supercorp 22 or 31 if it sparks joy? (also if there is a Better Prompt Youâd Prefer ignore this one since youâre only doing 4!!!! :D) enjoy knocking off the rust oreo!
"things you said after it was over"
The arena is a good investment, objectively. Itâs long past time for National Cityâs womenâs soccer team to have a facility of their own, and itâs good press for L-Corp to provide it. Thatâs what Sam said all those months ago when the portfolio landed on Lenaâs desk, and itâs what she said weeks ago when they scheduled this gala, and itâs what she said this morning over breakfast when Lena considered faking a broken arm in order to get out of it. Itâs what Sam will say about the two additional portfolios Lena knows are waiting for her at home â ice hockey and softball, apparently â and Lena knows that Sam will be right.
The truth is that in the past seven years Sam has never once led Lena or L-Corp astray â never once except today, and that isnât really Samâs fault. Womenâs sports is a good investment: viewership is up, merchandising is up, public interest is up, and Sam gets to take a lot of pictures next to extremely fit and mostly queer women which is definitely a bonus.
The downside â and itâs a big one, as far as Lena is concerned â is that Supergirl has become National Cityâs biggest advocate for womenâs sports. Which means that sheâs almost definitely here somewhere.
Ah, there she is. Kara has one arm draped artfully over a cocktail table, looking for all the world as though sheâs leaning on it but Lena knows she mustnât be or the table would be matchsticks. Sheâs wearing a version of the super suit done up to look almost like a National City uniform, and Lena wants to say that it looks ridiculous but it doesnât. It really, really doesnât. And there, ah, is National Cityâs team captain, one hand ever so innocently caressing Karaâs bicep while Kara leans in a little, smirks, asks a question in that low voice Lena remembers all too well.
Lena turns away. Sam was wrong â seeing Kara after all these years isnât completely fine. Itâs completely not fine, and she canât stop picturing that playerâs fingers running over Karaâs muscles, and sheâs going to throw up or throw something or just throw a tantrum maybe.
She snags a ginger ale off of a tray to wash the taste of shame out of her mouth. It has been seven years, and sheâs happy. She and Sam have built a life together, and itâs a life anyone would be incredibly lucky to step into. But still. Still. In the months after it all ended, when Lena was still at least ostensibly welcome among the super friends, Nia Nal had introduced her to the word âsituationshipâ and something had clicked for Lena. Kelly Olsen had sent an artfully worded four paragraph text message that essentially boiled down to: the most painful relationships to end are the ones that were never formalized, because nobody really understands what youâre grieving.
Lena never called Kelly to talk about it, although she believed that Kelly believed the offer was sincere. What was there to say? There was no explosion, no acute injury. Kara just⌠left. Gradually, by degrees, without any kind of malice or any kind of explanation. She just wasnât around anymore. When Lena called to catch up or make plans, she was always busy. And one morning Lena woke up and realized that she always would be.
So, fine, itâs been seven years and Lena hasnât processed it all, but sheâs an adult and she can handle Kara Danvers getting all dressed up for the cameras and letting the local fuckboi lesbian jocks fondle her arms. Thatâs just. Thatâs just Tuesday in National City, and Lena can deal. Sam will be here in half an hour and in the meantime Lena just has to look at anything and anyone else and-
Well. Fuck. âKara,â Lena replies. She holds up her ginger ale by way of a sarcastic toast.
âItâs been a minute.â
âYouâve been busy.â
There was a time when Karaâs eyes might have darted back and forth between Lenaâs, mouth twisted in confusion, hands twisted with concern. This Kara only smiles a soft half smile, like the ice in Lenaâs tone is a little inside joke just between the two of them. She glances back at the team captain, now engaged in conversation with a couple of suits by the bar.
âHavenât we all,â Kara says. âItâs nice to see L-Corp taking an interest in womenâs sports. All that money for fine arts, Iâm surprised to see you involved with something so⌠pedestrian.â
Lena genuinely canât suss out whether this is meant to be a jab or an actual expression of curiosity, so she sips her ginger ale and eyes Kara over the top of the glass. Where the fuck is Sam? This is going to be the longest half an hour of Lenaâs life.
âWomenâs sports is a good investment,â she says. Inside, sheâs cringing. Womenâs sports is a good investment? Really? You say to the poster child for womenâs sports in National City? Okay.
Kara smiles for real this time. âIsnât it? Iâm glad the corporate world is finally catching on. Thereâs some real talent here, real potential.â
Kara hasnât aged a day. Lena is hiding a couple of grey hairs under an expensive dye job and she wonders suddenly, irrationally, if Kara can see right through it. Probably not. Would it matter if she could? It shouldnât.
âWell,â Kara says when Lena doesnât answer. And there, for a moment, is the Kara she remembers: that sheepish quirk of the lips, the anxious twist of the hands. âI should let you go do whatever it is you people do at these events. I just- I wanted to say, I-â Kara looks up at the ceiling and takes a deep breath. When she looks back down, sheâs a vision of composure. âWell, Iâve missed you, and I just wanted to say that Iâm sorry I havenât been around. But Iâd like to catch up some time, if you havenât lost my number.â
Lena nearly drops the ginger ale. The laugh that comes out of her is incredulous and involuntarily. âIf I havenât lost your number."
âI know. I just- I was in love with you, you know?â She laughs, and it reaches her eyes, like it really is the funniest thing. âAnd I knew you were never going to feel that way, and I just needed some distance. I didnât want to ruin our friendship with my feelings, but I guess it turned out that way anyway, huh? But Iâm- Iâm good now. And youâre good, with Sam. So.â
The dizziness that comes over Lena is so intense that she sways for a moment on her feet. Kara tracks it, but doesnât reach out to steady her. What she wants to say is, I was always going to feel that way, I always felt that way, I wanted you the whole time, I wanted, I wanted, I want-
What she says is: âI am good now, with Sam. But it was nice seeing you again.â
And then she waits. Kara half raises her hand like sheâll say something else, or touch Lena, or something - anything at all. She says, âYeah. It was nice seeing you too.â
When Lena averts her gaze, Kara walks away. Itâs better that way, that Kara should be the one to go. Lena doesnât think she can do it. She thinks that perhaps sheâll stay rooted to this spot for the rest of her life. I was in love with you, you know?
Samâs arms circle Lena from behind, and Lena, God help her, flinches before she realizes. Sam hums quietly, soothingly into the hair at her temple.
âHowâs the party?â she whispers.
Lena doesnât look at Kara. âItâs beautiful,â she says. âAbsolutely perfect.â