And I whisper to myself, I am safer alone.
Wasted, Marya Hornbacher / . / . / . / painting by Mladen Ilic / Paul Auster / Letters To Milena, Franz Kafka / Wide Sargasso Sea, Jean Rhys / The Departure Of The Train, Clarice Lispector / Beau Taplin

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And I whisper to myself, I am safer alone.
Wasted, Marya Hornbacher / . / . / . / painting by Mladen Ilic / Paul Auster / Letters To Milena, Franz Kafka / Wide Sargasso Sea, Jean Rhys / The Departure Of The Train, Clarice Lispector / Beau Taplin

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The Children of Húrin, J.R.R. Tolkien
The phobic has no other object than the abject. But that word, “fear” –a fluid haze an elusive clamminess– no sooner has it cropped up than it shades off like a mirage and permeates all words of the language with nonexistence, with a hallucinatory, ghostly glimmer. Thus, fear having been bracketed, discourse will seem tenable only if it ceaselessly confront that otherness, a burden both repellent and repelled, a deep well of memory that is unapproachable and intimate: the abject.
Julia Kristeva, Powers of Horror: An Essay on Abjection
THE FEAR OF ABANDONMENT: PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME.
letterbomb - green day // tissues - yungblud // thru line - june henry // euphoria (2019–) // i'm your man - mitski // unknown // unknown // clarice lispector, “the departure of the train” // personal journal (1.7.23) // cry me a river - justin timberlake
on hope, on fear, or the lack thereof
rilla of ingleside, lucy maud montgomery//antidotes to fear of death, rebecca elson//the view between villages, noah kahan// love me like you do, ellie goulding//hope is the thing with feathers, emily dickinson// the hand, annabelle dinda// east coker, t.s eliot// days of lantana, ben howard// anne of the island, lucy maud montgomery//the view between villages, noah kahan// the meadow song, the hunger games, suzanne collins//days of lantana, ben howard// rilla of ingleside, lucy maud montgomery// the fear, ben howard//scheherazade, richard siken//the hand, anabelle dinda//antidotes to fear of death, rebecca elson//

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“‘Fear,’ the doctor said, ‘is the relinquishment of logic, the willing relinquishing of reasonable patterns. We yield to it or we fight it, but we cannot meet it halfway.’” — Shirley Jackson, The Haunting of Hill House