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"The Confession" - Adam Kelleher + Bruce Wayne
(A/N: Here is Adam and Bruce's confession-of-feelings scene, written for @malafvma's birthday. Happy birthday, Bess, and I hope you enjoy this!)
ADAM WAS SWEARING OVER HIS burnt fingers when Bruce reentered the cave. Heâd figured out a pretty genius idea for a weapon when he hadnât been able to sleep last night â a mechanism, to be built into the Batman suit, that would release pepper spray into an attackerâs face when triggered â and had started working on it the instant heâd arrived at the cave that night, so excited that heâd kind of failed to realize that the man he was building the weapon for wasnât even there to be asked whether he wanted it or not. But his fingers had just slipped while he was attempting to solder two pieces of the mechanism together, and now he was clutching his injured hand to his chest, cursing under his breath, as Bruce made his mostly-silent entrance.
Mostly silent, in that Bruce wouldâve gone entirely unnoticed by most people until he decided to either speak or start attacking. Adam noticed him, though. He always did.
âHi,â Adam managed to ground out, fighting the urge to stick his burnt fingers in his mouth. He'd read that saliva was supposed to be able to soothe burns, but he genuinely couldnât decide whether looking like a complete weirdo in front of his best-friend-turned-crush by jamming his hand in his mouth like a toddler was worth it.
âYou hurt yourself,â Bruce observed, sounding concerned. His eyes â those beautiful, thoughtful eyes that Adam had come to love â roved over Adamâs hand and pain-twisted face, and Adam felt his cheeks heat up, the way they always seemed to when Bruce looked at him these days. This time, at least, he could blame it on the fact that he currently felt like someone was pressing a hot poker into his fingers.
God, why hadnât he brought some water down with him to drink instead of his usual coffee? Wasnât cold water supposed to draw the heat out of burns? Curse his caffeine addiction, he thought bitterly, as he decided to damn it and stuff the burnt fingers in his mouth, running his tongue over the stinging skin. Curse it to the deepest circle of Hell.
âWas trying to work on a new weapon for the suit,â Adam muttered around his hand, somehow managing to speak pretty coherently despite the fact that he had three fingers in his mouth. To his credit, Bruceâs expression didnât give any hint of the humor he undoubtedly found in this situation. âHad a great idea for a pepper spray gun built into the chest plate. My hand slipped.â
A few seconds of silence as Bruce took off his helmet, setting it down on the surveillance table with a thunk. Then: âHow bad is it?â
Adam gave his friend an arch look, the effect of which was decidedly lessened given his fingersâ current location. ââM not an expert on burn degrees, Bruce. Hurts like a bitch, thatâs all I know.â
It was kind of hard to tell through all the grease paint on his face, Adam couldâve sworn Bruce rolled his eyes. Which was fair, he supposed; pain had the tendency to turn him into a bit of a sarcastic bastard.
âShow me,â Bruce quietly requested, stepping closer to Adamâs work table. When Adam didnât immediately comply, he gestured at the burned hand, the heavy suit gloves making the movement heavy and awkward.
Though he was loathe to do it (his saliva actually did seem to be soothing the pain a bit), Adam slowly drew his fingers out of his mouth, gingerly wiping them on his pant leg before holding them out to Bruce. His suited friend gently took his hand and looked it over, and Adam tried not to flush even further at the fact that Bruce was pretty much holding his hand. He was supposed to be hiding his feelings, damn it, not wearing them on his beet-red skin.
After about half a minute of examining the shiny red skin, Bruce gently set Adamâs hand back onto the table, and Adam tried desperately not to miss the way his friendâs hand had felt in his. Bruce turned away, walking toward one of the other tables in the cave and peeling off the suitâs gloves as he went.
Oh⌠kay. Was he going to say anything? What was the point of asking Adam how bad his burns were if he wasnât going to tell the person with the actual burns? Was he just going to get out of the suit and not say anything else? And if he was, what was the point of looking over Adamâs burns at all?
âSo,â Adam started, figuring he might as well make conversation if Bruce wasnât going to say anything. That had pretty much been their dynamic their whole friendship, after all â Bruce would be awkwardly silent because talking to people made him uncomfortable, Adam would awkwardly ramble on because he hated silence, and they would both generally make whatever setting they were in, well, awkward. âHow are the relief efforts going downtown? Iâll assume you stopped by there after your little chat with Selina.â
Selina. Adam hadnât managed to meet the mysterious woman in person during the whole Riddler crisis, but heâd seen the recordings of her gathering intelligence at the Iceberg Lounge, had seen her through Bruceâs contact lenses while he watched his friend work through the caveâs monitors. She was beautiful, he could admit that, and he'd always admired a determined and badass woman. But the way sheâd looked at Bruce (and the way he could assume Bruce at looked right back at her) stopped him from crossing the border into liking her. It was completely irrational, he knew that; he had no proof Bruce was even into guys, and even if he was, there was very little chance heâd ever think of Adam the way Adam constantly thought about him. Still, Adam supposed, feelings didnât have to be rational, even if they were unfair to the person they were directed towards. (Or completely unrequited, but Adam chose not to think about that too much, lest he start to feel that visceral pain in his chest that started whenever he brooded about Bruce for a long period of time.)
âTheyâre going well,â Bruce responded. His gloves were resting on one of the worktables now, and he was clicking open some kind of small box on said table that Adam hadnât noticed before. âGCPDâs managed to set up temporary shelters for everyone who lost their homes and canât go anywhere else, and there's rumors that a construction company in Metropolis has offered to help rebuild the apartment complexes at no cost. I donât think Mayor ReĂĄlâs confirmed anything yet, but plenty of the officers were talking about it.â
âWell, good,â Adam said, and he was about to ask about how the food banks were doing when Bruce shut the mysterious box and turned back around, holding a small jar of white cream and a roll of gauze in his now-bare hands.
Oh. Adam felt like an ass. Of course Bruce was planning to take care of his burns; how could he have thought he wouldnât even say anything? Bruce had been taking care of him their whole friendship, just as Adam had done his best to take care of the other man, whether one of them was hurt physically or otherwise. Why should he have assumed Bruce would ignore him now?
Because you feel like heâs been ignoring the most important thing between you for two years now, a voice inside Adam whispered. You havenât exactly been subtle about what you feel for him, and even though he probably just doesnât notice, you feel like heâs ignoring your feelings on purpose because he doesnât feel the same way.
Well, that voice could just screw off. Adam forcefully shoved it to the back of his mind as Bruce pulled up a chair on the other side of his worktable and sat down, taking his burned hand back up, even as his neck and cheeks flushed again at the renewed contact.
âSpeaking of,â he managed to get out, trying to stop his arm from shaking as Bruce flipped his injured hand over and scooped some white cream from the jar. âHow is Selina? The cat ready to keep her claws sharp by scratching Gothamâs unsavory?â
Oh, yeah, Adam, talk to your crush about the beautiful tough woman he no doubt has feelings for. Thatâs an amazing idea. Best youâve had yet.
Without answering, Bruce gently smeared some of the white cream onto one of Adamâs burns. He couldnât hold in a sigh of relief at the creamâs coolness, and almost instantly felt the pain of the wounds beginning to numb as Bruce rubbed the white goop into the inflamed red skin. He wondered exactly what was in the cream that made its relief so fast-acting, and resolved to ask Alfred later; it was probably one of the butlerâs concoctions.
âShe left,â Bruce said softly, not looking up as he grabbed the roll of gauze and started to unroll it. âSelina,â he clarified when Adam, who had totally lost all thoughts of their conversation in his thinking about the burn cream, didnât respond. âSheâs moving to BlĂźdhaven.â
âWhat?â Adam demanded, shocked. He and Bruce had been counting on Selina to stay on as another protector of Gothamâs streets; the whole Riddler fiasco had proven that it wasnât a good idea for Bruce to keep going with only Adam for technical help and no in-field backup. And unless another vigilante suddenly popped up of their own accord (which Adam doubted, even with public opinion turned largely in the Batmanâs favor since the flood), theyâd pretty much be back to square one. They needed her. âWhat the hell? Why?â
âSheâŚâ Bruce trailed off as he snipped off a piece of gauze and started carefully wrapping it around one of Adamâs fingers. âShe said that Gotham was beyond saving. Basically, that she wasnât going to waste her time, and that I was wasting mine trying to save this city.â
âWell,â Adam snapped, surprised by the vehemence in his own voice. âShe was wrong about that, wasnât she? Nothingâs beyond saving.â
Even as he said the words, he realized, with no small degree of surprise, just how much he actually meant and believed in them. And from the way Bruceâs eyes flicked up to his face in mild shock, his caped friend realized it as well.
âYou really think so?â Bruce questioned. Carefully, like he thought Adam might snap his answer the way heâd just done.
âWell⌠yeah,â Adam replied, slowly and just as carefully, trying to put his exact thoughts on the matter into words that wouldnât seem confusing or stupid. âI just⌠I know youâre never going to be able to completely eliminate crime in Gotham. And I know you know it too.â A pause for Bruceâs nod of assent, then he continued once it was given. âAnd I know that thereâs always going to be crappy people in this city, and that the Riddler probably isnât the last hell-bent psychopath youâre doing to go up against, and even that sometimes â okay, most of the time â this city can be a real hellhole that makes you wonder how youâre stupid enough to keep living here.â
Okay, he was not making his point very well. Taking a moment to rearrange his thoughts, he took a deep breath and went on. âBut despite all of this, the fact that you know all this, too, you still go out there every night. And I keep running surveillance and building your weapons, and Alfred keeps giving you advice, and even Gordon keeps getting you information from the places only he can go. And weâre all gonna keep doing all of those things, as long as we can, because we have hope that this city can be better.â He took another deep breath. Bruceâs eyes had been solidly on his face for the entirety of this little speech, and his face was practically on fire.
âMy point is, as long as you and me and Alfred and Gordon, and anyone else who has faith in this city, keeps believing that Gotham can be better, than it still stands a chance. Because as long as even one person believes in something, or someone, thereâs always hope. As long as thereâs even one person with faith, nothing is beyond saving.â Wincing a little before he spoke the next words, he added, âAnd if Selina thinks otherwise, then Iâm sorry, B, but sheâs kind of an idiot.â
There was a solid minute in which the two men did nothing but look in each otherâs eyes, Adam breathing slightly hard from the power of his speech as Bruce watched him with a blank expression. Adam considered speaking up to change the subject, given that he didnât really know how Bruce was supposed to respond to something like that, but all of a sudden, a warmth entered Bruceâs beautiful eyes, and a soft smile tugged up the corners of his mouth.
âYou really are the best person I know,â the caped man murmured, and all of a sudden Adamâs face was on fire again, because Bruce was looking at him with a look in his eyes that was almost⌠reverent. Which was nice, really, the kind of look that threatened to coat his insides with pure sunshine, but he genuinely couldnât bear to have Bruce look at him that way, knowing his best friend wasnât looking at him through the same lenses with which Adam had been looking at him for the past two years: a sweet lens, clear, but coated with soft feelings and genuine love.
âWell,â Adam responded, forcing an amused scoff and eying his now-gauze-wrapped fingers, wiggling them to test their mobility. âKind of a pity about Selina, though. You two wouldâve made one hell of a dynamic duo.â He let out a little chuckle, this one only half-forced. âThe Bat and the Cat, imagine. We would've only needed to find someone with a hat-themed vigilante theme, and you guys wouldn't even have to fight. The criminals would've laughed themselves to death.â
It was the kind of stupid joke that normally wouldâve gotten a soft laugh out of Bruce, but this time Adamâs friend didnât make a sound. He just fixed his eyes on Adamâs face, with a newly blank expression that made Adam fear heâd accidentally said something wrong.
âYou think I have feelings for her,â Bruce intoned quietly, seriously. His eyes locked onto Adamâs, and so intense was the look in them that Adam found himself unable to look away. âSelina.â
Oh, Adam did not want to have this conversation. Not now, not ever, really. Still, he was Bruceâs best friend, and it was his duty as such to listen to Bruce talk about the people he had feelings for, so he plastered on a half-smile, trying to ignore the sudden way his stomach was aching.
âWell, I canât say I blame you,â Adam said, trying to sound like his heart wasnât about to be cleaved in two. âI mean, sheâs badass, and pretty, and sheâs not afraid to put you in your place. Maybe not my type, but I can see where youâre coming fr-â
âAdam,â Bruce interrupted firmly, giving Adamâs wrist a short squeeze to get him to stop talking. âItâs not Selina. It was never Selina. Itâs you.â
And for a moment, Adam sincerely thought he was going to asphyxiate, because at those words, the air rushed straight out of his lungs and he could not breathe. And even when he was finally able to draw breath again, he could feel it coming in short, shallow gasps, and he couldnât tear his eyes away from Bruce, who was now looking at him with no small measure of concern.
He could not have just heard that right. He absolutely could not have. There was no way Bruce Wayne, caped savior of Gotham and his best friend since they were eleven years old, could possibly have admitting to having feelings for him.
âI â what â me?â he couldnât help gasping, even though Bruce was bound to think he was being stupid, mishearing his friend so badly. Thinking, even for a second, but Bruce might have feelings for him over Selina.
And then Bruce said, âYou,â and, well, Adam didnât completely lose his breath again, but it was close. Dear God, he had heard him right. Bruce Thomas Wayne had just confessed feelings for him, Adam Benjamin Kelleher.
Holy actual literal shit.
âMe?â he whispered again, still having trouble forcing himself to believe it. It was as if his train of thought had slammed into a brick wall, so that the only thing he could thing was his most recent, incredulous thought: Bruce fucking Wayne has feelings for me.
Bruceâs eyes still wouldnât let Adamâs go, even as the other man reached up to shove a lock of slightly sweaty hair out of his face. âItâs always been you,â Bruce admitted, and then he broke eye contact, looking at Adamâs wrapped hand on the table, and suddenly he sounded⌠shy?
Okay, why the hell was Bruce shy? Adam was the one whoâd spent literal years pining for his best friend, convinced he could never have him because, for one, Bruce didnât even like guys (except that he somehow did! And had never told his best fucking friend!), and for another thing, Bruce was way out of his league. He was the smart one, the athletic one, Gothamâs favored orphan. And what was Adam? A scrawny little nerd with an unnatural affinity for acrobatics, an awkward, anti-social tinkerer whose own father had never thought him worthy of anything.
And while Adam didnât believe he wasnât worthy of anything â that was a bit excessive, really â he certainly wasnât worthy of Bruce.
âBut why?â Adam demanded, unable to stop the words from bursting out. âWhy me?â
Okay, wrong thing to say, because now Bruce was frowning in that determined way he did whenever Adam made a self-deprecating joke or muttered, after experiencing a failure with an invention, that maybe his father had been right. It was a frown that very clearly said, I care about you and youâve put yourself down, so now Iâm going to bring you all the way up. Whether you like it or not.
âAdam,â Bruce said, in a tone that left no room for argument. Now he was locked on Adamâs eyes again, and this time Adam was cursing those baby browns, because he really wanted to stare at his lap right now.
âI meant what I just said,â Bruce continued. âYou are the best person I know. Youâve been with me through everything. You know me inside and out, and youâve seen all my broken spots and been there for the dark patches, and youâre still here. Youâre the only one whoâs still here, besides Alfred, when everyone else has either died or left willingly. I know you. I can count on you. I trust you. And you know I donât trust a lot of people.â
Here, Bruce paused for breath, the same way Adam had when making his earlier speech. âBut itâs more than you just being here. YouâreâŚâ He paused again, this time to let out an amused huff and crack a small smile. âYouâre amazing, Adam. Youâre smart, and youâre funny, and youâre understanding and a good listener, and youâre⌠youâre just good.â Bruce gently reached out and took Adamâs uninjured hand, which was lying on the table next to his bandaged one. âPlus, your looks donât exactly hurt.â
Adam let out a wet chuckle at that, and it was only then that he realized he was crying. Embarrassed, he went to wipe his damp cheeks with his bandaged hand, the one Bruce wasnât holding, but Bruce beat him to it. Gently, so gently Adam had to bite back a sob, the other man raised the hand that wasnât holding Adamâs and wiped a fresh tear from his face with a feather-light touch.
âI know you donât believe all that yet,â Bruce said, in the most tender voice Adam had ever heard him use. âBut I swear, Adam, whether you feel the same way about me or not, Iâll remind you of all those things every day until you believe them. Because whether you feel the same or we stay just friends, youâre worth it. Youâre always worth it.â
God, what had Adam ever done to earn this man? This beautiful, courageous, perfect man sitting across from him, looking like a dark angel in his armor and face paint as he wiped Adamâs tears and said everything Adam had always wanted to hear.
No, Adam didnât deserve Bruce. And he never would. But heâd be damned if he wasnât going to try to every day.
âOf course I feel the same way, B,â Adam choked out, leaning into the hand on his cheek like a contented cat. âYou massive idiot.â Unable to stop himself, he let out another wet laugh. âGod, you realize this was the worst possible way to come out to me, right? You canât just tell me you like men by telling me you have feelings for me, youâre lucky you didnât give me a heart attack.â
âI know,â Bruce replied, giving him a smile that was so soft and so fond that the lump in Adamâs throat returned in full force. âIâm sorry.â
âYeah, well,â Adam sniffled, wrapping his fingers around Bruceâs and feeling, for all the world, like his hand had been sculpted for the sole purpose of fitting with his best friendâs. âI might be inclined to forgive you. Youâre also lucky Iâm a nice person.â
âI am,â Bruce agreed, dropping his hand from Adamâs face to gently take his bandaged hand. âI really am.â
They didnât kiss that night, despite the fact that Adam had never wanted anything more. A few minutes later, Adam would take a wet cloth and gently, slowly, wipe the grease paint from Bruceâs face, neither of them ever breaking eye contact, but that was as intimate as things got. But so much was exchanged in the few hours that they spent in that cave, no one to interrupt them, alone together. Not so much words, really â they hardly spoke â but so many feelings that had been festering for a long period of time were released into the air and multiplied, strengthened by the knowledge that these two broken, brave, hopeful men had finally gotten over themselves long enough to see what was in front of them.
That night, the Batman didnât take to the streets until almost two in the morning, hours after he normally set out for patrol. But despite that, everyone who faced him noticed an extra spring in his step, an added determination behind his punches.
The Batman was now more determined than ever not to lose faith that his city could improve. After all, he couldnât go against the wisdom of the man he loved, now, could he?
The scene where one oc has always reminded the other of doing a thing/not forgetting some thing, yet they forgot it anyway and the reminder oc is just like.... '-'
I don't exactly know what you mean but I think it's like this type of sceneÂż
I canât seem to get myself back into the habit of drawing much so to combat it, Iâm trying to spend less time on finished work and more time on conceptual. Building up scenes and story ideas from a story Iâve worked on since I was a kid.
I often think about Mozicaâs death, and Rileyâs struggle to continue living without him. Â
About 1 hour in sai.
Hes perching âď¸ oc art this time

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