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For the last few months, I've been stuck in a bit of a rut. So far, 2014 has been a bore, because of school, i'm doing the same thing every day and it gets tiring. I play a lot of video games, but thats it really, I really miss my big sister who I never see anymore and I've stopped drawing and writing and having motivation for creative stuff I used to love. My life is really boring and school is taking a whole chunk of my motivation and energy away, any advice?

I think I have bad anxiety and I have this constant worry that I'll never find a boyfriend because I'm 18 and still haven't had anyone take interest in me. I just want someone to take notice of me u_u

things have been really down lately, with my disability and all. i'm really trying to look at the positive things in life!! but sometimes its really hard.... and i'm getting really tired out. i dont know what to do to make me happy anymore :(

Is growing up really needed? My family sometimes get mad at me for being like a kid, but they always treat me like one... My friends also gradually change, I can't help to think that they're leaving me behind... A part of me wants to grow up, but I always messed things up that people told me to "Don't be such a kid, grow up!" I want to but I can't! A part of me feel scared of growing up... I feel lonely and frustrated of the pressure everyone puts on me... what should I do?