#orbital notations

It's almost 3 am, but I crave front man

I really wanna get into eyeliner, and do those cool racoon eyes shit and dye my hair black, and cut it into what I want my hair to look like

But I can't. Because it's 3 am, we don't have spare money, it's a sensory ick having makeup on our face so someone else will front and get overwhelmed, and I can't change my hair w/o it effecting everyone

Siiiighhhhh

We don't got any followers to apologize for the inactivity, but I'm still gonna do that

Life got stressful again, I'm so sick of parents. They don't even live with us anymore and they're constently just shit. We keep trying to give them chances to improve, and they keep surprising us in how consistently shit they can be.

Anyway, we've been a mess, our trackers been a mess, we've been trying to draw for art fight, but it's difficult when our body is pissy cause the stress from the parents.

And our birthday is next week :/

Dude, I know I'm co fronting with % Nobo rn, but that guy is terrible for our body

I'm in, so much pain rn

He helped our sister clean an office in town , stretched our body out (which! Should be helpful, if our body wasn't a jerk) and keeps pacing around the house! I don't think we've sat down for more than an hour today besides car rides (which are hell) and watching some videos with our sister for a while. (Not long enough!)

% Nobo

We follow so many system blogs I genuinely forgot role-play blogs weren't just fictives and introjects...

One day your just sitting, minding your own business

Fuck man, I really wanna draw but our body is imploding and I can't even play games or anything 😔

Just been sitting in bed reading fics and doom scrolling off and on

Was feeling down that we got no notifications for the comic I thought we posted last night. Finally decided to check the blog, and it's not even posted

Alright what if our first comic we post is one we did on our phone at 1am? What if some of the Headmates in the comic aren't even on our ref sheet yet?