer.
You took a deep breath. Before nodding.
"Okay." You whispered. He visibly brightens up.
"Yeah?" He had the sweetest glint in his eyes. Pride. He was proud of you.
"Yeah. Yeah. Okay." You whispered louder this time. This time, you were sure of yourself.
You took his hand that was on your arm. Intertwining it with your own. Fingers dancing on top of each other. You squeezed. He squeezed back immediately.
༉‧ .| synopsis: You were the only person who ever truly believed in his theories. Until an unnamed tragedy changes everything, leaving Ryuji to chase answers in the space between worlds.
˖ ִ𐙚 | warning(s)—mentions of death, heavy angst, smut— dick riding, tummy bulging, Ryuji is mentally unstable (mentions of suicidal attempt)
⋆.˚ | author's note: Hi, my angels! Uni has been mopping the floor with me. I'm so sorry for my long hiatus. Im currently free from the shackles (winter break), For those of you who remember me, hey!! I recently watched AIB S3, and this very complex and morally grey man has been stampeding through my mind nonstop, so here ya'll go!
“Do you believe in alternate universes?” You murmured against his lips, your breath warm and sweet with strawberry sake.
“It’s not impossible. Stephen Hawking practically laid the groundwork for it." His hand slid down your waist, fingers tightening at your hips, a rare smile softening the usually unreadable line of his mouth.
“Well…” you drawled, brushing a loose strand of hair from his face. “I read your research—about that place you described… a realm suspended between life and death.” Your voice brushed against his mouth like a whisper, soft and assured. “It sounds metaphysical, sure. But also… strangely possible.”
“Possibility isn’t enough in academia. I need evidence. I need… something real.” He exhales, his thumb gently rubbing circles into your sides. Every academic he had turned to rejected his research, claiming it was philosophical rather than scientific, even the head of the psycho psychology department denied the existence of such a world, such a product of one's deepest subconscious mind. They refused to read it and refused to indulge his study.
All but you.
You drew in a steady breath, gently removing his hands from your hips, intertwining your fingers with his own, promising him, “Then we’ll find a way to make it real. Maybe not tomorrow, and maybe not in the way traditional research expects—but the path is there."
You paused, your lips pressing against the corner of his mouth.
"You’re exploring something most people are too afraid to even question. That alone tells me you’re on to something.”
The tense crease between his brows eased, his tension slowly melting away. "You really think so?"
"I really do..." Your lips gently press to his knuckles before flashing him a small, hopeful smile. "Whatever direction this takes, you won't be facing this alone. The critiques, the questioning. I'll be here through it all, and you'll prove them wrong; we'll find a way."
His lips press against your forehead, letting his eyes fall shut as he stills for a silent beat before meeting your gaze.
"Okay."
You meet his gaze with a tender smile before gently letting your hand fall from his cheek, walking over to your desk, and reaching for the last of your research papers, carefully organizing them into a folder overflowing with your findings and sketches.
Your Ph.D. research primarily focused on frontotemporal gamma activity, which is closely related to lucidity, and how it affects children. Many of your mentors praised your work, claiming you would one day redefine neural research on sleep patterns and brain waves. The praise was nice; it was always pleasant to know that people appreciated your work.
Ryuji, on the other hand, faced much harsher criticism for the specularity of his work. Most claimed it was more philosophical than scientific and could not be proven with real data and experiments.
He was determined to prove them wrong, to deliver groundbreaking research to the university and the rest of the world that would come to understand conceptual understanding of human consciousness.
Everything was going well; Ryuji spent countless hours reading every piece of literature he could find that would eventually provide him with just enough to conduct his experiment and prove that his research wasn't just metaphysical but scientific.
For many nights your boyfriend wouldn't come home, he’d spend countless nights devoting himself to his search for answers—the proof that a realm existed between our world and the afterlife, he theorized it was called the Boarderlands. At first, you didn’t mind it, If anything you’ve always been nothing but supportive for his pursuits. With time, he grew more distant, colder and withdrawn. His placing his research above you. It hurt more than anything.
“Yuji..” you’d begin, gently pushing the threshold open. He’d been trapping himself inside the home office for the few days, hardly getting enough sleep, hardly eating. He moved for the sole purpose of keeping himself in shape. You would often hear the treadmill whirl to life after several hours of silence.
“Did you need something?”
He would look up at you fleetingly, before increasing the speed. You stood there, hoping he would look at you again, smile even.
“I was hoping we could…go for lunch?”
You stepped closer, looking up at him. Beads of sweat pricked at his honeyed skin, his hair fell around face, his chest straining with every ragged breath.
“Can’t.”
He didn’t hesitate, never considered that maybe taking a break to spend some much needed quality time with his girlfriend was a good idea. You could feel your patience thinning.
“Would a day off really hurt? Just—even a few hours with me…?”
Your voice dropped, softened. For someone who had written several academic papers, you could hardly articulate the way he made you feel. Cast aside? No longer needed? No word was strong enough to express how you felt.
He didn’t answer.
He didn’t even flinch.
The treadmill hummed louder, mocking you with its steady rhythm. Everything just hurt.
“I’ve always supported you,” you tried again, quieter this time. “I always will. But I can’t remember the last time you looked at me and… saw me.” You swallowed, your throat tight with tears. “I miss you, Ryuji. I miss my boyfriend.”
He finally slowed the machine, but not because of your words. His body was simply done. He stepped off, breath harsh, muscles trembling from exhaustion—and still, he didn’t come to you. He reached for a towel instead, wiping sweat from his face like you weren’t standing right you heart ripping apart in chunks.
“I don’t have room to miss things right now,” he muttered, not cruelly… just honestly. And somehow that honesty stung worse.
Things.
Your chest tightened. This was not the Ryuji you knew. This was a monster created, a byproduct of obsession.
“This?" Your voice trembled, brows furrowing deeply, struggling to grasp if you even heard him right.
He nodded once.
That was it.
Conversation over.
You waited. Just for a second. Just long enough to see if he’d say your name. Reach for your hand. Look at you with even a fraction of the warmth he used to.
He didn’t.
So you stepped back. One slow, careful movement. Then another. The room felt colder when you left it, like warmth simply didn’t belong there anymore. The door clicked softly behind you—too soft for how loud the hurt felt inside your chest.
For a long moment you just stood in the hallway, staring at nothing, trying to breathe past the ache pressing against your ribs.
You had promised you’d stand beside him no matter how hard things got.
You just didn’t realize hard would look more like hostility.
As the weeks went by you drowned yourself in things that gave you a sense of purpose. You went on walks, treated yourself and tried out new cafes. You even went on a mini haul, purchasing a ton of cute bras, tops, and jeans. You loved Ryuji, that never changed.
When he'd be buried nose deep behind articles you would crack the door open, setting down a box of pastries and a cup of coffee from his favorite place. His efforts ceased, but yours? They never did.
You often reminded yourself that love was patience. That eventually things would be okay, back to normal.
It was futile to hope.
It started as a whisper across campus. Rumors. Curiosity. The kind that traveled with wide eyes and hushed excitement. Ryuji had finally reached the stage of testing. He’d found someone—someone willing, eager even, to help prove his theory. She wasn’t reckless; she was fascinated. Brilliant in her own right. A final-year student who admired his mind, respected his work, believed in the possibility of a world suspended between life and death just as fiercely as he did.
She signed every form. Read every risk. She chose it.
And for a while, it looked like everything was going right.
Until it didn’t.
No courtroom followed. No angry parents screaming malpractice. No lawsuits dragging his name through the mud. She had agreed. She understood. The institution protected him because legally, they could.
But no policy could protect him from what happened inside his chest afterward.
Time itself froze.
He stopped sleeping. Stopped speaking. Stopped looking at the world like it was something he belonged to.
The guilt hollowed him out.
You tried to hold him. Tried to whisper that he hadn’t forced her, that she chose, that he never meant— He didn’t believe you. He didn’t believe anyone.
One night, he drove. His foot pressing harder and harder against the gas pedal, hoping for an impact that would end him. That would end the humiliation, guilt and shame that swallowed his existence whole.
He didn’t succeed.
The doctors said his body survived, but pieces of him didn’t. They explained things clinically—oxygen loss, spinal complications, neurological damage. Words that sounded sterile compared to what they truly meant:
Ryuji would never walk again.
He couldn’t look at you when he woke up.
You couldn't eat, could hardly sleep or move from his side. He tried to end himself. You cried so hard and long, until you no longer could. You chest hurt at the possibility of losing him. You couldn't. For weeks you sat by his side, awake until fatigue knocked your body downwards.
On the days you would allow your mind to wander, your thoughts drifted to the past. Your first date; the beautiful red flowers he gifted you, the bright smile on his face, the way the corners of his crinkled when you kissed his cheek at the end of your date.
He was back home hardly able to meet your gaze, navigating a life that no longer felt like his own. You drove him to physical therapy. Promising him that you would always be here.
You held his hand.
Even when he tried to pull away.
The tension between you began to ease. The months passed, and Ryuji became more capable of independence. Still ashamed, still withdrawn, but not entirely. He looked you in the eye when he spoke to you, your conversations grew longer. Eventually, the smiles you craved for so long returned—small at first, then genuine, the kind that reached his eyes.
He let you back into his world, slow at first but steady. He asked for your opinions on his research, shared ideas he hadn’t spoken aloud in months. The walls between you slowly fell away, replaced by something you had longed for.
One evening, after therapy, he quietly asked.
”Did you want to have dinner together? I'll order takeout some Yakisoba and Karaage...?"
You nodded, hardly able to contain the smile. He knew those were your favorites. That night, you drank so much sake, both drunk and laughing for the first time in many long months.
You finished stacking the last of the plates, grabbing a cloth to wipe the table one final time. Ryuji was busy folding up the empty takeout containers, focused on tidying his side, and you thought you had the space to move freely.
But the floor betrayed you. Your foot slipped, and before you could steady yourself, a sharp little gasp escaped your lips.
The next thing you knew, you were falling—landing clumsily against Ryuji’s lap.
You froze for a heartbeat, startled, realizing only then how close he had been. The warmth of him hit you immediately, the press of his body, the taut pull of his arms bracing you instinctively, and the quiet exhale of his breath.
You hadn’t even noticed him there.
His eyes softened, but there was a flicker of something raw—desire tangled with hesitation, frustration, and self-consciousness. His jaw tightened for a moment, as if weighing words against pride and the vulnerability he still carried from the accident.
“I’ll be fine,” he said, voice steady, controlled, almost casual—but the faint catch in the edge of it betrayed him. “You don’t have to… worry.”
His fingers gently pulled at your sweatpants, his dark gaze piercing into your own.
"The real question is can you take it?"
He teased, tugging lower. Fuck, he was being so...
"Mhm..."
You nodded, not exactly trusting your own voice. He made your stomach turn and twist, a simmering heat pooling lower, and lower.
"Then show me."
He leaned back, comfortable against his seating.
You nodded, swallowing thickly, your face heating as you stood up from his lap, carefully tugging down the warm fabric, feeling the cool air against your legs. His eyes followed every slight movement, down to the slow drag of your panties.
You looked back up, face embarrassingly hot.
"Yuji—"
Your lips parted around a silent sound, watching him lock the wheels into place as he balanced himself against the arm rest, working on his own bottoms before sitting back down.
Your mouth went dry, your eyes zeroing to his cock. You quickly looked away— he didn't even give you a moment to recover before pulling you close, his hands firm on your waist, adjusting you comfortably on his lap.
"I said. Show me."
His palms pressed against your hips. You whimpered, a sound so soft a smile curved at the corners of his lips.
"What can't take it?"
You shook your head, pressing your hands over his own on the arm rest, before slowly lining the flushed head of his cock against your hole. You felt him against you, warm, before your hips slowly press lower. He barely manages to stifle a low, strained sound, his head drooping low as his hand grip tighter against your hips. His jaw clenched tight, dark strands falling over his face as his chest heaves.
"Fuck—so—tight."
He manages, the veins on his forearms corded with the restraint of holding your in place, and allowing you to set the pace.
Your own breathing his just as shaky, your much smaller hands squeezing at his wrist, a small mewl tearing past your lips as you try to sink lower, desperately trying to ease your body and fit more of him in.
"You're really—nngh."
He gently guides you lower, a small high pitched sound escapes you, your head dipping against his shoulder as you tremble.
"Y-Yuji...i-it's really deep."
His heart almost melts at how utterly fucked you are, he didn't even move yet, and here you were trembling and gasping for air when he wasn't half way through yet.
His hand gently smooths over your back, angling his head to press kisses against your jaw and cheek.
"It's been a minute, hm?"
Firm palm gently squeeze your ass, pulling your body lower, urging you to take just a few more inches.
You nod quickly against him, your arms wrapping tighter against his neck as you whine.
"It's in my tummy..."
You whisper, he could've easily missed the words with how quiet you were.
"Yeah?"
His voice is surprisingly gentle, his hands gently kneading at the soft swells, squeezing softly.
"Mhm...is it."
He stills for a moment, before you feel the warmth of his calloused palm traveled from your hip, and press against your stomach.
"Oh, fuck."
He exhales feeling the slight bulge protruding from your warm belly.
"I really am deep."
You nod, leaking down his thick shaft, delirious from your size difference alone, and the heat of his palm against the outline of his cock.
"You're taking it so well, aren't you?"
You're so dizzy all you can manage is a pathetic keen, and a nod.
" 汚いくらい濡れてる。" (so wet it's filthy)
He hums, the words alone make your head spin.
" 'm sorry..."
You burry your face deeper against his shoulder, a sharp sob escaping your lips when he rolls his hips upwards, the movement sudden, making your insides coil tight.
"AH—"
"Thought you could take it?"
He tugs your bottom half lower, gripping your hips in place, before pulling you back up, the slick sounds of your gummy walls sucking him in were beyond filthy, making your face burn up as you gasped against his shoulder.
"You like it when I use you?"
His arms tense with ease push and pull of your him, fucking you against him. You can't do anything but whine, wrapping your arms tighter and tighter around him as he picks up the pace.
" 聞こえる?" (you hear that?)
You nod, against him a strained yelp spilling past your lips when his palm lands rough against your ass.
"さっさと答えろよ ! " (hurry up and answer)
Tears prick at the corners of your eyes, as you manage a choked response.
"U-Uhuh...h-hear it..."
He's so deep, fucking in and out of your cunt, his round tip pressing against the depth of cervix almost punishingly. You're beyond dizzy, your body uselessly flopping against his torso, babbling mindlessly as he uses your gushy insides.
"Y-Yuji..."
He wail, eyes hazy and fucked out, trying to clench around him. His hands roughly pull your hips down, and you're brain is much again, your muscles loose, a familiar wave rising higher and high.
" もうイっちゃう… " (gonna come)
Your voice is thin and breathy, your legs trembling around him as your face pressed deeper against his firm chest, small hand gripping tightly onto his strained biceps.
" ほら、イって。" (come for me.)
A wave so overwhelming crashes over you, your stomach clenching as you whine breathlessly, trembling with the intensity of your orgasm, twitching as another wave passes over you.
Ryuji groans deep in his throat, his jaw clenched tight pushing up hips up with the last of his strength, emptying himself inside of you, his muscles trembling with effort as he pants, his head pressing against your damn strands.
"Oh fuck." He exhales, running a damp hand through his hair. Before gently rubbing his thumbs against your bruised hips.
You softly wince, struggling to lift yourself off of him.
He gently adjusts you, pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
"You okay?"
His eyes pass over your frame, thoroughly fucked, skin glowing with a sheen of sweat, your limbs turned to jelly.
You nod weakly, still clinging to him.
"Washing up is going to be a nightmare of it's own."
He mutters, a small smirk cracking at the corner of his lips.
"You know I love you right?"
This time, a smile tugs at your lips, your eyes trailing up to reach his own.
"Mhm, love you too."
"Oh, trust me. I know."
You had shown it more times than he ever did.
And he knew, he had a lot to make up for.
Kinkcember Day 1 - Hypnosis | Professor!Ryuji Matsuyama x F!Reader
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Content Warning: NSFW (18+); kind of plotty porn, smutty smut, a tinge on the side of dark fic - super manipulative professor, slightly dubcon, implied but not very big age gap, a tiny bit of grooming; light use of hypnosis as a kink/for sexual reasons, fingering, oral sex (F! receiving), more than likely curse words bc i have no chill
I won't tell anyone what or what not to do, but please interact responsibly ✨️
A/N - I surely did not anticipate getting so far behind so EARLY in Kinktober, and DEFINITELY didn't think it would be December before I got back on the metaphorical horse, but as always I promise to stick true to my word and write all these wonderfully smutty stories (and more!) for you. Thank you so much as always for your patience, support, and the continued love you keep pouring into me. This community has really held me together since my life started falling apart, even when I was just standing in the background❤️✨️
I won't lie, I had to do some significant research for this particular fic bc I knew quite literally nothing about hypnosis in the bedroom, but honestly I think it's something I might need myself (dare me to ask my therapist?) hahahah 🤣
And no . . . this fic is not based off of my real-life breakup from October, I'd already had that bit written before it happened. So like, am I foreshadowing my own life now?! (bc if yes, this could workout for me 🤤). Also, I completely changed the entire story from what I'd originally wrote, deciding to make this version of Ryuji post-accident and more the manipulative man I believe the writers should have made him.
“Professor Matsuyama?” you mumble, hesitantly knocking at the doorframe to his dark, messy office before you can lose the nerve it had taken days to build up. Your fingers anxiously grip at the hem of your t-shirt as you wait for the man's response, each millisecond of silence feeling like an eternity. You know you have to do this - he's the only one who can help with your little predicament, you're certain of it after his most recent lecture.
The man hums distractedly in acknowledgement of hearing his name, glancing up just briefly from his computer to meet your troubled gaze. His focused face softens and he removes his glasses when he realizes it's you. You with your usually bright and perky gaze, suddenly looking paler and sadder - like someone had sucked the usual joy right out of you. He certainly couldn't have that, could he? Affectionately saying your name, the sound coming out almost melodic, near hypnotizing as he always seems to be with you, he gestures for you to enter his office and sit down in one of the inviting looking chairs in front of his desk. “Is everything alright?” he asks, though recognizing that the pallid color of your skin is probably an indication that everything is definitely not alright.
You feel your chest tighten up; that heavy, suffocating feeling returning and threatening to cut off your breathing as you realize you’re about to tell someone – and not just someone, but your freaking [incredibly attractive] psychology professor – what has been plaguing your mind and soul. You’d been terrified to put thoughts and feelings into words for the past week, as if finally speaking them out loud would solidify them as real. But the thing is, they are very much real; hiding from acknowledging them as such is going to do nothing to help you fix the problem.
I’m single again. After three years. And it's all because I'm broken.
Someone in a less vulnerable state than you would probably wonder why you'd fixated on your psychology professor to admit this to anyway. And honestly? The answer is obvious, at least to you. Because of the nature of your breakup. Because, you’re hoping Professor Matsuyama can fix you so that maybe you can go and beg for your ex to give you another chance. Or at the very least? You can be in the right headspace for the next person. That's not so crazy, right? It's definitely not because you find yourself super attracted to your professor.
“Professor Matsuyama . . . do you remember the lecture you gave us the other day about hypnosis? About how it could be a possible treatment for certain psychological disorders or . . . hang-ups that someone might have in their life?” You spit it out as fast as your mouth will allow you, willing yourself not to shrink away in embarrassment as you are apt to do.
Oh, Ryuji remembers. Of course he remembers. He'd spent the majority of that lesson looking right at your shaking, sobbing form sitting in his classroom. College kids . . . he'd thought. Such an emotional rollercoaster. He'd almost wondered if you were even paying attention that day - if it'd been all for naught. He feels a pleasant burn of satisfaction in his chest that you had indeed been listening. Had come straight to him just days later. The dark-featured man nods simply, offering you a polite smile and folding his hands on the polished wood of the desk in front of him. “Of course. What about it?”
You attempt to suck in a deep, steadying breath, though you're sure it sounds more like the pathetic wheeze of someone in way over their head. “Do you think – hypothetically, of course - hypnosis would be able to . . . fix someone who’s been broken . . . sexually for a long time?” You feel your face grow hot, and you squeeze your eyes shut tight to avoid looking at your professor. You can't be serious, you tell yourself internally. This is a huge mistake. And even worse? Both you and the man in front of you know with certainty that you aren’t speaking in hypotheticals.
Ryuji studies your obviously embarrassed and emotionally devastated form for a moment before clearing his throat. “What makes you think that you’re broken?” he asks, answering your question with a question of his own. The man leans forward in his wheelchair with the familiar urge to reach out for you, his student, though he refrains. Not yet, he tries to remind himself desperately.
You open and close your mouth at least five times, your fingernails cutting crescent shapes into your palms, flustered and totally at a loss for what to say to that. “I-it’s a hypothetical question . . .,” you try, though you know by the look in his chestnut eyes that it isn't going to work on him. Too smart, too empathetic, too devastatingly handsome.
He says your name, a sweet, syrupy sort of tone that rings in your ears and in somewhere deep in your soul. Or is that your core? “We both know it isn’t a hypothetical question, so why don’t you give me the truth? You felt comfortable enough coming here in the first place – you can trust me.” And you aren't sure if this is just another manipulation of a man, but honestly, you don't care either way. Because for whatever reason, your body relaxes for him. The sound of his voice acting like a Pavlovian effect on you and calming the storm inside you instantly. You do trust him.
And your professor? Well, he is well aware of that fact. Because maybe he had Pavloved you, just a tiny bit in his lessons and interactions with you.
You let out a slow, steady stream of breath, your face scrunching up as tears quickly greet your lashline and spill over. Professor Matsuyama is quick to react, wheeling himself to the door before you can even look up from where your gaze is focused on your lap, pushing it shut and lowering the blinds for your privacy. He nods in understanding, slowly approaching you like an injured animal and allowing one large hand to lay comfortingly on your shoulder when you don't flinch away. “It’s okay. This is a safe space,” he coos, watching your reactions expectantly.
“My boyfriend . . . no, EX-boyfriend . . .,” you correct yourself with a wince, still barely acknowledging the fact that three years had gone down the drain in a flash. “He broke up with me. His reasoning was that he felt like I wasn’t openly sexual enough for him, like I was always too quiet and reserved when we did it. I always did everything he asked of me! But I guess there’s just some like . . . hang-up for me. I want to be more . . . sexual and loud, but like – I’m embarrassed.”
Your professor surprises you by pulling you into a tight, comforting hug against his muscular chest. “I’m sorry that happened to you, but are you sure you really want to change who you are just because a man said you should be more?” He asks, rubbing soothing circles between your shoulder blades, already knowing the answer; this isn't about your ex. Not really.
You sniffle, considering what his wise words but nodding in affirmation anyway. “I want to get past this roadblock . . . not for him, but for me. Will you please help me, Professor Matsuyama?”
You don’t immediately pick up on it, but Ryuji’s pupils dilate to the size of dinner plates just thinking about the implications of what you’re really suggesting, whether you're aware of it or not. He swallows around the lump forming in his throat, meeting your glassy gaze and saying your name again. “Yes, I’ll help you. But . . . things could get a little – heated. Are you ready for that? And are you okay with me touching you? Nothing you aren't comfortable with," He adds carefully, "We'll take it a step at a time."
It’s your turn to stiffen, feeling your core turn to molten lava in an instant as you blink up through thick, tear-soaked lashes at the man who had become the object of your late-night desires. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t imagine him being the one touching you when you were alone under the sheets. You’d always felt guilty about it, having a boyfriend that should be the object of your fantasies, but now? This is your chance. “Yeah . . . I’m ready. I trust you completely.”
Ryuji’s eyes flutter shut at the sound of your permission, one of his hands reaching to cradle the delicate skin of your face, his thumb pulling slightly at your bottom lip as his resolve very nearly snaps. “Fuck . . . do you have any idea what you do to me?” he mutters almost imperceptively. Gently, ever so gently, he guides you out of your seat and back towards the plush red couch set welcomingly against the wall. When your knees hit the edge of the piece of furniture, your body instinctively lowers onto the cushions.
“Get comfortable, pretty girl,” he coos, adjusting one of the throw pillows to cradle your head as you lie down for him; already seemingly in a trance-like state. Ryuji uses his impressive upper body strength to maneuver himself with ease onto the couch alongside you, the way his muscles ripple as they contract making the breath catch in your throat with desire. When he's settled, he pulls your legs to drape over his lap, smiling reassuringly at you. He watches your expression through long, dark lashes as you try to relax despite the fact that your entire body is already buzzing with anticipation and a need that feels damn near foreign.
"Close your eyes and just focus on my voice, okay?" He murmurs, his tone low, smoother than even the finest silk. Your eyelids flutter shut, your head resting back heavily against the pillow he'd tucked under you. Just like during his psych lectures, you found it was easy to succumb to the melodic sound of his voice, losing yourself in the luscious texture and vibration.
"Relax, sweetheart . . . imagine yourself resting on a fluffy cloud; let the weight of the Earth's gravity settle on and around you. Feel comforted by its force, and let every muscle in your body unwind," Ryuji coos softly, intentionally. You can almost feel every fiber of your musculature relax with each letter he speaks in that gentle tone.
You're so deeply relaxed into the plushness of the couch that you don't even flinch when your professor's fingers begin to slowly caress your forehead and cheeks, his thumbs tracing down to the pulse point of your throat. "Shh," he soothes softly, "Just feel me. No need for guilt or embarrassment when you're with me, just let it feel so good, baby . . . "
And the thing is, he isn't even touching you lewdly yet, but you feel a shiver wrack through your body, goosebumps erupting on your skin, especially when you feel him lean more over you, his lips grazing the shell of your ear almost teasingly. When he sits back, one of his large hands moves just a little lower to lightly graze across your chest, pulling a breathy gasp from your lips. "That's right, sweetheart . . . feels good, right? It's okay to admit you like being touched like this. Touched by me."
For what might be the first time ever, you can't help the moan that escapes as you focus on the feeling of his thumbs dragging the scoop neck of your t-shirt down, warm skin brushing under the lacy cage of your bra to stimulate your rapidly hardening peaks.
Ryuji grins almost wolfishly, knowing you aren't watching him, but feeling him. "That's a good girl . . . my good girl," he moans in return, his own body responding in ways that it hadn't in years . . . certainly since the accident. He has to keep reminding himself that he wants to take it slow with you, needs to take it slow. He's supposed to be helping you, after all. To "fix a problem" that Ryuji knows doesn't actually exist.
The dark-haired man can't help himself though, allowing his plush lips to kiss one of your pretty, pert nipples before his tongue and teeth begin grazing and exploring it eagerly. The free hand that isn't holding up his weight from collapsing on top of you massages your other breast, your entire chest heaving. Watching the way your gorgeous face scrunches up, your eyebrows furrowed in pleasure just from touching is going to ruin Ryuji . . . he'll never be able to teach you in his class again without imagining pulling you into his lap and making you scream his name. Not that he hadn't already been imagining it.
"Good girl," he murmurs, switching sides to lick and nip at the opposite breast, swirling the sensitive bud with equal affection as he had the first. "Can I keep going? Are you still floating on your cloud?" He asks, quietly, rolling your nipple between his thumb and index finger. You hum pleasantly in acknowledgement and permission, the sound coming out like music to his ears. His left hand finds purchase on the couch beside your head, his right hand sliding southward between your bodies.
He moves slowly at first, pressing his fingers at the apex of your thighs, just on the outside of your tightly-fitting yoga pants. He feels like the luckiest man in the world that you'd worn them here today, having always taken notice of when you did in class. He grins to himself, letting a greedy moan of his own fall from his lips as he realizes just how soaked you are, your arousal detectable through the flimsy material. "Already so wet for me?" He asks huskily, gazing up at your pleasured face. He sees the adorable light pink evidence of embarrassment dust across your nose and cheeks and clicks his tongue. "Shh, darling . . . no need to be embarrassed, remember? I love how your sweet body responds for me."
When you let out a low, gorgeous whimper that almost makes Ryuji see stars, he slips his hand into your yoga pants, nearly choking on his own saliva as he realizes you aren't wearing any panties at all. "That's my good girl," he praises, gliding his long digits through your soaked folds and eliciting an even louder moan from you, your hips bucking into his hand to seek more.
Ryuji's eyebrows raise in surprise, chestnut eyes flicking back up to your face. "Mmm, that's more like it, pretty thing. Show me what you want, hm?" He encourages, letting his fingers press lightly at your dripping entrance, the pad of his thumb circling expertly at your swollen clit. He shivers when your body jolts in pleasure, loving the way your body is so accepting of his touch. He can tell by the way your eyes squeeze shut tight, your lips parting only to close again, and your cheeks turning a hued pink once more - you want something more, but are too afraid to voice it.
"It's okay, precious thing. I want to make you feel good, so tell me how . . . you trust me, right? Tell me what will make you feel best," he murmurs, allowing his middle and ring fingers to slip inside your tight pussy with a few deep strokes.
"Pro-professor Matsuyama . . .," you say, trailing off breathily in embarrassment. The dark-haired man coos at your adorable reaction, continuing to make light work of you with his fingers scissoring in and out, his thumb pressed firmly to your sensitive bud.
He leans lower, the tricep of his left arm flexing impressively, allowing some of his body weight to rest comfortingly against you as he finally captures your lips in his. "Call me Ryuji, baby," he encourages, his lips brushing against yours as he speaks.
The sound you let out as your eyebrows furrow again is probably the cutest damn squeak Ryuji has ever heard, making him deepen the kiss to swallow your desperate noises until you're ready to be honest with him about what you really want.
After a few minutes of his tongue tangling with yours, each of you exploring each other's mouths and your tight walls fluttering around his fingers, you finally seem to gain the confidence he's been trying to instill in you after it was so disappointingly ripped away from you by that villainous ex-boyfriend of yours. That boy hadn't deserved your sweetness. He hadn't deserved what was most certainly meant to be Ryuji's.
"Ryuji?" you gasp, your spit-soaked lips pulling away from his just slightly, your eyelids fluttering as he sees that you're still fighting against the embarrassment. He hums, nuzzling his nose against yours in encouragement. "Come on, baby. . . you're so relaxed . . . you're feeling so good. What would make it better?" He coaxes, chestnut eyes taking in every single expression and reaction from you like you're his favorite movie.
"Your mouth," you breathe out, the beautiful words making Ryuji's heart soar as he pulls his fingers out of your wet heat, sucking the evidence of your arousal off of them with a groan of approval. He grins wickedly, using both arms to move himself down your body and between your thighs as your chest heaves in quiet anticipation.
"That's right, angel . . . you want to feel my mouth on you, hm? Such a perfect little thing," he praises again, his index fingers hooking into his favorite piece of fabric you own, reverently discarding the pants to the floor as he takes in your bare, dripping core. "Fuck, baby . . .," he growls, running his fingers through your soaked folds again and pressing a chaste kiss to your inner thigh.
Your breath catches in your throat as he yanks your legs over his shoulders, his fingers returning to their rightful place inside your dripping channel, his lips gently kissing your clit, making your entire body jolt with surprise and pleasure. Ryuji grins before speeding up the motion of his fingers, sucking your sensitive bud into his mouth and letting his tongue swirl around the flesh like he's an expert in your pleasure.
Your fingers thread blindly into his dark hair, yanking on the strands as your back arches off the couch in pleasure. "F-fuck . . .," you mumble, your legs already shaking against Ryuji and the coil that had been building within you nearing its breaking point. Your professor watches you with hungry eyes, the way your face is pinched together, your body squirming on the couch underneath him. "So beautiful, sweetheart. It's okay . . . cum for me," he commands, curling his fingers just right to hit that special spot inside you and make you cry out for him, the floodgates crashing down.
"Ryuji!" you cry, your entire upper body lifting from the couch as your powerful climax floods his mouth with your arousal. Ryuji feels your orgasm with an intense pleasure of his own, groaning lowly in desire as his eyes take in every second of your high.
He gladly carries you through your aftershocks, keeping his fingers still inside you for something to clench around, his mouth cleaning up the beautiful mess you were making. After several moments of soft licks against your overstimulated core, he pulls his fingers away, pressing one final kiss to you. "Now open your eyes," He commands gently, his lustful gaze finding your blissed out one as his fingers soothingly stroke your sides. "See, my darling? You aren't broken at all. You just needed to be touched by the right person."
You'd never need to know that this all turned out exactly as Ryuji had planned it. That he had expertly planted the seeds of doubt in your ex-boyfriend's head. That he had been the reason that boy had started questioning you. See, your professor had had his eye on you since day one of class, had known that you were really meant to be his; he'd just needed to find a way to make that happen. And when your boyfriend had come to him for advice about helping you . . . well, Ryuji couldn't help but tell him that maybe your pairing just wasn't right if you didn't want to cum nice and pretty for him.
So yeah, Ryuji Matsuyama had been the real reason that you'd been torn down and broken-hearted, but he's also going to be the reason your confidence is rebuilt, so he doesn't need to feel guilty about that. The lesson on hypnosis? Planned just for you, on the day you'd be feeling most vulnerable, most likely looking for a solution to get your ex back and help yourself feel better.
But now Ryuji has you right where he wants you, and he's never going to let you go. His hypnosis of you had truly begun long, long before he laid you down on his couch . . . and it had worked like a charm.
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— He cares a lot about you, and will constantly ask you if you‘re okay until he‘s sure that you‘re fully relaxed. Ryuji is surprisingly talkative after sex, letting his calm, quiet, raspy voice wander over whatever’s on his mind. Sometimes it’s silly observations, sometimes soft compliments, sometimes just low hums as he holds you close, making the moment feel safe and intimate.
B = BODY PART [his favorite body part of his and his partner’s]
— For himself, it’s his arms and hands. Even after his incident, he trains his body, especially his biceps. He loves seeing how easily his arms wrap around you, how easily you get distracted by his veiny hands. His favorite body part of yours would definitely be your thighs. He grips them as if his life depends on them whenever he eats you out. He definitely likes getting squeezed between your thighs (plus points when they’re thick, THICK).
C = CUM [anything to do with cum]
— Ryuji is a quiet freak. He does not talk much about it, but the way he reacts gives him away. He loves finishing deep inside you, feeling every pulse and every twitch as he does. Watching it dripping out of your pussy drives him crazy. So, after he reaches his peak, he usually pulls it out after barely 5 seconds. Well, it matters where and when you both are while doing it, but he doesn’t mind making a mess. He will take care of you afterwards anyway. If you want him to finish somewhere else and not inside of you, he‘ll listen and do it as you say. And if you ever take him in your mouth and let him finish there, he will grip your hair and pull your head back to get a better look of your stuffed face.
D = DIRTY SECRET [a dirty little secret of his]
— Ryuji’s dirty little secret is that he actually loves it when you take control. He might act serious and composed, but he secretly gets off on being teased, dominated, or made to beg. He would never say it out loud, but the way he looks at you in the eyes, his grip on the meat of your hips, and his groaning gives it away every. single. time.
E = EXPERIENCE [how experienced is he?]
— Ryuji has experience. He had a few real relationships in the past, learned what matters, and knows how to treat someone right. He‘s not the type who‘s been with dozens of people.
F = FAVORITE POSITION [self explanatory]
— I mean, are there even many options? Anything where you are on top of him such as you riding him or sitting on his face. Since Ryuji cannot really move much while making love with you, his favorite position would be cowgirl where you are simply riding him. Though not reverse cowgirl because he wants to see every bit of you. He likes watching your face, the way you react to every movement, the way your body shifts above him. It makes him feel close to you in a way nothing else does. God, this man loves keeping eye contact it’s scary…
G = GOOFY [how serious is he during or / and after sex?]
— Serious asf. He is very focused on savouring every last second of the pleasure during it and is very into what you guys are doing. He does slip a joke or two occasionally.
H = HAIR [how well groomed is he down there?]
— This guy takes amazing care of his hygiene. He smells AMAZING. Down there, he keeps things neat, trimmed, and soft to the touch. Never fully bare though [The carpet matches the curtains.]
I = INTIMACY [how well is he during the romantic moment?]
— Ryuji is fully focused and present. He pays attention to every reaction, every small sound, every movement, making sure you feel wanted and cared for. He isn’t flashy or over-the-top, but the way he touches you, holds you, and lingers afterward makes the moment feel deep, personal, and completely yours.
J = JACK OFF [mastrubation]
— Ryuji doesnt do it often. He‘s too disciplined for that and usually just waits until he can have you. But if he does get worked up enough, he finishes fast and is quiet about it.
K = KINKS [his kinks]
— This man doesn‘t have diabolical kinks. His kinks would probably be:
- Praise [He melts for it, even if he pretends he doesn’t. A soft “good boy” or telling him he feels good hits him way harder than he’ll ever admit.]
- Breeding kink [He loves finishing inside of you. The warmth, the closeness, the way your body reacts to his. It’s more emotional than filthy for him, but the thought of filling you has him losing control faster than anything else.]
- Sensory teasing [Slow kisses, nails dragging lightly over his skin, warm breath on his neck… these things get to him instantly.]
- Being watched / watching reactions [ He’s quiet, but he’s obsessed with every twitch, every gasp, every expression you make. Seeing the effect he has on you drives him crazy. If you look him straight in the eyes while you fall apart, it’s over for him.]
- Switch [He isn’t always dominant. Sometimes he wants you to be the one in control. It depends on his mood.]
L = LOCATION [favorite places to do at]
— Safe spots like the bedroom, the couch, or the bathtub are his usual go-tos. The most daring place you’ve managed was his private professor office during lunch break, doors locked and blinds shut. He’s not the type to risk getting caught in places which have a high chance of interruption.
M = MOTIVATION [what turns him on]
— Ryuji gets turned on by seeing your reactions and knowing he’s making you feel good. He loves it when you take the lead, tease him, or show desire for him. Private moments, your closeness, and the way your body responds to him drive him wild.
N = NO [his turn offs]
— Ryuji dislikes anything sloppy, reckless, or public. He isn’t into loud, dramatic displays or risky situations where you could be caught. He also doesn’t like partners who aren’t focused on the moment or aren’t paying attention to him. He wants intimacy to be intentional, private, and connected.
O = ORAL [preference in giving, receiving, skill, etc…]
— Ryuji is so skilled it‘s insane. He enjoys giving as much as receiving, paying close attention to your reactions and adjusting accordingly. He’s methodical, slow, and focused, making sure every movement counts. The way he uses his mouth shows just how much he’s into you.
P = PACE [is he fast or slow? Preferences?]
— Ryuji is the type of guy to go slow. Since he is working, being busy 24 / 7 at university, he barely has time to fulfill his sex-life duties. So he would want to savour every single second of you guys being together. He would slowly go rough, VERY ROUGH though. The slow, deep pressure taking over him, his hands pushing your hips down like crazy. Whenever you start off fast, he would immediately slow your pace.
Q = QUICKIE [his opinions on quickies, how often, etc…]
— Doesn‘t like them at all since he likes to take as long as he needs to enjoy himself and you.
R = RISK [does he take risks?]
— As already mentioned, no, he doesn’t. The only risk he ever took was the time you two did it in his office.
S = STAMINA [how many rounds can he go for? How long does he last?]
— Ryuji has decent stamina, but he doesn‘t last looooong. He can go for a solid round or two if needed, focusing on making it good for both of you rather than pushing himself to exhaustion. He lasts long enough to fully enjoy the moment, but once he’s spent, he’s done and wants to rest close to you rather than keep going.
T = TOYS [does he own toys? Does he use them?]
— Ryuji doesn’t own or use toys. He prefers intimacy to be straightforward and hands-on, focused entirely on the two of you. Though once you brought your own toys and you guys tried them. Ryuji did enjoy seeing you squirm all over the place.
U = UNFAIR [how much he like to tease]
— Ryuji likes to tease, but in a quiet, controlled way. He knows exactly how to push your buttons. He makes you squirm and beg without doing too much, leaving you desperate and craving more while he stays calm.
V = VOLUME [how loud is he? What sounds does he make?]
— Ryuji is quiet during sex. He doesn’t scream or make loud noises, just low grunts, soft groans, and heavy breathing. It‘s very, VERY rare that a moan comes out of this guy’s mouth. Every sound is controlled, letting you hear how he’s into it without him needing to overbeare. Even when he’s at his peak, it’s a rough, deep sound rather than anything high-pitched or loud.
W = WILD CARD [random headcanon for him]
- He’s secretly into age / roleplay, specifically professor x student. He won’t admit it, but he definitely had sexual thoughts about you when you were his student. Before his accident, he once had pre-cum leak through his boxers during a lecture from thinking about lifting your miniskirt, bending you over the table, and spanking you with a ruler while "teaching" you since you kept failing your classes.
X = X-RAY [let’s see whats going on under those clothes]
— Under his clothes, Ryuji is lean and toned without being flashy. His muscles are defined but natural. His penis is average to slightly above average, the tip smooth and well-shaped.
Y = YEARNING [how high is his sex drive?]
— His sex drive is like a roller coaster with its ups and downs. Ryuji doesn’t constantly crave it, but when he comes home from work and finally has a moment to sit close to you after days apart, the desire hits hard. It’s clear when he’s in the mood, and probably three out of five times he doesn’t hesitate to let you know he’s horny.
Z = ZZZ [how quickly he fall asleep afterwards]
— Ryuji only falls asleep after making sure you‘re okay and relaxed. But usually he falls asleep instantly after sex, sleep takes over him fast if he holds you close, him feeling your warmth and you his.
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The bedroom sat in a gentle darkness, only a thin line of moonlight slipping through the curtains. You rested on the bed with your eyes closed, letting your body settle into the mattress. A faint heaviness lingered in your muscles, familiar by now. Ryuji had taken care of the baby all day, giving you a rare chance to breathe and let your mind settle.
A faint click made you stir. Your eyes cracked open just in time to see your husband closing the bedroom door behind him. The faint shadow of him against the frame moved slowly, before he eased himself onto the bed beside you.
Ryuji let out a soft, tired exhale as he settled against the pillows. His body sagged slightly with exhaustion. You could feel the weight of it even through the sheets.
“You look terrible.” You murmured, voice low, teasing lightly despite your own fatigue.
Ryuji let out a low grunt, rolling his shoulders as he gave a faint shrug. “Could say the same about you.” He replied, though his eyes betrayed just how tired he really was, but the tiredness gave his usual expression a softer look.
After a moment, your fingers made their way to his, brushing over his knuckles. “Thank you for taking care of him today.“
Ryuji let out a short, tired grunt, tightening his hand around yours just enough to acknowledge it. “Someone had to.”
You shifted slightly, using the gentle push of your elbows to lift yourself a little. Your chin came to rest against his chest, and you found yourself studying his face, tired lines and all, the quiet intensity in his eyes catching your attention.
Ryuji let out a soft, short exhale, his hand tightening around your side. “You’re staring.” He said dryly, edged with his teasing sharpness his tone always carried.
“I‘m just admiring.“ You replied, brushing his dark hair with your right hand. “You’re… distressed.”
“Distressed, huh.” He murmured, dry and clipped, the faintest smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Not much of a compliment.”
“It’s the truth.” You said softly, leaning a little closer. “You’ve been carrying so much on your own… just to keep our little family steady.”
There was a short yet long pause from Ryuji before he muttered something. “Someone has to.” He repeated.
You let your fingers drift over his chest, brushing along his collarbone. “You look like you could use… a little distraction.” You murmured, voice low, teasing. “Maybe I could help clear your mind.”
Fingers drifted lazily along his collarbone before sliding up to his temple, brushing over the warmth of his skin. Lips traced the line of his jaw, soft and teasing. A low, controlled exhale slipped past Ryuji, his hand resting lightly against your side.. Gentle kisses followed along his jaw, deliberate and slow, until finally they met his lips.
The kiss deepened, slow at first, until it grew hungrier with every passing second. Your lips pressed harder, breaths mixing, and the months of tension made every touch feel electric. It didn’t take long for you to notice him responding, his mouth growing hungrier and stronger.
Breaking the kiss with a soft, teasing breath, you pushed yourself up slightly, settling on his hips. Your hands pressed against his chest for balance, fingers tracing the line of his shoulders as you leaned down again, pressing kisses down his cheeks.
A quiet moan escaped Ryuji beneath you, low and rough in his throat. His other hand slid from his side to rest on your hips, grounding you as his lips pressed again to yours, soft and insistent. Slowly, he shifted, lifting his hips just enough to tug the waistband of his sweatpants and boxers down to his thighs.
Grinding against him, you push your panties to the side. Almost immediately, you feel the tip of his hard cock gliding at the entrance of your swollen, wet clit.
You notice how the man underneath you tried to arch up against you, wanting you to take his veiny member inside your walls. Just to tease him a little, you rocked up a bit, making Ryuji impatient.
“Just ride me already.” He hissed, his deep, raspy voice sending a shiver down your spine.
That‘s it. Your hips sink down on him, slowly, taking his length inside you.
A soft, long moan rolls off your tongue as the tip made its way up to the end of your vagina, touching the entrance of your cervix.
Ryuji‘s eyes flutter shut and his head turns slightly back, trying to hold in his moan. His hands tightened into the meat on your hips, holding you as if you would disappear if he didn‘t.
You start rocking your hips slowly, letting the heat build between you two. Your hands slide up from his chest to his face, capturing his lips in a hungry kiss, pressing your mouth to his and letting your tongue tease his, suppressing the small, needy sounds trying to escape him.
Ryuji breaks the kiss for a brief gasp of air, chest rising and falling quickly, but before he can even recover, your lips find his again, hungry and insistent, drawing him back into the kiss.
His grip on your hips never wavered, steady and firm as he began to speed up your movements, each thrust deliberate, sending sparks of heat through both of you.
The kiss broke suddenly, both of you gasping for air, chests heaving, lips flushed. The faster pace made the bed creak and squeal beneath you, sharp sounds in the quiet bedroom.
“Ah- slow down… ” You murmured, both of your palms pressing against his chest. “It‘s… too loud.”
Ryuji’s sharp eyes met yours for a brief moment, studying you, then flicked down to your hips, tracing the movements of your pussy colliding with his dick. Just as quickly, his gaze returned to yours,steady and intense. That quiet, controlled head in his expression making your pulse quicken.
His grip stayed firm on your hips, guiding you as you moved, and a low, quiet grunts slipped occasionally from his lips. The soft sounds of the bed and your movements filled the room.
You could feel how Ryuji was getting closer and closer from his cock twitching against your inner walls. You leaned closer, pressing your forehead onto his chest. A thin sheen of sweat was starting to form across both of your skin, dampening your hair.
“Look up, sweetheart… I want to look at you while I cum.” Ryuji’s voice broke through the haze, soft yet commanding.
Your gaze stayed on him, a soft whimper slipping out of your mouth. Ryuji moved beneath you, guiding your hips up and down once, twice, three slow and controlled times. Each movement drew quiet wet sounds into the room until a rough groan broke from his throat as he reached his climax.
You slowed, feeling him relax beneath you, his chest rising and falling with heavy breaths. Ryuji let out a low exhale, pressing his forehead lightly to yours.
After a short moment to catch his breath, Ryuji moved, rolling you onto your back with an easy pull and settling above you. His cock slid free slowly, the aftermath of his erection dripping out of your hole. His hands moved to grip both of your thighs.
“W-what are you doing?” You shivered as his hands held your thighs firmly, spreading you slightly.
“You didnt finish.” Without warning, his tongue traced over your lips between your thighs. Reflexively, your hand shot down, gripping his dark hair, while your thighs instinctively squeezed around his head. A high, breathless moan slipped from your lips.
Ryuji didn’t hesitate, mouth and tongue moving expertly over you, tasting and teasing every sensitive spot. Two fingers slid inside you slowly, curling and thrusting with steady, deliberate rhythm, each movement sending shivers up your spine.
It didn’t take long before a shudder ran through you, your cum spilling around his fingers and mouth. Ryuji let out a low, rough hum, savoring the closeness and the quiet aftermath of your shared release.
Ryuji shifted beside you, letting his body settle against yours. He pressed a gentle kiss to your temple, his hand brushing lightly over your arm.
“I missed this… You alright?” He murmured. You let out a tired, soft laugh, nuzzling into his chest. “Yeah… better than-”
A high-pitched baby cry echoed from the next room, pulling both of your attention.
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Teacher’s Pet
𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠:Ryuji Matsuyama x Reader
A/n:look... I can explain, okay? Well, I don’t really like him that much (for random personal reasons lol), but I don’t know, he just popped into my head when I was writing. And I also have to write something about the new characters (even though my heart still belongs to the ones from season 1 and 2). But yeah, here it is. I’m not sure if it’s exactly what you wanted, babe, but I hope you like it 💕
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: A forbidden late-night encounter between a brilliant student and her professor spirals into raw, unfiltered obsession, power play, and devastating truths. One office. One lighter. One secret that could burn everything down.
The philosophy building hallway was dead at 10:13 p.m. Only the buzz of fluorescent lights and the echo of your heels. You stopped in front of door 307, dark wood, gold plate: Prof. Ryuji Matsuyama – Contemporary Philosophy.
Two knocks.
“Come in.”
His voice cut through the wood like a blade.
You pushed the door open.
Ryuji stood with his back to you, staring out the window at the empty courtyard. Light-gray dress shirt, sleeves rolled to the elbows, forearms corded, veins raised. Black slacks, leather belt. Tall. Whole. No wheelchair; here he was just a man, except he wasn’t.
He turned slowly. Brown eyes devoured you from head to toe, lingering on your mouth.
“Lock the door.”
You obeyed. The click sounded final.
“You’re late.”
“Bus was delayed,” you lied. Truth: you’d spent twenty minutes in the humanities building bathroom, sprawled on the tile, fingers buried knuckle-deep, picturing his voice ordering you to come.
Ryuji closed the distance, steps deliberate. Stopped a hand’s breadth away.
“Take off the jacket.”
You let the hoodie drop. Underneath: thin white blouse, black lace bra visible. Nipples hard, poking through the fabric.
“Good girl.”
He perched on the edge of the desk, legs spread. “Come here.”
You stepped between his thighs.
“You aced the quiz,” he said, voice low. “Perfect score. As promised.”
“I want my reward.”
One eyebrow arched. “And what does my little student want?”
You bit your lip. “I want you to stop ignoring me in the halls. Stop pretending you don’t think about me when you’re with her.”
Ryuji gripped your chin, thumb brushing your lower lip. “Careful what you ask for.”
You licked his thumb. “Then punish me.”
He laughed, dark. “Panties off.”
You slid the black lace down your ankles, stepped out of them.
“Now sit in the chair.”
His chair. Swivel, black leather. You sat, legs wide, skirt hiked to your waist. Pussy bare, slick, glistening.
Ryuji backed up against the opposite wall. Arms crossed.
“Touch yourself.”
You hesitated.
“Now.”
Fingers slid down, circling your swollen clit. You moaned softly, eyes locked on his.
“Slow,” he ordered. “I want to watch you fall apart inch by inch.”
You obeyed, lazy circles, wet sounds filling the silence.
“Look at me. Always.”
You lifted your gaze. He was hard, cock straining against his slacks. But he didn’t move. Just watched.
“Faster.”
You sped up, hips rolling.
“Stop.”
You froze, whimpering.
“Again.”
Five times. Six. You were crying, body shaking.
“Please…”
“Please what?”
“I need to come.”
“No.”
He knelt in front of you, pulled your hand away, replaced it with two thick fingers, sliding deep, curling.
“You come when I say.”
Now you were on your knees, skirt bunched at your waist, blouse open. Ryuji standing, fly undone, cock in your face. Thick, veined, pre cum beading at the tip.
“Suck.”
You took as much as you could, throat spasming. He fisted your hair, setting the pace.
“Look at me, slut.”
You did, eyes watering.
“You love this, don’t you? Love being used by your married professor.”
You moaned around him.
He yanked your hair, pulling you off. “Answer.”
“Yes.”
“Yes what?”
“Yes, Professor.”
He spun you, bent you over the desk. Papers scattered.
“Count to ten,” he growled. “One spank per number. Mess up, start over.”
The first slap cracked across your ass. You yelped.
“One…”
Second, other cheek.
“Two…”
By five, you stumbled.
“Start over, dumb whore.”
You sobbed, but your pussy dripped onto the floor.
At ten, he stopped.
“Good girl.”
He dropped to his knees behind you, tongue dragging through your folds. You screamed, gripping the desk edge.
“Ryuji—”
“Shut up.”
He sucked your clit like punishment, fingers pumping, curling. You came without permission, squirting over his chin.
He stopped instantly.
“I said no permission.”
You were crying. “I’m sorry…”
“Stand up.”
Legs shaking, you obeyed.
He sat in the chair, pulled you onto his lap, back to his chest.
“Now fuck yourself on my cock until I say stop.”
You sank down slowly, his fat head stretching you open, inch by burning inch.
“Slow,” he commanded. “I want to feel every bit.”
You whimpered, obeying.
He bit your shoulder. “You’re mine, you know that? My dirty little student. My secret fucktoy.”
You tried to speed up.
He gripped your hips, stilling you. “I said slow.”
You whined.
“Look at me.”
You twisted your neck. He kissed you hard, tongue invading.
“You come when I come inside you. Understood?”
“Yes…”
“Yes what?”
“Yes, Professor.”
He smirked, dark.
“Then hold it.”
And you did. Minute after minute. Until your thighs burned, tears streamed, you begged.
But he hadn’t come yet.
And the night was just beginning.
---
You were still impaled on his cock, thighs trembling, sweat dripping down your spine. Ryuji’s hands clamped your hips like iron, forcing you to stay still even as your walls fluttered around him, desperate for friction.
“Move,” he finally growled.
You lifted, then slammed back down. The wet slap of skin on skin echoed. His cock dragged against every ridge inside you, the head kissing your cervix with each brutal drop.
“Fuck—yes—” you gasped.
He spanked your ass hard enough to leave a handprint. “Language, pet. Or I’ll gag you with your own panties.”
You whimpered, riding him faster. The chair creaked under the force. Your tits bounced free from the blouse, nipples grazing his forearms every time you rose.
Ryuji leaned forward, teeth sinking into the meat of your shoulder. “You’re dripping all over my slacks. Filthy little cunt.”
You moaned, head falling back. He licked the bite mark, then bit again, harder.
“Want to come?” he taunted.
“Yes—please—”
“Not yet.”
He lifted you off his cock with zero warning. You cried out at the sudden emptiness, legs shaking as he stood, spun you, and shoved you face-down onto the desk. Papers crunched under your cheek. Your ass was in the air, pussy gaping, slick running down your thighs.
Ryuji kicked your feet wider. “Stay.”
You heard the clink of his belt, the rustle of fabric. Then his cockhead nudged your entrance, teasing.
“Beg.”
“Please, Professor—fuck me—ruin me—”
He slammed in to the hilt in one thrust. You screamed, nails scraping the wood. He didn’t give you time to adjust just pulled out and pounded back in, hips snapping with brutal precision.
“Take it,” he snarled. “Take every inch of your married professor’s cock.”
Each thrust punched the air from your lungs. Your pussy clenched, squirting a little with every deep stroke. The desk rocked, legs screeching against the floor.
“Ryuji—too much—”
He grabbed your hair, yanking your head back. “You don’t get to say that. You wanted this.”
His other hand snaked around, fingers finding your clit. He rubbed vicious circles, fast and rough.
“Come. Now.”
You shattered. Your orgasm ripped through you like a seizure, pussy gushing over his cock, down his balls, soaking the floor. You sobbed, body convulsing.
But he didn’t stop.
He kept fucking you through it, fingers still on your clit, forcing you into a second climax before the first even ended. You squirted again, harder, a puddle forming under the desk.
“Stop—please—I can’t—”
“You can. And you will.”
He pulled out, flipped you onto your back. Your legs were jelly, but he hooked them over his shoulders, folding you in half. Then he drove back in, deeper than before.
Your eyes rolled back. He was hitting your G-spot with every thrust, the angle obscene. His balls slapped your ass, the sound wet and filthy.
“Look at me,” he ordered.
You forced your eyes open. His face was flushed, jaw clenched, sweat beading on his brow. He looked feral.
“You’re going to come again. And again. Until you pass out or I fill you up. Your choice.”
He choked you lightly, thumb pressing your throat. Not enough to hurt—just enough to make you dizzy. Your pussy spasmed.
“Third one,” he counted, voice rough. “Come.”
You did. This time you screamed his name, back arching off the desk, pussy milking him so hard he groaned.
He pulled out, slapped your clit with his cock. You jolted, oversensitive.
“Turn over. Ass up.”
You obeyed on shaky limbs, kneeling on the desk, face pressed to the wood. He spread your cheeks, spat on your asshole.
You tensed.
“Relax,” he murmured, thumb circling the tight ring. “Not today. But soon.”
He slid back into your pussy, slow and deep. Then he started fucking you in earnest long, punishing strokes that made your toes curl.
His hand came down on your ass again, again, again. Each spank sent a jolt straight to your clit.
“You’re going to take my cum,” he said. “Every drop. And you’re going to keep it inside you tomorrow. In class. While I lecture. You’ll feel me leaking out of you and you’ll smile like the good little whore you are.”
You moaned, pushing back against him.
He reached under, pinched your clit hard.
“Come with me.”
You exploded. Your vision whited out, body seizing, pussy clamping down so tight he roared. He thrust once, twice, then buried himself deep and came hot, thick ropes flooding your cunt, painting your walls.
You felt every pulse. He stayed inside, grinding, making sure you took it all.
When he finally pulled out, cum dripped from your gaping hole, mixing with your squirt on the desk.
You were limp, boneless, tears and drool on your cheek.
Ryuji wasn’t done.
He flipped you again, spread your legs wide. Then he dropped to his knees and ate you out.
His tongue plunged into your cum-filled pussy, licking his own spend mixed with yours. He sucked your clit, fingers sliding in alongside his tongue, curling.
You thrashed, oversensitive, but he pinned your thighs down.
“No—Ryuji—I can’t—”
“You can.”
He added a third finger, stretching you. His mouth was relentless, sucking, biting, licking. You came again, a weak, shuddering orgasm that left you sobbing.
He stood, cock hard again already. He jerked himself slowly, eyes on your wrecked body.
“Open your mouth.”
You did, tongue out. He came a second time, painting your face, your tongue, your tits. You swallowed what you could, the rest dripping down your chin.
Then he scooped you up, carried you to the couch in the corner. Laid you down gently, almost tender.
You were trembling, aftershocks still rippling through you. He wiped your face with his shirt, then kissed your forehead.
“Stay here,” he murmured. “I’ll get water.”
He returned with a bottle, helped you drink. You were too weak to sit up.
After a minute, he sat beside you, pulling you into his lap. You curled against his chest, exhausted.
The silence stretched.
Then you whispered, “Why am I secret?”
He stiffened.
You looked up. “If I’m so special, why do you hide me? You have a wife. Kids. A life. Why do you need me?”
He didn’t answer at first. Just stared at the wall.
Finally: “Because I’m a coward.”
You sat up, cum still leaking from you, legs sticky. “That’s it?”
He met your eyes. “You want the truth? You’re the only thing that makes me feel alive. But I can’t leave them. I won’t.”
You laughed, bitter. “So I’m just your dirty little escape?”
He didn’t deny it.
You stood, wobbly, gathering your clothes. Found your panties torn. Threw them at him.
“Keep them. Souvenir.”
You pulled on your skirt, blouse half-buttoned. Found a lighter in your bag stolen from a party weeks ago. Flicked it open, flame dancing.
You set it on the desk, next to the puddle of cum and squirt.
“For when you want to burn it all down,” you said.
Then you walked to the door.
He didn’t stop you.
At the threshold, you turned. “Tomorrow in class, I’ll be in the front row. Legs crossed. Smiling. And you’ll know exactly what’s dripping down my thighs.”
You left.
The door closed with a soft click.
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EPILOGUE – 3 DAYS LATER
You sat in the front row, legs crossed, skirt riding high. Ryuji lectured on Nietzsche, voice steady. But his eyes kept flicking to you.
You smiled, slow and sweet.
Under the desk, your fingers traced the bruise on your inner thigh his teeth marks.
He faltered mid-sentence.
You uncrossed your legs, just enough for him to see: no panties. Cum still dried on your skin from the night he’d fucked you in the library stacks after hours.
He always had some kind of fascination with the afterlife. Some would call it an infatuation.
The beautiful melody of Mozart played in the background as a man in dark hair and tanned skin sat by his work table as he sewed an arm to the torso of his creation in the making.
The smell of decaying flesh was attempted to be covered up by the various flowers that crowded his office.
~*~*~*~*~*~*
Your eyes fluttered open and you were greeted by a bright light.
The metal table you laid upon was cold and uncomfortable. You felt like you have just woken from a long slumber yet you have no memory of anything. Your brain was fresh,naive and eager to learn.
You glanced at the man in the room. He was wearing a plastic apron and some goggles so you couldn't quite make out his face.
"Hello" His voice was calm and observant as he wheeled himself towards you. "I am Ryuji"
"Ryu...ji" The act of speaking was as foreign to you as everything else that this new world held.
"Yes. Your name is Y/N. I think we'll get along just fine"
~*~*~*~*~*
For months he'd read to you and teach you everything you'd need to know. How to speak,how to write. Finally you were able to leave his office once he was satisfied.
You were still getting used to walking so Ryuji let you use his crutches that he'd gotten when he was still hopeful about physiotherapy. They were practically brand new.
"This is pork cutlet" He explained calmly as he showed you how to use the cutlery.
"You try"
Your attempt was clumsy and messy. It made him smile slightly. He found it rather amusing.
The professor wasn't exactly fond of most people but there was something about your naive existence that he found charming.
"It's alright " He assured and helped his creation eat their first meal. "What do you think?"
His question was a bit vague for you. "About what?"
"The food I mean. Do you enjoy it?"
You gave it some deep thought as you stared at the plate in front of you. "Yes"
~*~*~*~*~*
"You haven't contributed to your research in months. I think it's time to get back to teaching Ryuji"
"No you don't understand,Sir. I am on the brink of a breakthrough"
"Usually when people say that they have something to show for it"
"I can't show you yet but sir I promise this is-"
Clank!
What the hell was that sound?
"Um I'll call you back sir"
He followed where the sound was coming from only to be led to the bathroom. He hesitated before knocking on the door.
"Are you alright?"
He became concerned when there was no answer. "I'm coming in"
You were still getting used to handling slippery floors and the buttons of your pajama shirt.
Ryuji sighed but helped you up from the floor and temporarily pulled you onto his lap.
"We need to work on your hand coordination" he checked the back of your head for any signs of bleeding but luckily it seems it was only your arm that got hurt.
Your right hand was on the brink of falling off with only 4 of the stitches still holding it together,the rest came undone from the fall.
"I'll fix this don't worry" he inspected your arm before moving you onto the edge of the bathtub. "Stay here"
You nodded and waited patiently for him to return.
You watched curiously as he stitched your arm back together. At one point he glanced up
"Is something wrong?"
"No"
"Then why are you looking at me like that?"
You hesitated before asking. "Why did you make me?"
He froze. He knew he couldn't say the actual answer. He didn't need his experiment to have an existential crisis. He needed this to go well so he can prove his findings and finally win a Nobel Prize.