#onmyown19

10.03.2018 // 14h50

I haven’t been on tumblr in quite a while....

Hi ! How are you all?

If anyone saw my last post, I had a meeting with my thesis supervisor and it didn’t go well either. She thought I was too “rational” and too general. She told me that it was getting late in the year and that I should think of asking the master’s director to redo my year (just because of my thesis). She gave me 2 weeks to think. I had the time to be ill as well as defeated, I also tried to work on getting a new topic, and finally I saw her yesterday and we decided on one topic (she decided more than me but it was from all the clinical material I gave her). Without any surprise i realised that what she wanted was something super psychoanalytical (I’m studying a master in clinical psychology, psychopathology and psychoanalysis but still, I don’t want to be a psychoanalyst, I want to use psychoanalysis as a tool alongside other theories - I’m super ambivalent, and my thoughts seem kind of paradoxical xD). 

Anyway, I need to give her something in 1 week (I have so much things to do that I am not sure how I’m going to do this, but whatever). I have written one page today, I now need to go get ready since I’m going out to one of my friend’s surprise birthday party tonight (I so don’t wanna go, I have so many things to do and prepare!!! I don’t think I’ll be staying too late). 

Keep me in your thoughts and prayer. 

I’m missing London so much right now, I love this city !  Every time I go there it feels like home… I can’t wait to go back! 😃😍 

08.11.17   //  10H

Hello! 😊

I don’t have any other pictures beside this one. It was a wednesday, I was eating cold couscous, waiting for my afternoon classes to begin. 😅

Update on my internship: it was great ! I saw a lot of patients from different culture, different type of counselling; different type of problematic…. It was a good start, I hope it will keep on being as good as this. ☺ 🤞🏼  

Update on school: I’m drowning! I have three articles to read on transcultural psychology for this afternoon (20 pages each), a few classes to catch up on because tired me= bad notes; an oral presentation to work on; another case study to analyze; lots of books to read; I need to start studying because finals may be in January but my agenda is packed!; and lots of other things I forgot about….😣

Right now: I’m going to do schedule things I need to do because things got add up to my already made agenda; read those articles and then cook (and unload the dishwasher and do the dishes but whatever) 💪🏼💪🏼

26.10.2017 // 11h

12.02.18 // 10h20

I’m feeling like a failure.