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      ♛  𝕊𝕋𝔼𝕃𝕃𝔸 𝕂𝕎𝕆ℕ          —————            big  dick  energy  in  a  little  dick  world.

jace : it's noon babe

jace : do u want me to come over and cook u lunch?

stella: why is it already noon ???

stella: but yes Absolutely ):

jace : hey sunshine

jace : wanna meet up for lunch?

jace : stella? u up yet?

jace : stel?

jace : :(

stella: whtj

stella: ????

contemplation: if you could wake up one morning and everything in your life was perfect, what would that look like?

❝   i’m  rich  and  i’m  beautiful   —-   i’d  say  that’s  already  as  close  to  perfect  as  a  person  could  get,  right  ??  ...  then  again,  throw  in  a  sneak  peek  at  valentino’s  spring  collection  for  twenty  nineteen  and  that  would  really  be  just  the  cherry  on  top  !!  i’d  without  a  doubt  model  it  better  than  anyone  he  could  hire  for  the  runway  anyways.   ❞

night light: who/what makes you feel safe?

❝   so  ...  d’you  know  jace  ??  jace  rhee  ??  real  baby  faced,  but  can  usually  be  found  skulking  around  the  thug  tug,  jace  ??  yeah,  well.   ❞   there  was  a  pause  in  between  her  words,  a  breath  taken  to  gather  her  thoughts  as  the  smallest  of  smiles  broke  out  across  her  face  ;  sincere  in  an  unintentional  way  as  the  curl  of  her  lips  gave  away  far  more  than  her  words  ever  could.   ❝   and  i  know  what  you’re  thinking.  ‘  but  he’s  so  damn  small  ??  ‘  but  that’s  exactly  what  hired  bodyguards  are  for  !  besides  ...  he's  not  small  where  it  matters  !    ❞  

hansol looked around the hotel’s lobby in his pajamas. he could hear the thunder and heavy rain from outside, but decided not to give it much thought. they were safe up here, right? “ yo,” hansol walked up to the nearest person in view, “ you got a phone charger? i was in a rush and forgot to pack one. ”

staring  mournfully  at  the  doors  of  the  hotel  lobby  as  she  thought  of  just  how  lonely  her  bed  (  ——  her  giant,  comfortable,  expensive  bed  )  must’ve  been  without  her,  it  was  only  the  relief  of  knowing  that  at  least  her  closet  back  home  was  being  kept  under  watch  at  all  times  that  convinced  her  to  wait  out  the  night  at  the  hotel.  it  wasn’t  her  favoured  option,  that  was  for  fuckin’  sure,  but  as  a  familiar  face  approached,  she  clung  to  the  thought  that  the  night  stood  to  grow  a  little  more  interesting.   ❝  forget  about  your  phone  for  one  second,  idiot  —-  is  that  really  what  matters  right  now  ??  we  need  to  figure  out  the  best  room  to  start  a  party  in  before  the  lights  go  out  !!  ❞

💌 for a letter my muse would write to yours

dear haru,

i kind of … fucking HATE writing.

then again, you already know that, don’t you. with all the countless times you watched me try to start up a journal, or a diary, only to rip the pages out with every other attempt … well !!! you’ll be glad to hear that nothing’s really changed … well, maybe you wouldn’t be. you always did talk about how human’s were meant to grow and adapt and, i guess mature, eventually. 

i don’t think i’ve been doing much of that without you.

but i’m sure you’ve got to be wondering why i’m writing to you ! 

i am a ridiculously busy person, after all. with my career having shot up the way it has, and all the new jobs flowing in at a constant. i’m an extremely sought out model, you know. ‘ really fuckin’ hard to book ‘ level model.

i’m a hot fucking commodity !!!

well, my therapist someone said it would be a good idea to write to my past, or at least someone in it that i can’t seem to let go of. 

not that i’m saying that i can’t let go of you or anything. i’m way past moving on. seriously.

and seeing as you played a part in my life for awhile, well, i thought you would be the obvious choice !

hey i kind of fucking misssssss you asshole why’d you fucking leave

i guess i just wanted to check in and see how your mom was doing, and i’m hoping she still gets the flowers i send her ! which are for her, by the way, so don’t even think about regifting them to anyone else ! no new significant others or something, cause those bouquets are damn expensive !! not that … money’s a problem or anything, anymore. though i can’t help but notice that the address to send them changed recently to … fucking bikini bottom of all places. that’s … where i came from originally, i don’t know if you remember that. i kind of fucking hate that place, but you know if your mom’s there, i was considering just swinging by sometime, maybe giving her a visit. 

anyways, i hope your mom’s doing okay, and i guess you too. i’m doing really, really, really well. in case you didn’t know. but you’ve probably seen me on magazine covers, or just, somewhere in the news ! and i’m doing really good. really, really, really fucking good.

with love,stella kwon

💒 for the toast my muse would give at your muse’s wedding

❝  is  it  really  necessary  for  me  to  give  a  toast  at  my  own  wedding  ??  aren’t  other  people  supposed  to  give  a  toast  to  me  ??  ❞ SKDFJS IM KIDDING

❝  … you know,  i  used  to  always  joke  about  how  the  only  person,  or  well,  thing  that  haru  would  ever  manage  to  tie  down  was  the  book  collections  he  kept  at home,  but  here  we  are.  haru,  married.  that’s  really  …  that’s  a  crazy  thing.  but  a  happy  occasion,  truly  !!  cause  in  all  my  years  of  living,  i’ve  never  met  anyone  who  deserves  to  be  happy  like  haru  does.  he’s  really  a  one  of  a  kind  soul,  and  even  through  all  the  ups  and  downs  you  might  face,  he’ll  always  be  there  for  you  with  a word  of  advice,  and  his  quiet  patience.  i’m  really so  happy  he’s  found  someone  who  can  be  his  support when  he  needs it, and  i  simply  wish  them  the  best  in  life.  it’s  what  he  deserves.  ❞

name:

henny 😇

ringtone:

sugarplum !!    —- ( can u tell … stella literally Loves her skdjf )

picture:

last text sent:

stella:  soooo  ….  i’m  picking  u  up  in  10  !!stella:  we’re  going  shopping  and  u  have  no  choice !!

last voicemail sent:

❝  quick,  i  need  to  know  if  it’s  in  bad  taste  to  fuck  your  ex’s  childhood  best  friend  —-  i  have  a  confessional  on  sunday  and  i  need  to  know  if  i’ll  be  leaving  church  with a  good  conscience  of  my  own  doing,  or  i’ll  be  needing  to  break  out  the  big  bucks  to  pay  my  way  through.  call  me  back  when  you  can,  preferably  soon  !!  ❞

name:

lucy baby 💖

ringtone:

primadonna by marina and the diamonds    —- ( BICNHF IF THIS SONG AINT THEM !!!! )

picture:

last text sent:

stella:  luuuuuuuuuuuuuucy  baby  clear  up  ur  schedulestella:  i  wanna  grab  brunch  but  i  don’t  wanna  eat  alone  !!

last voicemail sent:

❝  okay,  so  you  didn’t  hear  this  from  me  but  holy  shit  i  think  i  might’ve  just  fucked  someone  i  really  shouldn’t  have  ??  fuckin’  wake  up  and  scream  about  it  with  me  —  like  RIGHT  NOW.  ❞