first impression: birdie x owen
Birdie has two âfirst impressionsâ of Owen: One when they were kids, one when he walked into Fusion and sat at her bar.Â
Little Birdie:
Sasha didnât come today even though Stu said she would be here. She was here the last time I came and we played with my barbies and colored on white pieces of paper until Stu came and got me to go home.
But she didnât come today, so Stu said Chris would get his brother to play with me. His brother, who isnât Will - cause Will is nice. He says hi to me and sometimes heâll ask me about my coloring even though I can tell he doesnât really get it. But Chris isnât getting Will, heâs getting Owen⌠who I have never met or seen before. Heâs like the ghost brother to the Selznick or something - or at least thatâs what I always tell Stu.
Iâm halfway done finishing my third drawing by the time Owen finally comes into the living room. His hands are in his pockets and I can tell Chris made some kind of deal to get him to come sit with me. Heâs quiet, so I ask him his name and he doesnât answer right away. We both know I know it, but Owen oblides and even asks me my name. So I tell him, âIâm Birditta.â
I put my drawings to the side and walk up over to him, hanging my hand out to shake his, âNice to meet you,â I say. Owen hesitates but eventually he shakes my hand and mumbles something. âCome on!â I say, pulling him along, âLets play.â
Adult Birdie:
Iâve always found it strange how time changes things. How people grow apart or lose contact even in a place like Virgina Beach. I shouldnât be surprised though that Owen and I didnât keep in contact, I barely talk to Chris and heâs Stuâs best friend.Â
Not to mention, thereâs no chance that a kid who let a girl make him play barbies would ever want to be assosiated to her as an adult. Right?
So, Iâm a little caught off guard when I see him walk in. His hair all ruffled up, as it should be, he looks like he hasnât shaved or bathed in days, the misery I remember seeing in him as a kid still lingers (maybe even more now) in his eyes. As I walk up to him behind the bar, I almost expect him to remember me and my kid antics, but he doesnât. Which, truthfully, I am relieved he doesnât. Clean state for all of us right?Â
âWhat can I get you?â I ask him and when he leaves that decision up to me, I whisk him up a whiskey on the rocks.Â
âYouâre brave,â I mumble, with a smile, which seems to catch some of his attention but he gives me a blank stare, âTrusting the bartender with your drinks.â I put the glass of whiskey infront of him and add, âI made sure itâs strong.â















