u told indiana anon very close and i stg if i’ve been anonymously crushing on you this entire time and we live in the same state i’m throwing myself off a bridge...pls don’t live in illinois or ohio -🦕

people always spoke of the moments of clarity prior to a crash ; the helplessness , the slow motion and the rapid speed at once ;  the inescapable knowledge of what’s about to happen !  when green hues settled on evie hunched ,  blood dripping from her side , a vindictive member of uma’s crew towering over her , she know how it felt .  legs can’t carry her fast enough , kicking down barriers and barely managing to retain composition .  (  evie’s blood is on the seat of the limousine - nausea overcomes her .  )  bickering with jay and carlos when they return , when evie’s losing consciousness . hands stained red . mother’s voice echoes - TOLD YOU LOVE WAS WEAKNESS ! SHOULD HAVE HEEDED MY ADVICE ! ( mother always knew her better . )  never felt fear in such volume ,  witnessing evie dragged away into the infirmary . they’d just gotten together ! one night spent exploring their new privileges .  ( turning into an auradon girl - fantasies of happily ever after . ) it was her fault - was the reason for their rescue mission ! evie would be fine if not for her selfishness - should’ve told her to leave ; should’ve insisted . too stubborn for her own good . insists upon seeing evie first , insisted upon remaining there . sat in an uncomfortable chair , half asleep with the weight of the day .  ( using evie’s blood stained jacket as a blanket . had insisted upon that too . )  eyes snap open at the first sound of a voice , isle instincts aiding in how quickly she was alert.  “ E ! “ louder than necessary , drowned in relief .