The Sanctity of Paint
@obsdongwoo
There are still witches who worship gods: Duri learned of a whole coven while she was in America, all through a member that happened to be a friend. Though curiosity was innate in her as the blood in her veins, it had been largely by accident that she had learned of their affiliations. Their altar had been a proud thing, decorated with paints and bits of gold and little clippings of quotes; when Duri had asked about it, they had giggled and explained it, fingers curled over their mouth like they were embarrassed.
They had asked her after if she felt anything similarāif her work with ghosts had inspired some thought as to what happened after, or if she had any insight,Ā and all Duri could offer was that there was nothing in the world that she could deem sacred.
Itās a strange memory to bring up nowĀ of all times, with ice scraping her tongue as she sips at a frozen mocha, but sheās used to such sudden visitations. Her eyes wander to the time again, and she takes a moment to update her blog (I hope if I die from waiting I become a ghost to haunt every late person)Ā while she fiddles with one of her vials. The stopper had become loose recently, and she worries for the soil withināit may be a sign for her to pay a visit back to the grave from which she bottled the contents.
Here is the truth of it, as much as she has seen: ghosts have endings. Whatever happens or fails to after that is not her concern.
And yet thisāthisāthis feels like its own kind of devotion, to command the hand of an artist to deliver her own intent. And in light of all else, it feels strange, too, to want such a physical manifestation of her place in the world. As fearful as she has been as of late, today, with this symbol-to-be of vulnerability, she merely feels fatigued: confused, too, for so many of her interactions lately have been anything butā¦normal.Ā Itās not routine, but itās closer than what people have been offering her for awhile.
After so many months, Duri actually hadnāt expected to be contacted by her artist of choice again: she had assumed with his silence had come an implicit refusal to work on her proposed commission, and Duri had quietly accepted that as destiny. Being contacted about it had been shocking, to say the least, but she had agreed to an in-person meeting before she really read the words. As the account she had reached him from was a throwaway, she hadnāt seen reason to terminate the meeting after it was set; she sorely needed to interact with living people that werenāt showing up in places they werenāt supposed to be.
Now, it seems, the artist will be late again: she would wonder if he was merely unprofessional were it not for the state of the city. Had Duri not left a half hour early herself, her own arrival would have been impacted. Even as she looks outside, she can see another gaggle of reporters setting up, to which she wrinkles her nose and focuses on the matching drink before her, purchased for her companion-to-be.
Duri had provided the color of her hair as descriptor, and that was enough to serve as useful identification in such a sleepy cafĆ©. The door has opened a few times to welcome new patrons and release old ones, but she doesnāt pay attention ātil someone is sliding into the seat in front of her. After a brief glance, she turns her phone over to address him politely, offering up a hesitant smile as she realizes sheās forgotten his screen name. āAre youā¦?ā









