Dear World of Tumblr,

I still do not know if someone is actually reading the things I am writing here. Perhaps I am starting to be comfortable with the idea spreading my thoughts and my personal life to the world. Who knows?

I was actually thinking of spicing up my profile. Instead of putting my blogs on Blogspot, perhaps I can post my thoughts here where people may actually or accidentally stumble upon my works. Perhaps give me an idea or two about certain topics. In fact, I have an idea for my next blog entry. Perhaps I could possibly write about the general flaws of out penal system. I mean, I re-watched Shawshank Redemption last night with my partner and nothing really changed since that movie came out. Especially here in the Philippines. Who knows?

I have so many ideas as to what I want to do. I just cannot find the time to do it. I want to make videos and post them on Youtube but I do not have any place where I can actually film and I do not know what to say in front of the camera. I get conscious with the idea that I would be posting my face on the internet.

I want make blogs regarding the study of law and my thoughts about the topic but I am in no place to speak since I am not a lawyer yet. Goodness! I have so many excuses. I guess most people feel the same way too. People think I have my life in order but wait and see when they read the things I write here, I am just as human as they are. Prone to excuses, self-doubt, and do not have any clue with what they want to do with their lives.

Let's see. I have to muster up some courage first before I can actually do something good. It would take some discipline and some creativity, but who knows? Who knows. Life, after all, is just filled with so many uncertainties.

Till next time.

Dear World of Tumblr,

I was half way done with the entry I was making then I tried this new shiny crap of Tumblr and everything I have just written was deleted. So I let's start from the top?

This has been quite a day for me. I started late since my fiancé was using my laptop for her work this morning. Sometimes I wish she would use her own laptop for these things. She has her own laptop, she is also using my old laptop, and now she is using my new laptop once in a while. I do not understand why she has to use so many device. I didn't even bother asking as she will take that as offensive (as always). A fight or an argument is the last thing I need right now.

I just finished organizing my Bar Review Schedule for both Jurists Bar Review and University of Cebu Bar Review. Unfortunately and as expected, most of the schedules are overlapping. Thank goodness my fiancé is here to attend those subjects I cannot attend. I really need someone to help me out with the notes I will be needing for review. The price we pay for ambition huh?

I do not know if someone actually read the crap I am posting here. I just need to vomit the thoughts in my head somewhere without any care as to the construction and grammar. Sometimes, trying to conform with the rules set by our society can be exhausting but I guess it is what makes the world go round.

My brother is cooking fried chicken fillet and spaghetti tonight. The smell makes me excited for dinner, I am famished. He got the skill I tell you that. I hope to establish a restaurant with him one day.

Anyway, I cannot eat dinner just yet as I have to finish some stuff before I have my dinner. I am planning to finish the topic for "probation" tonight so I can cover a lot of topics tomorrow. I have to really finish something before review starts.

Well, I guess that's all the thoughts I have right now. Till the next entry I guess?

Sincerely,

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