art and tashi do kinda make me sick if i think about them though because for art it’s like. i want all of you i have always wanted all of you. and for so long i had that or at least i thought i did. but i dont and i can feel that you aren’t all mine anymore. and for tashi it’s well i thought i was fully yours i tried hard to make it that way. but i would have told you you fully weren’t mine if you had asked. and for patrick it’s like well i was never fully yours. never fully yours either one of you as soon as you knew the other. and that’s all i’ve ever wanted.




















