#onlyproblem

You cry. You let yourself cry. Today you cry on ten separate occasions. In a couple weeks it'll be like five! And it'll keep getting less and less. The pain will dull and eventually go away. You won't love him any more. But give yourself time. Let yourself feel everything. That's what will heal you. Not drugs or booze but allowing those emotions to flow that tell you your alive. Holding them in will only prolong the hurt. But it has to come out.