Plurality the musical

(found four more guys, will add pictures later) are a young adult, Aroace overall, and physically disabled. We tag posts made with symbols followed by names, because we organize everything with these symbols and they feel like part of our names now

Being disabled has a lot of downs, one we really struggle with is allowing ourselves to rest without guilt, especially when people are doing things around the house and we aren't.

But! Today I have a get out of jail free card I've been playing whenever the others kick up fuss about feeling useless

Becauseeee it's our birthday!

"we need to help!" Nu uh! It's our birthday! "We should be cleaning or helping cook or" we get to sit, it's our brithday!

It's almost 3 am, but I crave front man

I really wanna get into eyeliner, and do those cool racoon eyes shit and dye my hair black, and cut it into what I want my hair to look like

But I can't. Because it's 3 am, we don't have spare money, it's a sensory ick having makeup on our face so someone else will front and get overwhelmed, and I can't change my hair w/o it effecting everyone

Siiiighhhhh

We don't got any followers to apologize for the inactivity, but I'm still gonna do that

Life got stressful again, I'm so sick of parents. They don't even live with us anymore and they're constently just shit. We keep trying to give them chances to improve, and they keep surprising us in how consistently shit they can be.

Anyway, we've been a mess, our trackers been a mess, we've been trying to draw for art fight, but it's difficult when our body is pissy cause the stress from the parents.

And our birthday is next week :/

Eheheh ohohoh

I love drawing, we've been doing art fight and N and I were tag-teaming some revenges we had to get done. And we drew so longgg

It looks really good and I'm v happyyy

We're just not super source connected.

We aren't just mimicking characters we grow attached to

I am Spider-Man, (moreso go by Peter Parker) because I want to be like him, and I act like him, and I love being known as Peter.

Woah dude. Wooooooah

Dude, I know I'm co fronting with % Nobo rn, but that guy is terrible for our body

I'm in, so much pain rn

He helped our sister clean an office in town , stretched our body out (which! Should be helpful, if our body wasn't a jerk) and keeps pacing around the house! I don't think we've sat down for more than an hour today besides car rides (which are hell) and watching some videos with our sister for a while. (Not long enough!)

% Nobo

We follow so many system blogs I genuinely forgot role-play blogs weren't just fictives and introjects...

One day your just sitting, minding your own business

Fuck man, I really wanna draw but our body is imploding and I can't even play games or anything 😔

Just been sitting in bed reading fics and doom scrolling off and on

Yeah, that's & Andy, it tells everyone to go to sleep. One time (that we can remember) he fronted, got overwhelmed because apparently it can feel everyone all the time, and was a complete mess of emotions for like a solid two hours.

He's chill tho, usually sticks around in co-front until we cave and go to bed.

Was feeling down that we got no notifications for the comic I thought we posted last night. Finally decided to check the blog, and it's not even posted

Alright what if our first comic we post is one we did on our phone at 1am? What if some of the Headmates in the comic aren't even on our ref sheet yet?

Guess who just practically ran out of a bowling alley to have a mini panic attack outside of it on one of their best friend's birthday party with his family 🫣

I'm alright, (and my friend said he completely understands, fucking love that guy) nothing actually happened, my earbuds died and I couldn't self regulate in the loud environment anymore 😔

We live like 5 minutes away, so he drove me home, and told me he really doesn't mind at least twenty times, but I still feel bad for him driving me home 🥲