Lollygag peered back at the Saix, undisturbed by the rumors surrounding their pathway like quiet ashes and flame, flickering, near and far and undistinguished. The Coliseum loomed before them now, motionless, a reaching wall, great and gleaming and plated with their reflections. He folded his wings neatly against his back and stepped to one side, as if to give their guests a full and proper view of the enclosure. They stood on the outside, overshadowed.
He had kept the way clearāthat was easy, given the Teamās reputation, the crimson emblem on his shoulder the a beacon to prove his worth in battle. For no one would cross him, not here, not in the daylight, not when he could so surely raise in opposition the might of his voice and loaded guns and Magnesser Spear. He was small, but keen. His prominence proceeded him.
Burton was very waryāhe too carried the pride and esteem of Savage Hammer, though loathed this surge of standing in the spotlight. These were consequences he had to endure for the time being, counting down until they could make their escape. He changed the channel momentarily and radioed the control room, hushed tones, stating name, team, purpose, his Zi Fighter identification number. He retrieved his gauntlet from the glove-box and pulled it over a steady hand, quickly and carefully. The crackling voice on the line cleared his request and told him to standby.
There were still people watching them, wraiths to each side and made to break beneath a turbulent sky. He stared backāa sharp and sour look linking light within his eyes, overcast and alive with his own classified lines of algorithms and moral code. He, now maneuvering the mess of his mission and his mind, would not allow for mistakes and miscalculations.
Both the girl and her Zoid seemed ever vigilant, and rightly so, though he wasnāt quite sure how either would take to their new surroundings. What theyād make of the locals lingering nearby. For what if they said too much? What if they mentioned Blake, the Fury, his affiliation? He feared for a moment that she might overhear all the wrong notes of a long and complicated tune.
Then again, he might be able to twist that to his advantage. Oh, yes, let them talk, spread their stories like a fatal disease, whispers waking in the wind. He could silence them any second, silver bullets to his tongue, and slip away into some muted and uncharted place where the lies and guise of pain could not follow.
He raised a brow, feather-like. āStalls?ā To contain the Lightning Saix, he presumed. āAh! Hangars, you mean? Why yes, of course. I assure you the Coliseum is completely up to date with security, Zoid and pilot accommodations, maintenance facilities⦠Do let me know if you have any specific needs.ā
With a deep and heavy groan, the gates at last opened for them and them alone. The Gale entered, stepping straight into swathes of artificial light.
āJust through here, if you please,ā Burton spoke gently over the comm system. Lollygag made his way methodically into a chasm of cold breath and steelāpolished floors, proud pillars on the rim, lines of loading decks that ran parallel in sets. He stationed himself near the wall, where the terminal made a shallow dip around the bend. Without coaxing he aligned his shoulder to the scaffolds.
Burton released his harness and let the Gale settle into place, all sweeping talons and tail like rain clouds over summer seas. Only after careful crosschecks of the dashboard did he step from the cockpit and onto the ledge. There, he stroked the dragonās snout, and waited.
Estelle stared up along with her mount at the walls that soon loomed over them. So thisĀ āBurtonā had told that much truth, he had indeed brought them to the stated destination. Whatās more, there was no doubting - even for her - that this was an official establishment.
Even Sheba seemed forced into this realization. The aggressive energy stayed, still threatened the cruelest sort of retaliation if anyone dared touch them, but burned cooler. Still drew - though unbeknownst to she or her human - mystified whispers from those that beheld them, about āclassā and āpresenceā and āhow much do you think that one cost them?ā. Ā
Yet she appeared to take her pilotās directions more willingly. āCivilityā was not an adequate term to describe the new tone she took on, merely the closest to being so. But really, it was all another begrudged decision on her part. She hated these kinds of spaces with too many zoids and people coming and going too quickly. Hated the cowardly challenges from passerby that knew man and his servants would interfere before any proper fight was had. As it was mankind who built these spaces, and therefore, here, mankind ruled.
So, reluctantly, she accepted it was wisest to allow her own child of mankind to lead.
Presently, however, that child was not so confident among her kind. She was able to keep track of her companionās directions only by virtue of their close proximity. Sheād not even been able to remember to reply to his reassurance over the accommodations. Her zoid trusted her as guide because she was a human like the few gawking curiously at the newcomer, but right now, she seemed remarkably similar to some frightened beast hauled out of the wastes for the first time. In the passing faces, she didnāt see possible connections or friendly conversations, only potential threats. It was as if sheād forgotten that their species was her own.Ā
Only the strangerās voice coming again over the com line snapped her out of this bizarreĀ āferalā mindset.Ā āYou really have been gone too longā the revelation echoed through her mind.Ā
As she was walked onto the neighboring pad to the Gale, the movements of the Saix became stiff with irritability again, but she did not fight. None around her would could know that in the past, this had been one of her favorite moments to thrash when the whim came upon her. Meanwhile, Estelle hailed the control room channel that had since made itself available to them.Ā āShield required on pad A-3ā³ Something squirmed awkwardly in her at how strange such mundane communication felt.Ā
Anxious moments ticked by as she waited for the request to process. The fact that a few people now seemed to be drawing in curiously only made things worse. She was about to broadcast a warning before Sheba demonstrated the need for caution herself. Just as the characteristic translucent blue shield rose to the ceiling. Possibly startled into reflexive action, or just for some sort of catharsis, the pearly zoid showed a racerās ātrademarkā - she kicked. Kicked with every ounce of rage and frustration she had in her.
The shield held, being made to handle far worse, but the hollow thud and electric crackle were deafening, even inside the cockpit. A chill fell over the girl in the ringing silence that followed, before, after a short delay, the barrier turned red, and the wordĀ āCAUTIONā began snaking around it. She was going to scold her mount when she realized that, near as she could tell, no one was offended...In fact they seemed almost to enjoy the display. A different world, indeed.Ā
āCrisisā dodged, she hurriedly unhooked her harness and disembarked, eager to get this over with before another disaster had the chance to find them. She turned briefly to the zoid already grumbling in anticipation of her leaving, but could think of no parting words.Ā āBe goodā seemed an absurdly ineffectual statement at the time.Ā
Hopefully, the worst was behind her, as she made her way towards the man who had become her guide, stopping at a particular, just-out-of-reach distance from him. Her eyes shifted about the space nervously - she was now acutely, uncomfortably aware of the eyes that were now on her instead of her zoid.Ā
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āOh, is that so-?ā He spoke quietly, a figure from a distant dream, and hidden in the deepest places, lost to land and to sky, with unwavering eyes and unwavering mind he watched the Galeās grin across the surface of the water. Just like jewelsāuncut jewels, shaped from a sleepless domain far away, somewhere distant. He was a distant man. Though well-versed with the law of conventional conversation, and with the art of ingenious deceit.Ā
He began to suspect, again, that this was some sort of trickāshe was testing him, sheād been careful with her words and demeanor. Very deliberate. That much he could tellāit was whatever she was withholding that concerned him.
Content to mimic her formalities for now, he tipped his head to the side faintly, slowly. He knew how to spin his words into silver; he could talk, banish silence which was cold and dark and sure of itself. He knew those black and hollow places.
āIt isnāt exactly a common Zoid, a Fury.ā Damn Blake, making messy complications for him. āI can see why thatās caught your attention in particular.ā
He deiced to leave it at that for nowālest he reveal too much. It was a tricky thing, and one slippage of the tongue could cost him the whole opportunity. He wasnāt one for taking needless risks, and he didnāt know this girl, where sheād come from or why she was even in the area.
He had to think quickly; he couldnāt let her go wandering off. At the very least, her politeness served to keep her chatting with him, or she hadnāt yet finished purifying her water jugsāhe couldnāt quite tell from afar. Or perhaps he had information she was still after, whatever her reasons, and heād yet to reveal it, at least in any great detail. Like a life cycle he thought through a series of scenarios, and how to wear his aching smile.
The wind went on chipping sand and stone and scattering the pieces into different directions, tender, uneven. Lollygag lifted his wings against its ancient voice.
Burtonās was just as steady when he spoke again, subtle, cordial, a song into the air, and the air into infinite space. āYes, yes, the battles are quite popular, as I said before, particularly among the younger crowd. Pilots from all over Zi participate, to try their skillāor their luckāhowever you wish to interpret.ā
He had an idea now; heād have to get her back to Headquarters one way or another, take this one step at a time. Towards the city itself was a decent start.
āAnd why, thereās a first time for everything, isnāt there? Iām sure you could learn the basics, if it interests you so. Could make for a promising career~ There are a number of Zi Fighters, even professional teams, in Blue City. Itās more difficult to go it alone of course, though donāt let me dissuade you from such aspirations, it can be productive to set high goals.ā
Beyond the dust and solar wind his eyes were the vaults of well-kept secrets and well-masked with a cold and guarded gaze.
āYou see, it works like this: pilots can apply for their Zi Fighter Licenseāyouād need one if you wish to participateāand then register their Zoid. After which they can issue challenges, even accept them in the Coliseum, enter tournaments⦠Ah! Have you ever seen a Zi Fighter battle? Why waste your time explaining, when I could very well show you?ā
He pulled up his aeronautical charts on the dashboard, looking them over, small reminders to himself, tracing the route with a hand from their point at the springs. āDidnāt you mention you were considering a trip to the city? Iām headed there myself, you know; I assure you it wouldnāt be any trouble at all.ā
Lollygag chirped in concession and fluttered both wings, an open invitation. He was watching them intently now form his place far on the other shore.
Burton too glanced up from his charts, still uncertain she would agree to such termsāhe was a stranger, after all, though a master of more tricks up his sleeve.
āSo what do you say, Miss Estelle?ā
Her body stiffened immediately at his invitation before she was even sure in her rational mind of how she should feel about it. The current level of distrust she held for all other living creatures had made it a reflex.Ā
That in mind, it was to be expected that the first, gut response to echo through her head was a strong and equally reflexiveĀ āNOā. So caught up in her own frazzled nerves was she that her muscles nearly acted upon it, nearly visibly twitched as if to bolt for the cockpit, before she could catch herself.Ā
Yet something stopped her. She could do that, she could run again...and again...and again. She knew that would be the case if she did embrace that momentaryĀ āsolutionā. Then, the more she thought about it, the clearer the truth became - would such anĀ āescapeā really be an escape at all? Or was it just perpetuating a vicious cycle now?Ā
For a seemingly endless string of days, sheād draw near to the city, sheād see a local or two, they might grow curious, might attempt to speak with her, the Fury would track her down, chase them away, sheād run. Repeat. Certainly it was horrifically risky to just waltz away with this stranger into a strange city, but really, how much longer could she go on with the alternative? How much longer could she bare this predator-and-prey routine out here alone? What was the point of baring it anymore?
Not forever.Ā
You canāt do this forever.
The true answer came at last. She didnāt come here to hide in the sands somewhere between the pinnacle of civilization and barren wilderness until she wasted away. She chose to come here not just to survive, but to live...or at least, attempt to. She had to take the plunge eventually. Be that by herself, or with someone that, whatever his personal intentions might be, clearly knew more about the world she was trying to enter than she did.Ā
And so, after a long, agonized pause, Estelle committed to an action that always had a way of terrifying her - taking theĀ āchanceā. She couldnāt be bothered to stifle the defeated sigh that escaped her. Her resignation to a particular course lifted some of the immense burden of caution, and her own ever-intensifying exhaustion weighed down in its place. Not forever, indeed.Ā
āI...I think Iāll accept that offer, mr. Deverell, thank you.ā She breathed, a slight bow of her head accompanying the words.Ā
((OMG I AM SO SORRY THIS HAS TAKEN SO LONG. Iā¦think I found the meme for this? Itās a headcanon thing isnāt it? The symbols match up anyway lolĀ ā - one of my museās prized possessions: Iām not sure how much weight Esie puts on possessions, sheās not overly sentimental, which would have been kind of a drawback earlier on in her littleĀ ājourneyā. But then again it could be said she didnāt have much to be sentimental about.Ā I think maybe the closest thing might be her zi-fighting glove once she gets it? Being something that sort of symbolized her ability to achieve at least that much with just herself and Sheba? Andā¦I did kind of have a nagging little headcanon that while she wasnāt able to get very close to her mother, one seemingly inconsequential thing sheĀ āinheritedā and hung on to was a gold-plated compact mirror (actually seen in an old piece of art - using it to clean a cut/scrape on her face. Juxtaposition! lol).Ā I imagined while she doesnāt let on about it, thereās something of an underlying attachment to it. And I guess it makes sense, distant doesnāt meanĀ āno attachment whatsoeverā. She probably inherited other things, jewelry, clothes, etc. but the only thing that would have been potentially handy to take with her would have been something like that mirror. And thus it would ultimately become something of a āthe only thing she has left of herā object. A decidedly lowkey sad post-series hardship-illustrating situation was there being a point where funds are particularly low, and she finally has to pawn it off as it would be, in fact, quite valuable. Sad, but also can be looked at as one last service well-served.Ā
āæ - a happy memory: Well, I have that headcanon (that was illustrated) that the kids at one point have a bit of aĀ ābonding momentā, under that meteor shower. It was maybe one of the first times they have where they briefly catch thatĀ āthis my famā feeling. And yeah along with the slightly more poignant feeling ofĀ āalmost normalā, like a sort ofĀ āThis is kind of what normal kids do, isnāt it?ā. Which was the reason the lyrics posted with the illustration were chosen, the song they were pulled from (Miss Atomic Bomb) is otherwise unrelated, but that excerpt kind of captured the same feel found while headcanon-ing that situation -Ā
āRacing shadows in the moonlightThrough the desert on a hot nightAnd for a second there weād wonYeah, we were innocent and youngā
ā¼ - a dream headcanon: She has a lot of bad dreams when stressed (which isā¦wellā¦often lol) but not vivid night terrors or anything. A lot of those half-formed, vaguely threatening things where one is almost more trapped in a feeling rather than a clear situation with a clear object of their fear or stress.Ā āNameless/formless terrorā one could say, I guess. Though thankfully theyāre not usually quite as severe as the wordĀ āterrorā might imply.
ā - A headcanon of the munās choice: Estelle greatly dislikes the city, not justĀ for more obvious reasons like the greater number of people there, noise, etc, but the physical nature of it itself. Situational awareness becomes a terribly stressful chore with so many obstructions around. Sheās come to prefer wide, open spaces, where itās that much harder for things to sneak up on her. She has no choice but to work and live in Blue City, but, in many ways, she is in fact more comfortable in thatĀ ābleak, cruel desertā than anywhere else.
āListen well: You are going to make it. But you have to learn how, and when, to stop running--the past has a funny way of catching up to us no matter how far we go, and I can almost guarantee it wonāt be pleasant. Pace yourself, Estelle. Pace yourself, and donāt let them scare you.ā
((response to this meme :) - XĀ - yes itās still open if anyone else wants to send a thing
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āOh, yes, āitās just a small cut,ā you say.ā Burton was shaking his head, examining said cut with what was in fact a very serious expression. āBut even āsmall cutsā can become severely infected.ā He shrugged, evenly, bluntly, though his eyes were still focused on the wound. There was a bitter-sweet note to his voice when he spoke again, āYou know that, don't you? Really, it's not worth the risk, Princess, so swallow your pride and do the smart thing. Weād best get you all cleaned up~"
āI..I donāt knowā¦ā The girl began tentatively. She was realizing just how few details she remembered from that final night in Ambrose. Instinctive reflex wanted her to withhold this kind of information. But the fact that sheād been asked this directly meant that they already knew the story. For some reason, they just wanted to know it from her perspective. She took several moments to reflect -Ā The waiting for hour-like minutes for the last workers to leave the estate hangers. Her heart hammering in her ears as she clamored into the the cockpit in the darkness. Taking Shebaās yoke into trembling hands for the first time. - She labored to find words for all these thingsā¦But it seemed impossible. They were sensations that belonged to the realm of feeling, not words. āWe justā¦ranā¦I donāt really know how else to describe it. I knew the workerās schedules, so I waited until they left, and we ran.āĀ
āI guess I blacked out, as people say. I didnāt realize how long weād been traveling until I noticed day was breakingā¦thatās when I saw no one was chasing us anymore⦠ā It was perhaps a disappointing recount, but sheād done her best.Ā
ā..You know..One of the strangest things that happened out of the whole thing - I never set a course when we started..āĀ Her words took on a pensive tone as she followed the thread of one final recollection.ā⦠I hardly gave her any input, just let her run, I was too panicked. But when I finally stopped and checked⦠Sheba had been following the exact path I would have chosen If Iād had the mind for it. It - it really was like she knewā¦but of course, thatās impossibleā¦isnāt it?āĀ
š“ = a favorite canon character in my fandom : Iām guessing I should go with fuzors verse? and in that case you know me and you know where this is goingā¦soā¦About Blake again.- I love the whole main group of SH in general though of course. My little dysfunctional pseudo family unit. lol - But anyway Iāve written at considerable length about why I like him before, so Iāll try and spare you some of my annoying rambling. Basically I like that heās one of theĀ ātoken teenage rivalās thatās actually pretty damn fierce and yet kind of doesnāt look like it. Clearly illustrated as aĀ āpretty boyā visually, but aside from the pretty eyelashes (lol) and a relatively thin layer of ācool typeā composure, thereās nothing delicate about him. Heās a legitimately unrelenting and deceptively dangerous little sh** when crossed and I love it XD. freakin mancub.Ā
š· = a song I identify with my character : ...God this is still such a hard one to answer. Iāve answered it with music before, but there are still very few actual songs Iāve found that really match with her - in any verse. Idk, aĀ Ā more recent find was Lebrockās āCall Meā which would have to be from the perspective of...idk someone who at least somewhat gives a sh** about her ? lol I guess if one goes with the relationship they built in the post-series play and brainstorming it could kiiind of be Blake or something? But yeah the general impression of a kind of unassuming person trying to survive in rough/hostile environments kind of works. I guess? dunno, I guess sheās just more of aĀ āscoreā character :P
š¼ = a song I identify with your character :Ā ā¦.Honestly good olĀ āMy songs know what you did in the darkā still registers as a Burton song with me. lol I mean itās also kind of a good SH song in general and thereās still art concepts that Iāve yet to draw that generated while listening to it, but it still aligns most closely with the overall BurtonĀ āfeelā in my head.