Heat Cycle
CW: Heat, Overstimulation (somewhat)
I woke up this morning and said to my Master- after two hours of feeling unbelievably cosy in bed this morning, idly grinding against the mattress- that this might end up being a heat weekend. I don't fully subscribe to the idea of having a heat cycle, or at least if I do it's not at all a consistant one, but sometimes I can just feel this seemingly never ending wave of feral arousal just looming on the horizon before it happens.
It starts slow. A dull ache between my legs, wanting to grind against any surface to relieve the ache but still retaining the ability to think and remain aware of my actions. Then gradually, the haze sets in. Thoughts narrowed down to thinking only about being used for my true purpose- to be bred and filled until all I can do is bark.
I told my Master as much. How I wanted to go upstairs and grind against the machine until I couldn't take it anymore and had to fuck myself until I was brain dead. Asked Him to talk me down out of these lewd thoughts while I could still think. I knew using the bigger toys that I craved would hurt like hell, and leave me sore again. That it'd be a bad idea, surely. He isn't one to not indulge though. He told me to go upstairs and do just as I wanted to, to grind against His knot until I was begging for Him to breed me. Genuinely didn't realise how badly my body was craving it. I started by using my mouth on the toy to make it slick (just for ease), and immediately was assaulted by how that bed and room already smelled of sex from the last time we had a session. I was whining and drooling around the toy, taking it as far as I could until I was choking, desperate to have my cunt on it instead. When I turned and finally started to grind my cunt against the toy, tip catching against my clit every time I moved, it's like my brain shut off fully. I was driven by instinct to chase the sensation, my body moving on it's own. I stayed like that, getting so close to cumming just from grinding but unable to push myself over the edge, until I was sobbing to my Master for Him to breed me. It took two (2) minutes before I was begging. After twenty (20) I was crying, saying I'd do anything if He'd just fuck me already.
When He finally allowed me to fuck myself, I didn't even turn the machine on- just fucked myself back on it until the knot was forced into me with alarming ease.
I was cumming within minutes, any executive thought utterly gone after I turned the machine on. I spent an hour fucking myself until I physically couldn't handle anymore. I took a short break, weighing up if my body finally felt done, only to come to the conclusion I needed more. I tried to send Master another recording, fucking myself with the machine in my cunt and the king cock dildo in my mouth. Despite cumming myself to tears, it didn't record. Our general rule is if a recording doesn't send, I have to repeat it. I did, and came so suddenly it left me in a brief state of teary shock. My bed was soaked, my whole body felt weightless, and my head finally felt empty. The whole time, I wore a hoodie I plan on sending to Master. I hope He likes the scent of His prey.
~Mr R. Approved~


















