š & š !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
š for a letter my muse would write to yours
dear haru,
i kind of ⦠fucking HATE writing.
then again, you already know that, donāt you. with all the countless times you watched me try to start up a journal, or a diary, only to rip the pages out with every other attempt ⦠well !!!Ā youāll be glad to hear that nothingās really changed ⦠well, maybe you wouldnāt be. you always did talk about how humanās were meant to grow and adapt and, i guess mature, eventually.Ā
i donāt think iāve been doing much of that without you.
but iām sure youāve got to be wondering why iām writing to you !Ā
i am a ridiculously busy person, after all. with my career having shot up the way it has, and all the new jobs flowing in at a constant. iām an extremelyĀ sought out model, you know. ā really fuckinā hard to bookĀ ā level model.
iām a hot fucking commodity !!!
well, my therapist someone said it would be a good idea to write to my past, or at least someone in it that i canāt seem to let go of.Ā
not that iām saying that i canāt let go of you or anything. iām wayĀ past moving on. seriously.
and seeing as you played a part in my life for awhile, well, i thought you would be the obvious choice !
hey i kind of fucking misssssss you asshole whyād you fucking leave
i guess i just wanted to check in and see how your mom was doing, and iām hoping she still gets the flowers i send her !Ā which are for her, by the way, so donāt even think about regifting them to anyone else !Ā no new significant others or something, cause those bouquets are damn expensive !! not that ⦠moneyās a problem or anything, anymore.Ā though i canāt help but notice that the address to send them changed recently to ⦠fucking bikini bottom of all places. thatās ⦠where i came from originally, i donāt know if you remember that. i kind of fucking hate that place, but you know if your momās there, i was considering just swinging by sometime, maybe giving her a visit.Ā
anyways, i hope your momās doing okay, and i guess you too. iām doing really, really, reallyĀ well. in case you didnāt know. but youāve probably seen me on magazine covers, or just, somewhere in the news ! and iām doing really good. really, really, reallyĀ fucking good.
with love,stella kwon
š for the toast my muse would give at your museās wedding
āĀ isĀ itĀ reallyĀ necessaryĀ forĀ meĀ toĀ giveĀ aĀ toastĀ atĀ myĀ ownĀ weddingĀ ??Ā arenātĀ otherĀ peopleĀ supposedĀ toĀ giveĀ aĀ toastĀ toĀ meĀ ??Ā ā SKDFJS IM KIDDING
ā ⦠you know,Ā iĀ usedĀ toĀ alwaysĀ jokeĀ aboutĀ howĀ theĀ onlyĀ person,Ā orĀ well,Ā thingĀ thatĀ haruĀ wouldĀ everĀ manageĀ toĀ tieĀ downĀ wasĀ theĀ bookĀ collectionsĀ heĀ keptĀ at home,Ā butĀ hereĀ weĀ are.Ā haru,Ā married.Ā thatāsĀ reallyĀ ā¦Ā thatāsĀ aĀ crazyĀ thing.Ā butĀ aĀ happyĀ occasion,Ā trulyĀ Ā !!Ā causeĀ inĀ allĀ myĀ yearsĀ ofĀ living,Ā iāveĀ neverĀ metĀ anyoneĀ whoĀ deservesĀ toĀ beĀ happyĀ likeĀ haruĀ does.Ā heāsĀ reallyĀ aĀ oneĀ ofĀ aĀ kindĀ soul,Ā andĀ evenĀ throughĀ allĀ theĀ upsĀ andĀ downsĀ youĀ mightĀ face,Ā heāllĀ alwaysĀ beĀ thereĀ forĀ youĀ withĀ a wordĀ ofĀ advice,Ā andĀ hisĀ quietĀ patience.Ā iāmĀ really soĀ happyĀ heāsĀ foundĀ someoneĀ whoĀ canĀ beĀ hisĀ support whenĀ heĀ needs it, andĀ iĀ simplyĀ wishĀ themĀ theĀ bestĀ inĀ life.Ā itāsĀ whatĀ heĀ deserves.Ā ā
* Ā WHAT Ā MY Ā MUSE Ā SAYS Ā MEME Ā ; Ā not accepting Ā !!












