#operetka

co do mleczy! pamiętam, jak najbardziej pamiętam tą wiadomość 🌻 Jedna z najlepszych wiadomości jaką dostałem.. Dziękuję Ci bardzo 🥺💖 and you're right, it would be good for me to try some things. go for a long walk and explore new places. maybe crochet more, draw more, create more things. I wanna also make a journal, one of my friends actually sent me something new to try out, so I wanna also do that soon. It's good to try to find some new things, or maybe go back to doing things like you used to do

but if im being honest I've been feeling like this for some time.. often i feel like I'm too annoying, and getting more followers makes me more anxious to talk sometimes. once someone got upset at me about something, I don't even know exactly what happened to be honest, but something was different. I felt bad later because I realized that i was still following that person and i was sending asks and stuff but that person sounded differently than usually, and probably unfollowed me a long time ago. I dont know for how long I was being annoying and it still kinda makes me feel bad.. I'm mostly talking about personal things in my posts, so i don't know what and why, but yeah.. anyway, I don't think I wanna talk more about it. I know it's stupid but after that and after some other things, like somene actually asking me when I'm deleting lol, and someone being basically like u complain too much when I was being sad about some stuff and I was just talking to myself. I know I shouldn't care, and it's of course fine if someone doesn't like me but I dont wanna make anyone upset or something.. Sometimes I just overthinking everything and I feel like some people are tired of me, and I don't want to show up anywhere which I know that's probably not true