#onmyside

Sideward.

⚡️ Tap the link in my bio and pre-save. 📥 📸 @_clae #MCCoy #OnMySide #HipularRecords #HipHop #Rap #Rapper #NewMusic #NewSong #PreSave #Song #Music (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ6v8tcrpo9/?igshid=i6ow5dfdzbym

I know I need help. I know i can only focus on one thing per day. But I don't need to be told how worthless I am because I'm struggling. I may look big on the outside but it takes a lot daily to make things happen. I can't be around those who expect anything or everything to get done at once right now. I can only say it so many time's. It doesn't change as days and year's go by. I've progressed but only I can see it. I'm in pain in more ways than one. I literally need to get it tattooed on my face for people to see I can't make it happen now! I need time!!! It just doesn't seem worth it. All I wanted was to be happy with my family. That's passed. It never existed. I've always worried about those I loved being cared for. Never thought does this person feel that way about me? Obviously I learned that way to late. Still working on a bathroom and shower room that I might never get to use much less someone I love. I lost my second home that I thought would change thing's before I could get the power turned on. It was ?? What's the point of being a human being if you can't be free and happy in good health? I know there are families right now just wishing for a roof over their head, Who cares about electricity! I couldn't help enough. I couldn't make it happen. I am worthless. Just pushing through to make something was to much. I don't want to give up. Sometimes it feels like people are thinking well if he was gone it'd just be for the best. He didn't add up to much anyway. My heart is broken and I'll never be healed. I let these people pick on me not because I can't do nothing about it or because I'm not man enough to stand up to em. I just feel in this body I have no worth. And they let me know it. Nothing I can say will be heard. Nothing positive I've done will be seen. But a single mistake and that's the focus. It really makes me doubt their faith. I've tried so hard to keep my eyes and mind open to it but I don't know anymore. There is so much more to our existence. And I couldn't even place a corner stone. #Freedom #ImTired #YouKidsDeserveThisHomeMoreThanI #IreallyHaveNoOneToTalkToAndBeHereForMe #OnMySide #Understanding #Loving #NoBackUp #NoLove https://www.instagram.com/p/CAHIEtIBZleFA1Ucnly3x7nI180XNbKto4yOFg0/?igshid=h0piwie1qmay

I need a Witch on my side.