#oh mac

Right so Mac is sad and miserable because he’s realized that he’s been over indulging and isn’t getting any pleasure from it. And we know Mac is going to put on a straight persona in prime time because he feels as though the audience will like and identify with that version of him more. So he’s at a point where he wants to withhold pleasure because that’s where he had been most of his life, it’s familiar. He’s never satisfied with himself, whether in relation to his body or his sexuality or his religion, he’s always wanting more or wanting less. And Dennis is gonna give an emotional monologue about being themselves in prime time… guys I’m not gonna be able to handle this😭 Like seriously, Mac has been making some actual genuine progress in accepting himself but he just can’t seem to find the balance of happiness and pleasure. This is gonna wreck me

I see so many people talk about how they stop reading a fic the second a character goes to therapy. and I wonder if that’s the case for my fic since the literal first line is: “Mac McDonald doesn’t believe in therapy” (but little do they know it’s essentially like if gets analyzed existed solely for mac to yap about dennis and The Johnny Thing and he does not care what the therapist is saying and it’s one scene and then we move on).

Thinking about The Gang Tends Bar. Feeling violently ill. "Cause I know you man!" I can't fucking do this.

I love the "wow, things haven't sucked with my relationship for a few weeks now, time for marriage" mentality that Mac has. 😆