#ogize

Me and Ogata’s Pallas cat and lynx collection continues to grow!! I decided to frame the wildcat’s death comm I had made of us, also I don’t remember if I shared it yet but I have a custom felt plush of a lynx and manul being made and im excited for when I get to show the completed plushie so gets a picture of the progress picture I got! I also sewed a little coat thingy for my manul to match with Ogata

Me and Ogata’s custom nuigurumi are completed!! I’m screaming at the matching scarves they gave us because we’re nakey lol I didn’t expect us to turn out so cute and stumpy! I hope I can make our outfits in time for our trip… also I have an announcement regarding us but I’ll wait till the day before. I’ve planned months and I’m trying my best to not reveal it.

My Ogata dakimakura collection so far. I like to keep extras in my parents house so when I visit I get to sleep with Ogata still. Also my parent’s cat enjoys sleeping on him too.

I also have these two weirdos in the corner.

Got called in for an emergency case so it became bring your husband to work day…

Why I look hungover? Because I am lol

Here’s Ogata waiting for me to get out of work. Except he waits outside like a creeper in the shadows until I come out. Ogata’s a dentist but he likes to not work weekends so he can spend time with me even when I’m on call.

I’ve also been extremely fixated on buzzcut Ogata after finishing the novel. As well as receiving some completed comms during that time. This time Kaeko is actually in one of my bigger comms. She does play quite a part in my back story. Which connects me to yuusaku and his mom. I had something happen between me and yuusaku which I don’t think I ever mentioned? Then again 80% of my lore is all in my head and in my notes written as single words to remind me of certain events.

I think I’ll be going more in detail with my relationship with kaeko when I post that picture of all 3 of us. And then I’ll have the yuusaku thing made. Let’s just say Ogata was thinking what’s wrong with me to not go with yuusaku and choose him. But at the same time he doesn’t understand why he felt relief. He still goes through killing yuusaku and his dad which I’m fine with. It’s not like I could change his mindset on that. I’d rather he come into terms with his decision. (Don’t get me wrong I love his canon end. Otherwise I wouldn’t have fallen for him. nowadays some people just don’t understand that others want to explore alternatives for funsies)

Also I’ve also fleshed out tsurumi’s influence on me and Ogata’s beginning relationship. I did probably mention it in my notion website that me and Ogata had to fake our separation to get tsurumi off us which is why there’s a gap from when he escapes and defects. Then we randevous around the Barato arc.

Ah my love, when the yearning gets to the point of me wanting to crawl into your chest cavity to fill that emptiness you’re not even aware of. Or at least not initially.

I love you so very dearly. Even when I’m exhausted to a point yet somehow you’re the only thing on my mind still that grounds me.