a/n: this is my first time writing in this format, so pls show this some love if you like it !!
more under the cut!
⚝onew
quietly attentive. he doesn't often tell you how much he loves you, but you can see it through his actions. NEVER lets you pay for dinner. he's always sneaky about it, but even if you put your card down, he subtly exchanges your card with his so you don't have to pay a single cent. he's always interested in what you're doing! even if you're just reading a book on the couch or doing your makeup, he's watching attentively and asking questions. he loves to listen to you talk about your day. as soon as you come home from work or from a day out with friends or family, he's asking you how your day went, what you did, if you had a good time, etc. he wants the details, too. so don't leave anything out! he just loves spending time with you. you could be doing the most mundane tasks, and he'd be looking at you with the most loving face. seriously, you could just be like, cleaning the fridge and he'd be staring at you like 🥹 overall, jinki is the most attentive and loving boyfriend you could ask for<3
⚝jonghyun
very loud about his love for you! words of affirmation are 100% how he shows his love in your relationship. you could have just woken up, crust in the corners of your eyes, your hair a mess, stinky morning breath, and creases on your face from laying on the pillow, and he'd just be like "you're so pretty :3" like, omfg. he loooves showing you off, but still likes to keep your relationship private. it's very conflicting for him. he loves taking you to dinner with his family! he loves to watch you talk with his mom while making food and drinking wine. i think he'd like to let you lead the way in the relationship, just so he knows that you two are always doing things that you love and are comfortable with. but!! if you don't feel like making the decisions and just want him to take you out and make the decisions, he's more than happy to do so! he just wants you to be happy :))) overall, jjong wants you to feel as happy, loved, and comfortable as possible in the relationship! (literally my dream man 😔✊️)
⚝key
kibum loooves going out and showing you off !! but unlike jonghyun, he doesn't gaf about keeping your relationship private- he wants everyone to know that you're his and he's yours! will spoil you to no end! you two could just be walking down the street, and you'd point out a cute skirt or something in a store window, and he'd immediately walk in to buy it for you. he treats valentines day like the most important day of the year. he'll pull out all the stops- breakfast in bed, gives you little presents throughout that day, takes you out for a FANCY dinner (probably reserved the whole restaurant for a few hours just so you two would be the only ones there), he even picks out your outfit and jewelry for the day so you two can match. speaking of which!! he loooves wearing matching outfits! not in a tacky, literally wearing the exact same clothes kind of way- but a "classy" matching. like, wearing the same color scheme. just something subtle as another way to show the world that you two are together. in conclusion: kibum is quite literally obsessed with you, and he wants EVERYONE to know it.
⚝minho
immediately obsessed with you from the beginning of the relationship! he is the single most husband-material man in the world, idc. will make you breakfast in bed as often as he can! even if you guys don't live together, he'll literally doordash a breakfast burrito or smth to your house just so he's sure you eat something in the morning. probably starts looking for rings just a few months into the relationship- but he won't tell you that bc he doesn't wanna freak you out. he's so sure that you're THE ONE, though. acts of service is 100% his love language. he just likes doing the little things for you! whether it's hanging up your jacket when you come home from work, washing the dishes, or learning how to make your favorite food, he's more than happy to do it! probably learns how to braid your hair! idk, i just feel like that's something he'd do. like, he'd wanna learn how to braid your hair so it's out of your face while you're sleeping</3. he loves talking about your future together! marriage, kids, retirement, all of it! he just loves to imagine your life together<3. minho is the guy that's in it for the long haul- he's the one you know you're gonna grow old with.
⚝taemin
he's a little weird!! but you love him, so it's okay!! just has the oddest little ways to show his love for you. like, i feel like he bites?? not hard, it's really more like, mouthing?? like, you guys will just be sitting on the couch watching tv, and he'll just gently bite your shoulder. and he'll stay there for a while, just like, holding your skin with his teeth. he likes to send you songs that remind him of you, but sometimes they're just so?????? like, he'll send you a song and be like "this came on shuffle and reminded me of you :3" and you're just sitting there confused like, bro this is literally "fireball" by pitbull??? silly stuff aside, i feel like he'd like to let you plan things!! not bc he doesn't want to- he just likes to let you take charge! you two will be deciding on where to go for dinner, and you'll be like "let's go here!" and he'll just be like, "okay :3" no arguing at all, he'll just go along with whatever you say! but he still likes to take care of you! like, he'll do little things like, zipping up your jacket, or holding the car door open for you, or bringing the blankets up to your chin while you're in bed so you don't get cold :((( also, kind of like the random biting thing, i feel like he just likes to hold you. like, you'll be standing at the stove cooking dinner, and he'll come up behind you and hug you TIGHT. like, you can barely breathe, but you know he just loves you so much, so let him squeeze the air out of you <3. taemin is the type of boyfriend that wants to be romantic, but he's just not really sure how! you two have your own way of going about things, and that makes you happy :)
a/n no.2: i went a little overboard with taemin, but i had a lot to say about that funky guy!! if you liked this, a like and reblog would be highly appreciated!! i love u guys. thanks for reading<333
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summary | “I thought you wanted some space, didn’t want to suffocate you.”
Warnings | light talk of mental health/depression, comfort, reassurance, fluff
Jinki had been gone all day again. He left before you finished your shower this morning, and hadn’t called.
Why? You wondered. Why were you feeling so dull? Everything about the apartment around you felt heavy. The sun had set long ago, leaving the bedroom draped in grays and shadow, the night light peeking ever slightly through sheer curtains. The city beneath was as bustling and lively as ever, while your room felt like a sad little box. The whole apartment had lately, why?
You hear the door open and the front light flicks on but make no effort to get up. You hear Jinki kick his shoes off, then carefully place them. He walks around for a bit, setting whatever he bought home down and inching closer to the bedroom. “How are you?” He exhales, feeling content in being home after a long day. Warm light surrounds him and pools against the floor. He tilts his head when you don’t answer right away, “are you alright?”
You hum and sit up. “I’m okay, I guess. How was your day?”
“A bit exhausting, to be honest.” He admits, moving to plop down beside you. He lays back on the bed, sighing again at the plush blankets and relaxing his body. You don’t look at him right away, you can feel the heaviness in the air growing now that he’s hear. This is the first time in weeks the two of you have interacted like this. He’d been distant lately, while you hadn’t been able to drag yourself out of your gloomy disposition.
“What’s wrong?” You’re the first one to break the ice.
“You’ve just been a bit cold lately.” he talks low, teetering on the edge of shutting his mouth and not saying a word more. “It just seems…are you bored with me?” You felt your stomach twist. Had you really made Jinki feel this way? How distant have you been? He was your world, had been since you met him. How cold and short had you been to change that?
“Jinki I…” You pause, trying to collect your thoughts. “I’m sorry it's been so weird lately, it feels like I haven’t been around?” He nods, looking up at you as you fiddle with your sleeves and pick imaginary fuzzies out of your hair. “I’ve just been feeling a bit down is all. I didn’t realize I was being so cold to you, why didn’t you say anyhting sooner?”
“I thought you wanted some space, didn’t want to suffocate you.”
“I wish you had” you smiled, pressing your lips together and trying to hold in the sudden bout of tears hitting you. When you think about it more, you wish Jinki had kept coming to you. Trapping you in his arms and squeezing the sadness away, in a sense. You’d been craving his touch, his soft words. You had expected it, silently demanded it, and got upset when he didn’t give it. “I should've told you sooner how I was feeling. I wanted you to be close, I just…I don’t know why I couldn’t bring myself to ask.”
“We’ve both been a bit distant and weird I guess” he manages a small laugh, reaching for your hand. “You can tell me whatever you need, whenever. I don’t mind, I just want you to be happy.”
“I know” you smile. “I’m sorry, I love you Jinki, I’m sorry I made you doubt it.”
“Are you sure?” He pulls you down with care and stares into your eyes. Brow knit together, trying to read you, trying to be serious despite feeling anxious and vulnerable. “Do you promise?” his voice trails a bit, fearful of your answer.
“We’re still here, you’re still with me right?” You turn to look down at him. His eyes are a bit watery, he’s nibbling the inside of his cheek. You shift a bit, moving to run your hand through his hair, cup his face, and trace your thumb over his cheek. “Of course, I promise.”
He nods and smiles as you lower yourself beside him. He keeps hold of your hand and reaches to brush away your hair from your face. When was the last time you had held each other? You wondered. “I love you” he sighs, leaving in to press his lips to yours. “I love you so much.” He kisses you, holding your face and drawing you closer to him. His lips are light and feathery over your own, ghosting over your skin to press against your cheek, then your neck and shoulder. Your fingers brush through his hair and he looks back up to you; in time to feel your press a soft kiss against his forehead.
His arms tangle around your body, and you grow comfortable against his chest. You’re close, he kisses you now and again. His nose tickles yours, and his eyes run over the details of your face a million times. You close your eyes in contentment, the gloomy feeling is still there, but it feels like a small weight has lifted. Jinki was here, and you were here with him. Even if it was for just the moment, both your worries had been pushed away for a moment of tender peace.
LEE JINKI x BLACK FEM READER : “Hold You/On The Way”
“Read my heart and bе patient” - Lee Jinki: On The Way
Fluffy Smut
PRONOUNS USED: 'She/Her' (will do they/them ver is asked! :))
Word Count: 4510
TWS: Unprotected sex, Daddy kink(?), slight choking, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, and praise.
INSPO: On The Way by ONEW
Plot: Your boyfriend Jinki gets home from a two-day trip with his yoga class, you've missed each other so much that one kiss turns into a touch, and a touch into so much more.
Only one more hour to go, you were counting down the seconds until your loving boyfriend Jinki was finally back from his two-day trip with his yoga class, and with every second passing, you became more and more excited to see him. With every text he sent, a picture of a new location or meal, every adorable emoji and sticker, you became almost impatient from your excitement. He felt the same as he smiled brightly at his phone while staring at the pictures you sent of yourself standing by the front door, the adorable emoticons you sent made his heart flutter as he waited patiently for the relaxing outing to be over so he could go home and see his beautiful girlfriend. You knew that he was just as excited to see you as you were him by the way he smiled on all of the videos of himself he sent, but also because he's always so happy to see you.
Even though you've been living together for officially six months now, you both always get so giddy when you get to see each other after the other being so busy all day, it's the best part of both your day and you both are more than well aware of this. So you weren't at all surprised when he smiled at you with such a large and warm grin before completely engulfing you in a tight hug, you were more than happy to dramatically run into his arms and nuzzle your face into his chest as he swayed slowly and tangled his fingers in your thick coils, the way his fingers so lovingly rubbed your scalp made your heart flutter as butterflies swarmed your stomach.
"I missed you so much," He said in a gentle tone, "You were only gone for two days," You responded playfully, he laughed a little, knowing that you were only joking since you made it clear by your excited squeal when you saw him that you missed him too. "Two days is too long without you." His soft voice made your knees feel like jelly, the way he openly spoke about his feelings for you is what keeps your relationship healthy, and the way you always reciprocate is what keeps it happy. "You always say that," You said with a laugh, "Because, it's true..." Your playful banter made the both of you feel like time had stopped just for you, and as his voice trailed off and he carefully tilted your chin with his other hand it felt like time was frozen. All it took was that fond look in his eyes for you to know that he wanted a kiss, but the way he waited was making you feel so nervous like it was your first time all over again.
"You know, you're just as beautiful as the day I met you," There it was, that line that always made you swoon no matter how he said it, "Stop it," You said shyly, you turned your head away from him becoming flustered by his soft gaze and tender tone, but he only guides your head back to him and leaned in a little closer. "You look so cute when you get shy," As he leaned in a little closer your breathing became heavier, and your heart rate was getting faster. "I love how adorable you are," As Jinki's ruthless praise broke you down you anticipated the feeling of his lips on yours, you were becoming impatient again but you weren't going to rush him, instead you waited for him to finally close that space. And when he finally did it felt like fireworks had gone off in his body, after seven whole years Jinki still manages to effortlessly keep things feeling fresh and brand new.
The passionate and gentle kiss made a heat spread through your chest, he made sure to kiss you slowly to show just how much you mean to him with every word that comes out of his mouth. Neither of you expected the innocent kiss to become so heated, all it took was for his hand to slip down to your midsection and for him to softly squeeze your butt for him to be carefully leading you to the bedroom as he continued to kiss you. Without having to say a word you were laying on your back with him on top of you and his soft lips trailing down from your jaw to your neck. Even with the lights off Jinki was able to locate every one of the sensitive spots on your neck and shoulders, his hands leisurely sliding underneath your shirt to caress your soft brown skin. His comforting scent only heightened your senses and made you want to feel every inch of him all over you.
"Can I?" As you opened your eyes and looked at him you could see his eyes shining in the dark room, the moonlight peaking through the window illuminated his bare complexion so prettily, and the way he made sure to ask before removing any article of clothing was making you fall in love all over again. You nodded your head silently as your heart began to swell with warmth. Jinki carefully straddled your legs and leads you to sit up so he can take off your shirt, as he slowly pulled it up over your head his heart began to pound, something about your beautiful skin being lit by the moonlight was driving him crazy. "You're so pretty," He tossed the shirt aside and kissed you again, this time it was only a quick peck before he instructed you to lay back down. "Tell me what you want baby, let me spoil you tonight."
You bit your lip as he trailed kisses down between your breasts, with every breath he could see your chest rise and fall slowly, your eagerness made him feel the same as you.
"Jinki..." You whined, "That's too embarrassing," He knew that you were always like this when it came to asking, but he loved to hear the way you'd acutely whine and protest. "Don't be embarrassed darling, just tell me, it's just the two of us here." Although you were beyond rattled you ignored that embarrassing feeling and shyly asked: "Can you...eat me out?" His soft chuckle only made you feel even more shy, but the way he kissed your stomach and looked up at you made you relax. Jinki has always made you feel comfortable and safe to say what you want, think, or feel, so even though you were embarrassed, it didn't even take a second for you to feel secure under his adoring gaze. "Anything for my pretty girl." Luckily, all that you were wearing underneath the shirt he had discarded was a pair of soft underwear, so as he lowered his body and delicately grabbed your legs and hiked them up so he could give himself more room, he was able to get you fully undressed in a matter of seconds.
Sliding your underwear off slowly as you watched with awe in your eyes, Jinki tried his best not to act too rashly and quickly dive his head between your thighs, he wanted to go as slow as he possibly could tonight to make up for the two days he spent away. So instead of diving right in, he sluggishly but purposefully kissed your inner thighs. From the crease of your thigh and calf to the crease between your thigh and the outer parts of your vulva, Jinki worshiped every part of your lower body lovingly until he could hear your breathing getting louder. The feeling of his lips made your core drip with excitement, and when you finally felt them on your labia you gasped softly and tensed up just a little, it was like he could tell right away too from the way he rubbed his hands over the front of your thighs in a soothing manner.
The action made you relax right away, and as he dipped his head down and placed an open-mouth kiss over your clit your body jolted. It didn't take him long to set the stage as he began to slowly drag his tongue up from your opening to your clit, with every slow lick you were falling deeper and deeper into pleasure, the feeling of his tongue gave you chills all over your body and your toes curled. He moved his focus to your clit as you began to respond more to the sensation, his tongue tracing medium-sized 'O's on the sensitive bud as he held your thighs beside his head. Your heavy breaths turn into moans in a matter of seconds, shivers go up your spine as your eyes fluttered closed and you tilt your head back into the pillows.
"Ji...Jinki..." You breathe out in a sensual voice that gives him butterflies, you reach down between your legs and put your hand in his hair, gently intertwining your fingers in his brown locks of hair. "So...Good..." Your words encouraged him more and made him want to draw out more from you, so he let go of one of your thighs and brought it down to your cunt, he adjusted his body and carefully slid his finger up from your opening to just under your clit to collect some of the juices that began to build up on his finger before carefully pushing just one inside of you. From just one of his fingers your back was arching off the soft mattress, it took him no time to find that soft spot that made your head spin. Curling his finger up Jinki slowly rocked his hand back and forth while still using his tongue to stimulate your clit, making sure to be attentive to your reactions so he could make sure he was doing it right.
"Oh my...Jinki...Right there," You bit your lip and pressed your hips into his face even more with your hand still in his hair, your stomach started feeling warmer with every second he spent stimulating your body, your legs trembled and you couldn't keep your voice down, but neither of you cared; in fact, Jinki was hoping you'd be louder. So he carefully slipped another finger inside of you and because his jaw was beginning to feel tired he replaced his tongue with his thumb and as he rocked his hand back and forth with his fingers still curled upward, he did his best to massage circles on your clit with the pad of his thumb. "Does it feel good my love?" He asked as he moved up to you, "Do you like it?" You nodded, moaning louder as he kissed under your jaw and moved his hand faster. "So...So good!" You could feel a pressure building in your stomach, your walls convulsed around his fingers, and your clit began to feel more sensitive than before.
"I'm so close..." You whined, you opened your eyes and looked at him, his eyes were already on you and full of passion. "I...So good...you-Ah..." You gasped and unintentionally shut your legs around his hand, trapping it between your thighs as your body shook and the pressure in your stomach turned into a ball of tight yarn that was unraveling in the blink of an eye. Jinki watched as you threw your head back and gripped the pillow underneath your head, the way your face contorted in pleasure made him feel unbelievably turned on. As that wave of white pleasure washed over you, your excitement coats his fingers and soaks his hand, but he doesn't pull away yet, instead, he goes faster and continues to stimulate you through your orgasm. "Wait! Wait!" You cried out, and quickly your clit began to feel sensitive.
You reached down and grabbed his wrist weakly, but you didn't have to, he could tell that you were done so he slowly pulled his hand away and looked at you with a sweet but sensual smile.
"Did that feel good?" He asked, his voice was still soft but now you could hear that he was feeling just as and if not more, aroused as you. You nodded and reached up to wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him down for a kiss you wrapped your legs around his waist and held him there. You could feel the bulge in his loosely fitted dress pants pressed against you as he kissed you back, you were dying to feel more of him. "Can we keep going?" You asked as you pulled away, you were fully expecting him to stop here and call it a night since he has always been the type to be content with just making you cum and going to bed even if he was very obviously frustrated himself. "You want to?" He asked as he looked you in your eyes, again you nodded, asking in a voice he couldn't deny: "Please?" That was all he had to hear to begin undressing himself.
As he quickly discarded his shirt you bit your lip and watched with hungry eyes, just as he got to his pants and started taking them off you were overcome with a strong and undeniable urge.
"Can we do it without a condom tonight?" Your request made him look at you a little surprised, but you knew he wouldn't turn it down. "Mhmm...is that what you want?" he asked in a slightly teasing way, you nodded your head and bit your lip with a grin, "Then I'll give it to you baby." You almost moan at the sound of his voice, watching him take off the rest of his clothes had you throbbing, every time with him feels like the first all over again. As he finally pulls his underwear down his cock slapped against his abdomen, and every part of you wanted to reach out and touch it. The slight curve and the thickness were mouth-watering, just imagining him inside of you was making you feel incredibly impatient for him, but you knew he wasn't going to do anything without making sure you were completely ready first. "Lay back for me baby," Jinki said as he positioned his body between your legs.
Once again you found yourself arching as he slid his hand back down between your legs and carefully inserted two fingers inside of you, he started off slowly to stretch you out a little more, watching your face as he gently spread the two fingers inside of you, at first your face scrunched up a little from the slight discomfort, but you quickly got used to it. As soon as he noticed this though he realized that he unfortunately had to add another finger just in case.
"Can you take one more?" He asked he sounded slightly worried but the worry in his voice only made you feel secure with him, you smiled softly, looking up into his eyes with care as you nodded your head and licked your lips, "I can handle it." Although you said this and you've had sex multiple times, Jinki has always taken extra measures not to hurt you, so as he slowly slipped a third finger inside the leaned down and kissed you to distract you from any possible amount of pain. Jinki's other hand slowly slid up to your face, gently caressing it as he slowly and passionately kisses you, he so lovingly kisses you making your breathing speed up as the stretch of three of his fingers makes you cringe just a little. He takes his time to get you ready, only slipping his tongue into your mouth shortly before going back to kissing you in a more simple and tamed fashion, he had you breathless and almost throbbing with heat, and as he pulls away and begins to slowly kisses down from your jaw to your neck you let out hushed moans.
"Jinki..." You close your eyes and put your hand in his soft hair, gently rubbing his scalp as his lips left delicately warm kisses on your soft skin. Although he wasn't biting, sucking, or pressing his fingers into you in an overly lustful way, he still managed to have you more aroused than ever. "You're so pretty..." He breathed out against your skin, his voice sounded so smooth and alluring, his words tangled with hints of passion and desire. You only hummed as a response, closing your eyes as you let him lure you in deeper, the slight discomfort faded away just as fast as it appeared and he could feel you becoming wetter. But, he kept moving his fingers inside of you at a slow pace, rocking them back and forth to get you riled up. That didn't take long, in a matter of seconds your hips were bucking up into his hand letting him know that you were more than just ready.
Finally, he pulled his fingers out and while still kissing you he lined himself up with your entrance. The head of his cock prodded against the dripping hole making you both feel too excited to wait another second.
"Jinki...daddy...put it in, please," He softly groaned and bit his plush bottom lip, hearing you call him that made him forget completely about trying to be as slow as possible. Without wasting another second he finally pushed himself into you, sliding inside of you with ease from how wet you were. The feeling of your walls sucking him in gave him chills, that same warmth you were feeling spread to him, and his body begins to tremble from how good you felt. With every inch you could feel your mind slipping away from you, the way he was filling you up felt like heaven, and the sound of his voice escaping with soft breaths made your walls clench around him. As he finally bottoms out inside you lay underneath him panting and biting your lip so hard it might bleed.
"You...feel so good..." His voice was shaky and you could feel his cock pulsing inside of you. "My pretty girl." This broke you immediately, your eyes rolled back and you let out a slightly loud moan as you threw your head back, your toes curl and the desperate feeling for him to move becomes too much, you whine, trying your hardest to find the words to say but the feeling of him pressing into you so deeply was making it hard to even think. "My pretty, pretty girl..." As if he could read your now empty mind, he finally started to move. Jinki's slow and deep strokes made you cry out in pleasure underneath him, your whole body tensing up as the pleasure rocked through you with so much force you felt like you'd break.
Jinki was no better though, already he felt like he was melting from how beautiful you looked and the feeling of being inside of you, the way you whimpered from his slow and careful thrusts was driving him wild. As he gently caressed your skin he fought himself not to suddenly go faster, but the way your back arched and your legs trembled beside him made it hard not to. "Jinki!" You gasped, your body trembled as his hips slowly rolled into yours, with every slow motion you feel yourself becoming more and more lost in the feeling of him so deep inside of you, "Oh my...oh god..." You throw your head back as Jinki begins to go even slower, the feeling of his length dragging against your walls and slowly filling you again makes you want to cry. "You feel...so...oh god, you feel so good..." Your eyes roll back, the look on your face makes him shudder. Jinki can't stop himself from letting go, soft breaths leave his slightly red lips and tangle so melodically with gentle moans, "Y/N..." he pants as he angles his hips upward a little more, right away the new angle sends you into a spiral, with even the slightest movement the head of his cock against pressing against a soft spongy spot right underneath your clit.
The feeling drives you wild, without even having to he was stimulating your whole body. "Jink...Jinki...Daddy..." You call out, and the sound of your voice makes him tremble, and the way your walls convulse around him makes the pleasure feel too good for him to stop. "Jinki...Oh God Jinki!" You cried out, the feeling of his fingers on your skin felt like electricity, and when they touched your sensitive breasts you jumped from the sudden sensation. "Relax..." He pants, quietly moaning as he leaned down to kiss your neck your neck slowly moving up to your lips to give you a quick kiss, "It's just us." You look at him, gazing into his low eyes as you become enthralled with the way moonlight lit them up beautifully, you struggled to keep your eyes open, but you didn't want to look away. But as he stared at you in your eyes, that last bit of patience he had was gone, he changed the pace and began to move faster, his slow strokes becoming fast enough for the stable bed to begin shaking.
Jinki grabbed your legs and carefully pulled them up to his shoulders as he went faster, your voice became weaker as the pressure in your stomach becomes more intense, it felt like he was so deep was erasing every thought in your mind. You gripped the sheets tightly and close your eyes tightly as a familiar feeling of release starts to surface, only this time more intense. But before it becomes too much Jinki decided to switch the position.
"Turn over for me baby," He said as he carefully pulled out of you, as you followed his instruction you weakly laid on your stomach and put your hips up, assuming that was what he meant. "You're so cute," Unexpectedly he grabbed your arms and pulled you up so you were on your knees, "like this..." He whispered in your ear, you moaned and threw your head back from the feeling of his breathing on your sweaty skin, desperate to feel him inside of you again. Luckily you didn't have to wait for long, before you could even ask he was already back inside of you, holding your arms behind your back as he fucked you from behind. "Oh! Oh my god!" Your back is arched and your body trembles even more, his grip on your arms becomes tighter as he goes faster, losing himself in the feeling of you. "Did you miss this baby?" He asked in a husky tone, "Did you miss feeling me inside of you?" he lets go of your arms and quickly wraps his arms around your body.
With one hand holding your face and the other around your stomach he quietly moans into your ear, your eyes closed and your body limply leans against his arms, almost falling over as you whimper and begin to leak onto the covers even more. That intense pressure in your stomach returns making you clench around his tightly, it only made him go faster though, fucking you until that pressure was finally released. The feeling of you gushing against him made his stomach burn with heat, and chills form across his sweaty skin, he was already getting close, and the way you quietly called out his name didn't help. His stomach clenched as his grip on your face tightened just a little, it felt like you could feel him in your stomach as he slammed into you with so much force the headboard was shaking, every thrust knocked the air out of your lungs and left you gasping for air.
“Jinki...Jinki...Jinki...” You chanted, “Jinki...daddy...oh fuck...so...mhm...Jinki,” Your angelic cries make him almost double over from pleasure as he moves his hand down to your throat, gently squeezing it as he sloppily kissed your shoulder, “That's right baby, say my name...” He pants against your skin and loosens his grip just a little when he notices how silent you went, “Daddy...daddy you feel...like...you feel like... it's so...good...” Your voice trails off, and once again you fall silent and your eyes slowly roll back and flutter closed. “Im gonna cum,” When you heard this your stomach felt like it was doing flips, although you could hardly think, your mind was immediately filled with the thought of Jinki cumming inside of you. “Do you-fuck....do you want me to pull out baby?” You could only nod your empty head as you weakly grabbed his hands, holding onto them as if you'd break without them.
“Say it baby, say you want me to cum inside of you, tell me what you want,” As he says this he moves his hand from your waist to between your legs, and his fingers quickly find their way to your clit sloppily rubbing fast circles on your clit. Your whole body began to tense up and you struggle to form the words to beg, all you could do was moan and spout gibberish, but it was enough for him. “It's okay baby girl, it's okay, daddy’s gonna fill you up,” Your nails dig into his arms as you struggle to even breathe properly. “Daddy! Jinki! Fuck! Yes! Yes! Yes!” your vision goes white as a coil quickly forms in your stomach. Just as it begins to form you could feel his hips shutter, his thrusts become sloppy and wild, and every movement drove you both closer and closer to that edge until finally a chill washes over both your bodies.
The room is filled with the sounds of your skin slapping together and deep breathes, the intense pleasure that washes over him makes his whole body tense up before relaxing completely, and the feeling of your walls convulsing around him as he fills you up made him struggle to keep his body upright, his mind goes blank and he lets out a sensual no an that makes your stomach swirl. The feeling of him cumming inside of you made your body shiver, your nails dig deeper into him and you get tingles over your spine, no sounds leave your mouth as you lean your head back onto his shoulder and bite your lip, your eyes watering and your body throbbing.
When the feeling finally started to fade you stayed like this for a while longer, catching your breath as he gently soothingly rubbed your stomach, when you had both finally relaxed he carefully pulled out of you and helped you to lay down on the slightly wet sheets, you were both too tired to bother with changing them and decided to just shower in the morning instead and after slipping your bonett on for you, Jinki held you closely and the dry side of the bed while lovingly rubbing your back.
Enchanted [T/S] - 0.0k - House-sitting for your uncle takes a deadly turn the night of a blood moon. Your only hope lies in the hands of a stranger who isn’t what he seems.🎃
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"The most beautiful thing in all the world is right now. This moment. You. Don’t ever forget that." ~Jonghyun (banner by @classicscreations, thank you indi! 🥹)
summary: in which san officially meets eve’s ahjussi
word count: 2.3k
set: 5 december 2022
warnings: mention of food and one (1) swear word
an: hey hey hey! more nasan coming your way! words in bold are english. feedback and reblogs are much appreciated 💘
eve’s masterlist
Today was the day. San was going to – officially – meet her brother. After four months – almost five – of dating, Eve and San were going to have dinner with Kibum. San had just come back from tour the day before and was a little tired but still excited to meet Kibum.
“I’m sorry we're doing this so soon after you came back. It's just surprisingly very hard to schedule something with this man. I usually show up unannounced and make him host,” Eve said from the driver's seat of the car after picking San up.
“It’s okay. I’m actually glad we're doing it now because I am so nervous and excited and I just want it to happen. Perfectly,” he added, wiping his hand on his jeans.
Eve glanced at him from the corner of her eye whilst navigating Seoul streets at night. “He's gonna love you. You said he was nice to you on Amazing Saturday! Also, my members love you and they're only slightly less protective of me,” she reassured him. “And if he doesn't like you, then we can be Romeo and Juliet.”
San looked at her with a hesitant expression on his face. “You do know how that story ends, right?”
“They get married?” she guessed with a shrug, still focused on the road. “I’ve never read Shakespeare. I find him boring.”
“They die at the end.”
Eve looked at San and then back at the road. “Wow. What a bummer. We can be some other great couple that goes against their family. But if Kibum ahjussi reacts the way I suspect he will, then we won’t have to.”
San smiled at her. “I missed you,” he said quietly, reaching over to hold Eve’s hand on the centre console.
“I missed you, too.” She blew him a kiss as she drove to the gate of Kibum’s apartment complex. “Hello, I’m here for Kim Kibum,” she told the security guard when he came to the car window.
“Does he know you’re coming?” he asked as he called Kibum’s apartment.
“Yes, he does,” Eve replied.
Kibum soon answered and gave the security guard permission to let them in. Eve quickly found a parking spot in the guest parking lot and switched off the car, turning to face San.
“You ready?” she asked.
San exhaled deeply and closed his eyes. “Not quite.”
Eve chuckled and reached over to brush her hand against his cheek, causing his eyes to flutter open. “He’s not gonna hate you. It’s impossible to.”
San nodded. “Okay. I’m ready.”
She smiled and leaned over to press a quick kiss on his lips, pulling back with a smile on her face. “Let’s go.”
They exited the car and walked hand in hand into the apartment building, taking the elevator to his floor until they stood in front of Kibum’s door. They shared one last look before Eve put in the code for the door, entering soon after.
“Honey, I’m home!” she shouted as she and San took off their shoes. Commes des and Garçon ran to greet her. Kibum soon appeared at the hallway wall, leaning against it with his right arm above his head and a smirk present as day on his face.
“Nabi,” he said cheerfully, walking to her with a pep in his step and hugging her when the dogs had gone to inspect San.
“What’s up with you? You sound like a stay-at-home mom that had a bottle of wine at 10 in the morning,” she said over his shoulder, furrowing her eyebrows in confusion.
Kibum simply chuckled as he pulled out of their hug. “Don’t be silly,” he said, swatting Eve’s shoulder. He then focused his attention on San, who had been standing in the doorway awkwardly and waving at the two dogs. “You must be San,” he said as San bowed.
“Stop acting like this is your first time meeting him. He knows you're a weirdo,” Eve scolded from behind them, causing Kibum to glare at her before facing San again. She called Commes des and Garçon to her so she could play with them more, tickling the area behind their ears.
“Thank you for inviting me, sunbaenim,” San said.
Kibum waved him off. “Don’t mention it. Let’s go to the table.” He directed the both of them, turning the corner into the living room area where the dining room could be seen, plates of food sitting on the table. Commes des and Garçon went to their beds where they had their dinner laid out in front of them in their bowls. Eve stopped walking the moment they turned the corner and her eyes focused on three figures already sitting at the table.
“What are ahjussi’s one, four and five doing here?” As far as she was concerned, this was supposed to be dinner with Kibum only. She looked at her brother and suddenly his odd behaviour began to make sense. “You were acting like a drunk housewife because you invited the other ahjussi’s?”
Kibum just smiled and nodded, letting his cult leader smile drop from his face. “Of course I invited them. This is a family affair!”
Eve rolled her eyes and crossed her arms, scoffing. San looked between the two siblings, unsure of what to do.
“Yah! Stop fighting, you’re making Nabi’s boyfriend feel awkward,” Minho scolded from the table.
The siblings turned to look at San and took note of his posture. They looked at each other and silently agreed to a truce. Kibum led them to the table, them sitting on one side and Jinki, Minho and Taemin sitting on the other.
“So. Ahjussi’s. This is San,” Eve introduced when they were all seated. “San, this is Jinki, Minho and Taemin,” she said, pointing at each of the members when she said their names.
“Hello,” San greeted and the members greeted back. The house was soon engulfed in silence.
“This is very awkward,” Jinki commented.
“If I was told the other ahjussi’s would be here then I wouldn’t be this awkward, but no! Everything needs to be a secret!” Eve exclaimed, causing Taemin to laugh.
“How about we start eating?” Kibum suggested. Everyone else agreed and started picking at their plates. Kibum started reaching to cut the steak on Eve’s plate for her when she turned to look at San.
“Can you cut my steak for me?” she asked him sweetly.
All movement at the table stopped. Jinki froze with his fork halfway to his mouth. Minho’s hand was stuck in the air from when he was taking a sip of his wine. Taemin had his hand over his mouth in shock. Key squinted his eyes at his sister. San’s jaw dropped as his eyes flitted between everybody at the table.
San quickly got over his shock and leaned in to whisper in Eve’s ear, “Um, is– isn’t your brother supposed to do that?”
Eve merely shrugged as everyone watched with bated breath. “He’d argue that he didn't sign a contract so…”
San blinked. Twice. “Are you sure?”
Eve nodded with a smile. “Yes.”
San gulped. He slowly reached towards Eve’s plate as everyone watched him. He was about to hold the plate when he stopped. “No, this isn’t right! Your brother is supposed to do this, Biyah,” he whined, much to Eve’s amusement.
She pursed her lips to conceal her smile as Kibum covered his mouth with his hand. Taemin looked to the side so San couldn’t see his face. Minho coughed to cover his laughter. Jinki put his food in his mouth to keep himself busy.
“I mean,” he continued, seemingly unaware of everyone's reactions, “even if he invited his members without asking you, he should still cut your steak. You told me that if you’re eating steak with him, then he has to cut it for you. So, I’m not going to!” He finished passionately.
Eve burst out laughing uncontrollably, leaning back against the chair for support and the other four men followed her. San watched them with questioning eyes, confused at why they were laughing.
“Well done, Sannie,” Eve said after calming down. She reached over and tapped his nose, his eyes closing shut at the contact. “You passed.”
San looked from her to Kibum – who had also calmed down – and back at her. “I passed?”
She nodded. “Yep. Kibum oppa said that in order to get his stamp of approval, you need to respect that he’s the most important man in my life – his words not mine – and this was the only way to test that. Therefore, you passed.”
“Oh,” San said, still surprised. He slowly moved to face forward again. “Okay.”
“You see, San,” Kibum started after taking a sip of his wine. “Nabi is my baby sister, and I wouldn’t want her to date some asshole that thinks he’s more important than me. Obviously we are important to her in different ways, but at the end of the day, I’m her brother. And if her boyfriend had no problem disrespecting me, then he'd have no problem disrespecting our parents. And that’s something I can’t allow.”
San nodded in understanding as he listened to Kibum. “I would never try to disrespect you, sunbaenim. Or your parents. Or the rest of your family,” he vowed. “Nabi wouldn’t even let me. I know how important you are to her and I wouldn’t want to cause any problems with her relationship with her family.”
“That’s good,” Minho said as he cut up his steak. “I liked you from the moment she told us she was dating you,” he added matter-of-factly.
As San proceeded to talk with Minho, Jinki and Taemin, Eve turned to look at Kibum with a smile on her face. He reached over to squeeze his hand before cutting her steak up for her. She sent him a finger heart when he was done and ate a piece.
“As much as we tease Nabi,” she heard Jinki say as she started listening to the conversation, “we would bury a body for her,” he finished, crossing his arms.
“Even if that body is her first boyfriend,” Taemin added, half-jokingly, causing San to gulp. Eve kicked her leg out under the table and Minho let out a yelp.
“Ow!”
“Oops. That was for the oppa on your left,” she said, gesturing at Taemin. Minho punched Taemin in the arm, who immediately gasped in pain.
“Okay, I’ll dial it back,” he said, raising his arms in mock surrender.
“Goes to the military and immediately starts threatening people.” Eve scoffed.
The rest of the night went by in a blur. After finishing dinner, they all went to the sitting room and sat on the couch. Commes des and Garçon quickly warmed up to San and started fighting for his attention, causing Eve to pout because “Why aren’t they fighting for my attention?”. They played Monopoly and San beat all of them flawlessly, triggering Eve and Minho’s competitive spirits. To end the night, the SHINee members shared embarrassing stories of Eve.
“She just shaved it off,” Taemin said through his laughter. He was telling the story of the time Eve accidentally shaved off one of her eyebrows with Minho’s shaver.
Eve huffed and crossed her arms. “I thought it was a skin softener! I didn’t know why you used it all the time!”
San looked at her with pursed lips, trying not to laugh. She rolled her eyes at him and he burst out in laughter. “I’m sure you looked really cute,” he said.
“I think I have a picture of her,” Jinki spoke up, reaching for his phone. Eve scrambled to steal his phone and held it to her chest.
“Nobody can see these photos,” she said seriously.
San and her soon got ready to leave. She said goodbye to the boys, hugging them all before walking to the door as San bowed respectfully to them. Kibum walked them to the elevator.
“It was nice to officially meet you, San,” Kibum said, sticking his hands in his pocket as they waited for the elevator to arrive.
“You too, sunbaenim,” San sincerely responded.
“Thanks for not being annoying,” Eve thanked Kibum.
He rolled his eyes. “Thanks for only being mildly annoying.”
The elevator came and the two got in.
“Bye, oppa,” Eve said as she and San waved goodbye. Kibum waved goodbye to both of them as the doors shut.
When they got in the car, San let out a deep exhale and Eve chuckled as she fished her keys out of her pocket.
“How was it?” She asked, putting the key in the ignition and starting the car.
“Great!” He exclaimed. “They really love you,” he observed.
She shrugged as she pulled out the parking space and drove out the apartment complex, waving at the security guard. “Yeah, I’m their baby. They’re super protective of me. I’m basically Yeri but in JYP. And related to one of the members.” She rested her hand on the centre console and San soon linked his fingers with hers.
“I’m glad you have so many people that care about you,” he said.
Eve smiled. “Me too.”
“Did you know he was inviting his members?” He asked once they arrived at his dorm building. “Like, was that part of your plan?”
Eve shook her head. “I didn’t have a clue. The only plan we had was to get you to do something that he’s supposed to do. I merely saw my opportunity and took it.”
“Well, you guys really had me convinced,” San said as he got out of the car. He walked around to Eve’s side and she rolled down her window. “Goodnight, Biyah.”
Eve reached out and held San’s face in her hands, pulling his face to hers and placing a kiss on his lips. “Goodnignt, Sannie,” she said once she pulled away.
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Summary: Jinki should stop thinking about kissing you and focus on your first date. Except he can’t.
Word Count: 1.1k
Tags: fluff, humor, man is head empty
Author’s Note: I don’t have the first clue about anyone in SHINee but it was Rae’s birthday so for her I’ve given it a shot!
Lee Jinki hadn’t realized he was a coward until now.
In his defense, he had successfully asked you out. He’d done it several weeks later than originally planned, several weeks after you’d given him the green light, but he’d finally done it. Mainly because you’d started looking disappointed any time the two of you talked, which made this little crease show up between your eyebrows, and while he thought it was adorable, he figured you’d probably be disappointed to develop a premature frown line.
Especially after he put two and two together and realized oh, you were disappointed because he hadn’t asked you out. Pushing through the what-ifs constantly drizzling in his brain and doing it had been worth it, too, just to see the brightest, cutest smile in the whole wide world dawn on your face when he stammered over the words. The memory of that smile and your little “oh, I’d love to” in response had carried him through several work days of drudgery after.
And, additionally in his defense, he was also successfully holding your hand on this date. And sure, maybe you had initiated it, taking his hand and bounding eagerly through the throng of customers to get a closer look at the menu. But he was the one who hadn’t let go, had shifted your hands to twine fingers together, had watched you unsuccessfully bite back a smile while staring resolutely at the menu. He’d even persevered through the bestowing of two waffle cones and processing payment with only one hand, because oh my god, he was holding your hand, how often had he thought about holding your hand, how could he let go for anything?
But now. Now Jinki recognized himself for what he was. Because for the past ten minutes, well into a conversation he’d wanted to pay more attention to, you’d had the sweetest little swipe of soft serve at the corner of your mouth, and he hadn’t said or done a damn thing about it. Paralyzed by indecision. Could he—was he allowed to just…wipe it away? Or should he just say something so you could fix it?
Not to mention the part of Jinki’s brain that wanted to say “fuck it” and lean in and kiss it away, forewarning and other people around and first date etiquette be damned. He was loath to admit how weak-willed he was against this latter option, how little resolve he wanted to expend shoving the thought down. It was his fault for indulging too many times in his daydreams about kissing you, probably.
“…said, did you?”
Jinki blinked, glancing too quickly back up at your eyes. “Hm?”
A corner of your mouth curled into a smile, the corner with ice cream on it, and goddamnit he was looking again, he needed to stop looking, he was getting sidetracked again just looking.
“You got a little distracted,” you said, glancing momentarily down at his mouth. Jinki felt his heart leap into his throat. “What’s going on in that head?”
Kissing. Kissing you. A lot of kissing. “Uh. Nothing.”
You raised an eyebrow, smile widening, and he could feel the tips of his ears burn. “Hmm. You sure?”
“Yep,” he said, too fast to be convincing.
There was something soft in your eyes when you looked at him and it was melting his brain. He needed to look away to get his sanity back or he’d sound like a moron the rest of the night.
Except his eyes decided that looking at the corner of your mouth again counted as looking away. Jinki cleared his throat, shifting a little in his seat. Coward.
“You, uh.”
He blinked and watched you gesture at his waffle cone. Only then did he feel the cold trickling over his knuckles.
“Oh,” he said, then felt rather stupid. He lifted his cone hand to his mouth and started tidying the mess to shut himself up.
He heard you clear your throat as he finished cleaning his knuckles and glanced over at you. He immediately wished he hadn’t; you were licking your soft serve with concentration, looking away from him. When you lowered the cone and swallowed, he noticed a little more soft serve had settled at the corner of your mouth.
Goddamnit. The universe was testing his patience. Or maybe his self-control. Or both.
Coward.
“You’re staring again,” you said, tilting your head slightly.
Jinki tore his gaze away from your mouth, guilty. “Oh, uh…sorry.”
Uh-oh. That little crease between your eyebrows was slowly forming. You were frowning. Fix it.
“Um, do I have something on my…?”
You began lifting your free hand towards your chin, and alarm bells started going off in Jinki’s head. What they were for, he had no idea. All he knew was every nerve ending in his body felt like an exclamation point, like waiting on tiptoes, and it was fogging his brain. Fix it.
He meant to say “yeah, a little, just here”. Casual voice, lifting his free hand and swiping at the corner of your mouth with his thumb. Cool as a cucumber. Respectful but also intimate. Perfect first date behavior.
What actually happened was a blur in the mind fog that cleared to reveal him kissing you. Badly. His free hand was cupping your face and his lips were on your lips, sure, but only just. His mouth was off-center, focused on the corner of your mouth, and as he remembered the ice cream his tongue swiped out gently before he could stop it.
That’s when his brain switched back on. He pulled away, blinking wide-eyed at you, and you were blinking wide-eyed at him. Oh, god. Oh no. Help. Horrible kiss. He’d just licked you, off-center. God. Fuck. He was going to die.
“Jinki,” you said, and your voice sounded breathy in a way he wasn’t allowed to think about.
“Uhm,” he said.
You glanced aside, then back to him. “Your ice cream is on my shoulder.”
He blinked at you stupidly for another full second. He looked over at your shoulder. His waffle cone was smashed soft-serve side first into your blouse. Dazed, he pulled it away, some dumb part of him scraping the cone gently to try and lift any excess with it. A fist-sized splotch remained on the fabric.
Fucking hell. Of course. Of course. “I…” Shit.
You were already plucking a handful of napkins from the dispenser on the table, swapping your cone to your other hand and mopping at the mess. Despite this, you were grinning.
You were grinning?
“Maybe try with both hands free next time?” You suggested, still grinning, not looking at him.
It took a full five seconds for Jinki to realize you weren’t mad. You weren’t mad at all. You were happy. He’d just performed the worst kiss in the history of kissing on you and you were happy.
You’d practically invited him to do it again, albeit with conditions.
Jinki was going to inhale the rest of this waffle cone to get both of his hands free.
Summary: how much longer are you gonna stare at him and not tell him you are dying to kiss him?
A/N: this is most likely one of the cheesiest things I've ever written, but this scenario just wouldn't leave my brain so here you have it! Also I've been wanting to write something related to his last album so let's pretend this is it lol
You're not sure if it's the cold wind, the fact that you are alone with him, or both, but your body is trembling so much you can't even control your own hands. You take a big breath and put them inside your pockets, hoping to calm down.
Jinki joined the company a little over a month ago and had you drooling over him since day one: he was beyond beautiful, smart, funny, and overall such a nice person it was nearly impossible not to fall for him. He was assigned to your project from the beginning and you were designated as his trainer, but he was so eager to learn, asking the right questions and making sure he had what he needed to start right away, that training took less than expected and soon you found yourself chatting with him about pretty much anything. He was curious in nature so your conversations were long and lasted all day long, and when you realized you missed talking to him during the weekends, that's when you knew you were fucked.
Fast forward to tonight: you are walking together after leaving an after-office event, and there was something about being alone like this -late at night and on a fairly empty street- that had your mind spinning and your body tensing up.
You shudder and he noticed. "Are you cold? Do you want my jacket?"
God, he is so sweet. "I'm ok, don't worry" you smile at him, and he smiles back.
If only you had the courage to ask him out... You knew he was single (he casually said it one day) but you couldn't get past the fact that he was so out of your league it would probably end up with him politely turning you down, so why bother? Still... you can't help to daydream about him, wondering what would be like to date him, to be the recipient of his tender touches -because you were sure he was the sweetest man alive and would be so caring to his partner-, to get to see his domestic side...
"You are staring"
"What? Oh, right, sorry". You had stopped at a red light and you were mindlessly admiring his features when he snapped you out of it. It wasn't the first time you got lost in thoughts while looking at him, but you always had some excuse ready to make up for it. How nice would it be not to lie and simply tell him you are staring because he's so god-damned handsome?
"Why aren't there any cabs here?" you start shaking again and it's getting harder to hide it
"I thought you said you were gonna take the bus?"
"Yeah, I know, but the bus is gonna take forever and I wanna get home soon" you lie, you don't want this stroll to end, but what else can you say?
"Oh, right, ok. You sure you don't want my coat while we wait?"
"No, thanks... You're so sweet"
"Am I?"
You blush, whispering a soft "you are" and immediately regretting it, hoping that he didn't hear you.
He smiles shyly and you can feel yourself melt at that sight. Ugh, have you mentioned his smile? He can light up any room he's in when he flashes that perfect smile of his, and you are certain your heart skips a beat every time you see it. You can't help to wonder if he's the type of guy that smiles into a kiss... and what would a kiss from him be like...
"You are staring again"
"Fuck, sorry"
"No, no, don't apologize... unless there's something on my face that you are not telling me?" he jokes
You shake your head "There's nothing in your face, it's perfect"
Fuck fuck fuck. What are you doing? You can feel your cheeks burning so you look away to try to find a damn cab that would get you out of there pronto, but you hear him laugh and secretly feel relieved he's not making a big deal out of it like you are.
"You seem different tonight"
You open your eyes wide. "I'm just tired?" you lie again
"No, it's not that..." he squints his eyes "what's on your mind?"
You purse your lips, not trusting your own words at this point. He tilts his head to the side and raises his eyebrows, waiting on your answer. You look around one more time to see if there's any sign of a cab and when you don't, you take a big breath and look at him.
He's perfect.
Ugh, fuck it.
"Honestly?" you ask, and he nods "I'm wondering what kissing you would feel like"
Your stomach is turning, you feel dizzy and you are pretty sure you stopped breathing, but you couldn't stop the words that came out of your mouth so here you are. He's frozen in his place and you can't tell if he's shocked or confused or what, and you don't know what to do. You let out the breath you were holding and turn around to look one more time for a cab that you are pretty sure will never come at this point, nervously biting the inside of your cheek.
"Wait, don't go" he almost pleas, grabbing your hand softly and making you turn around to face him again. He lets go of your hand and moves closer to you, his hand now on the side of your face, his thumb caressing your cheekbone. You take one look at each other and he makes the first move, leaning in, his lips gently capturing yours for the sweetest kiss you have ever had. As you return the kiss, one of your hands moves to his side to rest on his waist, and he takes it as a cue to deepen the kiss, your lips gradually moving from delicately exploring each other to something a little hungrier.
You involuntarily hum and that makes him smile into the kiss, your brain becoming a pile of mush at this point. With one silent peck, you finally remove yourself from his lips but can't dare to look at him, choosing to rest your forehead on his chest instead. You are shaking again and now you don't care why, and his arms immediately circle you as he hugs you with his jacket.
"You are so stubborn, I knew you were cold!" he jokingly scolds you as you laugh while hugging him from his waist, your embrace tighter.
"I think we chose the worst street to look for a taxi" he whispers, and you honestly can't care any less about it. You look up to him and he's already flashing that beautiful smile at you, making you feel like floating.
"I see one!" he suddenly yells, frantically waving his hand at it, and you secretly wish it wouldn't stop so you can stay like this all night long.
Only when it actually stops is when you break your embrace and realize just how freaking cold it actually is. He opens the taxi door but you decide to try your luck one more time.
"Would you like to come home with me?"
He doesn't say anything for what feels like an eternity, his glare intense, but a smirk that soon turns into a smile creeps up his face as he nods, kissing you once more before jumping in with you.
Your cheeks hurt from all the smiling but who cares anymore.
Being affectionate around you is by far one of Jinki’s favourite things to do as he loves how relaxing it is. Whenever he has the chance to hold onto you, he feels comforted and assured, especially that he’s not alone.
B ⇴ BOYS
The boys were almost left with no other choice but to get along with you with Jinki laying ground rules with them all before they even got the chance to meet you. Luckily despite Jinki warning them to be on their best behaviour anyway, the boys all soon found themselves loving being around you and liked you instantly.
C ⇴ COMFORT
Giving advice is something that Jinki especially tries to do whenever you need comforting, trying his best to help you solve whatever is troubling you as quickly as possible. The less time that you’re upset the better as far as Jinki is concerned who tries to be there as much as possible with whatever you need.
D ⇴ DOMESTICATED
The two of you made sure to share all of the jobs that needed doing around your house to make sure that you both pulled your weight. You did this by having a list hung up in your kitchen to note jobs down on if you didn’t have the time to get them done, and then when one of you had a spare few minutes you’d check to see if anything needed doing, helping each other out and getting things done too.
E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT
By far the most important thing to Jinki before he proposed to you was making sure that he got the approval to do it from your parents. Trying to organise a time to speak to them without you being there proved to be quite tricky, but there was no way Jinki was going to propose without them agreeing. Eventually, when you needed to answer a call whilst speaking with them one day, Jinki took his chance.
F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING
Jinki’s favourite thing about being with you was how much you supported his career. He loved having someone there to always help guide him in the right direction and encourage him whenever he had a little bit of doubt over what he was doing. If he was unsure on a song, a routine, or a stage then Jinki would always come to you and know that you’d be able to help him figure out what he wanted one way or another.
G ⇴ GOING OUT
By far you both enjoyed staying in with each a lot more than you preferred to head out. As much as you didn’t mind socialising, and going on dates out in the city too, when your schedules forced you to spend so much time away home from, time at home and with each other was something to always be treasured.
H ⇴ HONEYMOON
Your honeymoon was something that Jinki ultimately wanted to leave in your hands, wanting it to be a holiday that ticked off a lot of your bucket list. You always travelled because of Jinki, and so your honeymoon was a chance to travel for you, even if it was supposed to be a trip that the two of you arranged together.
I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”
Nothing felt quite as heartfelt for Jinki as saying aloud that he loved you and seeing the reaction on your face too as he spoke. Depending on the situation, you either found yourself saying it back or getting incredibly shy most of the time, with either reaction always enough to put a smile on Jinki’s face.
J ⇴ JEALOUSY
There was a silence that came from Jinki whenever he got jealous, he would shut off straight away and try to push what was going on to the back of his mind. His lack of reaction and engagement would catch your attention pretty quickly when he was feeling jealous, Jinki would struggle to hide it in his face as he watched you, silently telling you with his eyes that he wanted your attention back on him again.
K ⇴ KIDS
Together you knew that you wanted to start a family, and with time slowly moving away from being on your side, it was definitely something you thought about more. Whilst the two of you definitely didn’t want to rush anything, you knew that whenever the right time came along for you both, you’d both be happy.
L ⇴ LAZY DAYS
You worked hard still on your lazy days, mainly to help Jinki switch off from the hecticness that came with work. He still worried a lot, checked in on the other members and refreshed his emails several times throughout the day to make sure that he didn’t miss anything. As the day usually went on you would manage to get Jinki away from his phone, typically by managing to find a film or a drama that engrossed him.
M ⇴ MORNINGS
Despite having to leave the house often a lot later than he did, you tried your best to get up with Jinki in the mornings. You loved being able to sit and have breakfast with him and talk about how your days were going to go, so that you could find out how everything had gone when you sat down to dinner too.
N ⇴ NIGHTS
You always made sure to wait up for Jinki at night, you refused to go to bed unless he was home from work. It didn’t matter how late it was, or how badly Jinki would scold you for waiting up too, you’d do it anyway.
O ⇴ OBSESSION
Jinki was obsessed with your personality and how well he got along with you. You were one of only a few people that he constantly wanted to be around, always enjoying being around you and the way you made him feel.
P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS
He loved to have you with him at work so that he could show you all of the things that he was working on. Even if some of it was a little confusing and technical for you, you still paid attention and listened because they were things that Jinki was invested in and spoke about with such a huge amount of passion too.
Q ⇴ QUESTIONS
Whenever he had a spare minute in his day Jinki would find a way to get in contact with you and see how your day was going. Even if he had to wait a while for a reply sometimes, he’d still check in anyway.
R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS
One of Jinki’s proudest things to do was introduce you as his wife and let everyone know that the two of you were married. He never failed to be the one to introduce you, and even if you introduced yourself, he would add on at the end that the two of you were married with a huge smile on his face as he did so.
S ⇴ SILENCE
Both of you didn’t tend to mind silence between the two of you too much, you didn’t have the energy to talk constantly to one another. You could be silent for hours sometimes if the two of you were lost in your own little worlds, it felt completely fine for you both, knowing that conversation would come.
T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS
Jinki’s biggest tip for making your marriage work was being there for each other. The whole reason for your relationship was the fact that the two of you made a great team, so you always made sure to stick together.
U ⇴ UPSET
Nothing hurt Jinki more than when he saw you upset and knew that there was something out there that had brought you to tears.
V ⇴ VISITS
After the two of you got married, you made a lot more time with your families and friends to get to know them better. There were a few people you were yet to spend much time with and so decided to change that.
W ⇴ WISH LIST
The last piece to the puzzle for you both was starting a family, which Jinki wished would happen at some point in the future.
X ⇴ XXXX
Every single kiss that you received from Jinki had meaning, he didn’t have it in him to kiss you just because. He loved to kiss you and let you know that he loved you more than anything else when he made contact with you.
Y ⇴ YOU
You were his best friend, the two of you were always having fun at each other’s sides.
Z ⇴ ZZZ
Distance wasn’t a thing at all when it came to you and Jinki sleeping together, you would squeeze as close as you could to each other most nights in order to keep one another as warm as you possibly could.
