when I started shipping it if I did: somewhere between the announcement of maggieās casting and the announcement that āsomeone in the dctv universe would be exploring their sexualityā. basically, before s2 even started, is what iām saying here. iāve been doomed since the beginning.
my thoughts: i would literally die for one or both of them, they are my entire universe and the reason i get out of bed in the mornings, especially on monday, and i donāt know what iām going to do without them during hiatus because winter break was long enough and i barely survived and i rely on them for my happiness and reason to live. also can the writers please let me have just one scene where they wake up in bed together cuddling and being soft because i need it and if we had to put up with seeing one of karamew then we deserve one for our girls.
what makes me happy about them: literally everything. how supportive they are of each other, the fact that theyāve always got each otherās backs. how happy they make each other. the fact that theyāve had time to grow into this beautiful couple and they get to be badass together and the writers arenāt (so far, iām probably jinxing it) throwing them around and putting people between them and breaking them up and constantly testing their relationship. just. their existence. their existence makes me happy.
what makes me sad about them: probably their insecurities, and how they both have probably often wondered how any of this is happening, if it even is happening and itās not just some dream theyāll wake up from and be alone again. because theyāve both suffered and theyāve both lost, and maybe itās just me projecting my own beliefs but i feel like theyāve both wondered and been waiting for the moment when it all comes crashing down. so in short it just makes me sad how much theyāve both suffered, but theyāre also helping each other to heal so that makes me feel better.
things done in fanfic that annoys me: iām not sure? i mean honestly in all the fanfics iāve read i canāt right now recall any that iāve had major nope moments with? i feel like weāre quite blessed in the sanvers fandom with wonderful fic writers.
things I look for in fanfic: iāve literally read almost every single fanfic on their ao3 page, i have no standards, if it says alex danvers/maggie sawyer and it doesnāt say major character death then iām in (although i am partial to multi chapter fics because sometimes one shots arenāt enough)
who Iād be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: nobody iām sorry but theyāre endgame and i refuse to acknowledge any option otherwise, my girls are forever
my happily ever after for them: they donāt go through the usual tv relationship bullshit of breaking up and pining and getting back together after a long drawn out period of pain for both of them, they just continue to flourish as the beautiful couple they are, moving in together and getting a dog (which they are not calling gertrude, thank you very much alex, and āit doesnāt matter how much you pout, i will not let our dog be bullied by other dogs at the dog park with a name like gertrudeā) and getting married and maybe one day taking in a couple of in-need alien orphans because i donāt know if i see them actively wanting pregnancy and children but lbr they both get a little attached sometimes when their cases involve children andĀ āweāve got this, danvers. your parents took in kara when she needed a home and now this little one needs us.ā
who is the big spoon/little spoon: they switch. alex likes to pretend that sheās always the big spoon because sheās a badass deo agent and she has a reputation to uphold plus her girlfriend is tiny so of course sheās the big spoon but everyone knows how soft she is so none of them believe her and theyād be right not to. it mostly depends on their days and moods.
what is their favorite non-sexual activity: going to the bar and playing pool, obviously. but also going to the firing range and game nights because they get to let off steam and be around their friends.