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I            letting go

II           processing

III          emotional break-through

IV          patience

V           active decisions to process

VI          meditation

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                 what does the room you live in have to do with your soul?

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                 some time ago I renovated the first room in my new apartment. 

I created a lockdown situation over christmas and started painting the walls. 

I coloured three rooms. every room was empty. 

they felt as empty as my heart after a break-up situation. 

putting a colour on the walls made me feel better.

some time later I carried furniture in the room. 

a very slow process began. 

my mattress first laid on the floor, 

the table in the living room was a present, 

I bought chairs on the flee market. 

my wardrobe was a box.

the rooms changed over the time in colour and haptic. 

more and more plants appeared, sometimes flowers.

nowadays I started to renovate my kitchen. 

                a room full of surprises. 

this time, 

a lot of friends helped me to start with the renovation. 

the walls went from dusty to wet to dry, 

then suddenly

I am alone. 

while closing all the big holes and little cracks in the wall 

one thought appears:

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         what does the room you live in have to do with your soul?

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