#onlyinconfidence

Sadly hate my life right now. Can't even stand going home. Not talking to any of my family and I'm crashing on a mates couch. Living the dream.

I literally have never hated my family more than this past week :( Family is usually so important to me. But as immature as this sounds. I just don't even want to see them at all.

Problems in my life seems to have gotten worse...  Sad thing is i cant even be bothered to deal with them. 

So just went on a date tonight and again I don't think anything will eventuate from it. Over the past 2 and a half months I've been on dates with 5 different people (that is more dates then i had for the whole of last year lol). Even had a date with someone of the same sex. And nope nothing. Maybe its me? Or maybe its a sign that I should continue to stay single for now. That I'm trying to force something to happen too much. I've been single for 4 years now :( Ahh well. Gave it a shot for now. But I think I'm not gonna bother anymore. Maybe when I'm least expecting it something will happen. Single life ftw.

So actually.... I've had about 7 drinks of rum on the rocks. And feel hella good. Which means just horny.

So my mates really drunk. Put her in a taxi home from town. Cause I'm a nice friend like that but now I'm like cool... Hanging with random people I don't know (there her friends that are still out clubbing). I'm drunk with random people. Great.

Anyone else feel, that even if when try, you still end up failing So whats the point in the first place