@ofthehappygenerations continued from here.
āDo you have anything useful to say?ā
Harry says, bitingly, an injured animal snapping at anything and anyone that stopped to help it. It wasnāt like there werenāt many people who tried to reach out to him and pull him back from the edge but he drove them back with the agility of a matador. He felt like the whole town was rubbernecking and watching him like he was a slow dreadful motor-crash. And he didnāt appreciate it.
He rests his head on the desk once more, eyes fixed on the familiar wood grain. He didnāt like leaving the office anymore. He was safe in his wood-paneled shag-carpeted kingdom. Here there were things to do, people to talk to, stimulus of many kinds. Home was a place of desolation where the only thing to do was think and the only thing to think of was them. Him and her. Especially him. God forbid he isnāt around if and when Cooper comes back.
Thatās why heās there, thatās why heās stopped drinking, thatās why heās sitting in his office even when he feels the sickest heās ever felt. He has to be there in case something happens. Itās just that he feels so damn terrible today he wonders if Hank Williams wasnāt woofing when he insinuated you could die of a broken heart. Itās the hope that keeps him from dropping dead on the spot, sheer will power that keeps his heart pumping and his mind going.
āGo find someone else to pick on, Albert. Iām not in the mood.ā










