#or wrong

Moriarty is a tricky character to pin down; aside from sharing the exact same name as his brother (James and James Moriarty), and ACD introducing him and killing him off within the same story, we never actually meet him. The only person who interacts with him is Holmes, Watson only catches a glimpse of him at the Reichenbach. Both times we hear his actual words in The Final Problem and The Valley of Fear are Holmes retelling his own conversations with him. Or, he's randomly being brought up in conversations and called the most dangerous man in London. Then there's the whole thing of ACD introducing him twice in the aforementioned stories; as in, at first it seemed like Holmes only told Watson about him before the Fall, then it seems like Watson knew about him a lot earlier.

I'm not going to full develop this idea (at least, not now), I'm just going to throw it into the void and see what happens.

I try my best to stay away from 18+ content in general, especially g/t, since it is a huge comfort for me in a very strictly sfw way. I’m a minor, so that’s a pretty healthy standpoint I believe.

But, inevitably, I accidentally stumbled across nsfw or suggestive content regarding g/t. And usually it’s a simple block and scroll situation, people can like what they like- and while it isn’t very awesome to have your content not censored or age restricted, I understand that people can forget to do so, and it’s kinda just the nature of the internet. The thing that bugs me though, is people saying FLAT OUT that G/T is inherently sexual in the community. It’s fucking gross, and I’ve seen many people over the years claim so, despite the fact that the G/T community has lots of minors in it.

It’s genuinely made me consider not tagging my work as g/t, but I’ve ultimately decided (at least for now unless I see an uptick in posts like that) I’m going to continue marking my content as g/t. The people who believe it is inherently sexual are definitely a minority in the community, so unless that changes I’m chill.

Tumblr is 12+, and I am of the PERSONAL belief that accounts should mark their content appropriately or at least have it put in their bio. They don’t necessarily have to, but it’s still disgusting to not do so. If you’re a minor it’s on you or your guardians to put restrictions on the device, but in an era that undoubtedly has the internet as a main social tool, I feel like minors deserve to either be given more spaces for them, shielded from the nsfw content on apps that encourage you to do so or promote themselves as a space where minors can be, or laws/social norms need to be put in place to decrease the inherent need for social media if teenagers want a chance at having friends or interests. The blame isn’t entirely on the people, it’s also heavily on tumblr moderation, but I’m just honestly frustrated. And needed to rant.

This post isn’t made to shame people, you can like whatever you like, but please- Do not say that g/t is inherently inappropriate, because it isn’t, and it’s gross to believe or preach so when minors are pretty involved with the community. There is size difference vocab that does inherently suggest explicit material (micro/macro being the main one I believe), g/t is not one of them.

Also, sfw paged adults you are still allowed here!!! I appreciate and respect you all! Just be a decent human being <3

Im likely going to delete this later, it was lwk kind of a vent i had been thinking about for a while.

1) get up in the morning

2) do the dishes every day after dinner

3) sweep the floors and vacuum the rugs every day

4) occasionally clean the bathroom or help weed the garden if asked

I have been getting up between 8am-8:30am pretty much every day and doing just that. Apparently it's not enough and I need to "do more around the house" and, despite trying my best to look for a place to move that I can actually afford, I need to "not be on my phone all the time." How tf else am I supposed to look????

Apparently I've got it pretty easy and if I want to stay here I have to try harder.

I have literally been trying to find a place since I move in in April to move to because I don't want to be here.

I'm sleeping on a fucking camping cot in the basement and the room I'm in got completely stripped after the flooding we got so it looks like a damn murder room right now. I don't want to be here, I want my own space!

I'm so fucking tired of this, they keep moving the goalposts around and not telling me, then getting mad that I'm not doing whatever they changed it to. All this on top of being severely depressed and anxious and trying to juggle doctor's appointments and mental health appointments while trying to apply (and get accepted) to my province's disability program, which is notoriously hard to be accepted into.

And then you add on the fact that they threw out/donated a bunch of my stuff (I had zero say in this) when they moved me in, and I'm not allowed any of my creative outlets (no drawing/colouring, writing, video games, books, etc.) and there's nothing for me to do to distract myself when my mental health starts getting worse again.

And then I get bitched at for being upset over everything/getting yelled at.

I'm just so fucking exhausted and frustrated with everything and I don't know what to do anymore. Apparently unless I'm trying over 100% every single day and exhausting myself even more than I already am, it's not enough and never will be.

What the fuck am I even supposed to do?

It doesn't matter how hard I try or what i do i feel like I'm never going to be enough for them, and that i don't matter to them.

even better, the idea of being either of the two is rocking my shit. I’m getting my ass dragged rn idk if there’ll be enough left for them to bury

(if you were wondering, I didn’t change my identity for this! with serious contemplation I realized that my particular interest into the topic of this fic was entirely theoretical and I have no interest in partaking in this irl. but damn!)