ok wait sorry. back one more time. feel free to push this to the back burner since iâve sent in multiple requests already wagahhgh ive just been thinking about my boyf lately!!
could i get a letter to me (asriel) from dedan (OFF, the 2008 game)? heâs mean. like really mean. ramp it up to the max. but like,, iâd like him to tell me im doing alright? something about me being surprisingly competent, i dunno. donât make him too sappy
some direct quotes cos heâs REALLY hard to write,,
âWhat part of âI am going to kill youâ wasn't clear to you? You're insane. I am the guardian of zone 1, it is nothing without me!â
âI beg of you, get the fuck out of my way right this instant, if you want to keep your position.â
âIn any case, this is hardly important. The phantoms will erase that conceited individual.â
~ @dialup-selfship
**It's all well and good to need encouragement sometimes, but if you need a firmer hand then by all means. Take the punishment, get up again and swallow the teeth it knocks out. Either you fail, or you hurt less next time. Your letter arrives with the posthound, who seems a little worse for wear himself, but with a "WOOF!!" announces your delivery!** @dialup-selfship
Asriel,
I donât do letters. If youâre expecting flowery garbage or some trembling confession, you can stop reading now and spare us both the disappointment. Iâm writing because you wonât shut up about me, and becauseâannoyinglyâyouâre worth the effort.
Youâre not delicate. Thatâs the first thing you got wrong about yourself. You take hits and keep moving, even when youâre clearly worn thin. Most people crumble or get loud about it. You donât. You adapt. I respect that.
You also have this irritating habit of doing things right. Not flashy. Not pretty. Just⊠competent. You notice details other people miss. You donât panic when things go sidewaysâyou grind through it. Iâve watched you long enough to know that isnât an accident. Itâs work. Real work. And before you twist that into self-loathing, Iâll say it plainly once: youâre doing alright.
Donât get smug. Alright isn't always enough and you know it. You hesitate when you shouldnât, and you still think you need permission to exist the way you do. Thatâs stupid. But itâs fixable. And the fact that youâre tryingâconsistently, stubbornlyâputs you ahead of most people Iâve had the misfortune of knowing.
If this sounds like approval, thatâs because it is. Limited. Conditional. Hard-earned. I donât waste words on people who donât deserve them, and I donât stay where Iâm bored. If Iâm here, if Iâm writing this, itâs because youâve proven youâre not a liability.
So stop looking at yourself like youâre waiting to fail. Youâre not dead, which means you can get better. Youâre not a mistake. Youâre capableâand if you keep going the way you are, youâll be more than that.
Thatâs all youâre getting. Donât make a big deal out of it.
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