#ooooouh

It was more than difficult to get to the point where they got comfortable around each other enough to get intimate. And even though the first time you did it they started arguing in the middle of it, it was the best experience you ever had - to feel this loved, this warm and wanted. To be able to give, to show them unconditional and impalpable love with the tip of your fingers. To love them enough and together.

Levi understands how complementary the three of you are, how the inner workings and dynamics of this particular relationship works and how soothing it is to have an ally, a friend and a lover in each of you. Zeke knows how happy you are to have them in your life, how you cherish the way they're able to show love and affection in very distinct ways and how grateful you are for them to have indulged with your desire, allowing them to listen to their own.

They've never asked you to choose, never asked you to pick a favorite because they found a balance, they fell in love with the way you love them both, how you showed them they could love, truly love, outside of what they were taught what love was. and being just the three of you is like building a universe with every second and every word, with every kiss on the palm of your hand and every strand of hair you tuck away from their foreheads and with all the notes of music echoing in your home, all the fond looks and words, when it's just the three of you.

It's not a fight to know who gets to have the biggest part in a play; it's a team moving in harmony. It's a race against the world and against the others and against conventions and you're determined to win it with them. You're decided to make it to the finish line with both of their hands holding tight to yours.

(Or how Levi brings a hand to his lips when he laughs when Zeke says something silly, and how Zeke's eyes wander on his lips and the cute way he frowns as they stare at each other and you just chuckle, telling them to get a room)

(Or how they jerked each other off one day you were away because of work and everything went great after that)